chaoticdrcolleen‌:
I’m sure you are. Fair enough. Which is completely understandable. Ziv is far calmer, though. Which I think is needed. Colman also took to them rather fast.  They really are.
Still, my point is that Ziv wouldn’t be around the way they are if it weren’t for Rose. So it’s far less to do with me and more to do with her. She’s managed to find someone to balance out my energy, cos I have to admit between me and Cairán the scales were certainly tipped a certain way. Rose and I are married and we’re dating Ziv, as anyone would date anyone else. There’s just three of us instead of two. I highly doubt we have to worry about me, or Rosy, getting hurt. I worry about Ziv, though. Given what happened with their ex.
I’ve been with HBIC since Santana started it up, I don’t think there will ever be enough of reason for me to even consider anywhere else. I still can’t believe it. I never thought that Santana would ever be single again but I couldn’t even imagine that she’d feel the same way about me. A calmer version of you? That sounds...I’m not sure I can envision what that would be like. I miss the boys, I need to come see you guys soon. Maybe I could even meet this Ziv of yours?Â
Auntie Colleen, you are thinking too much about the hows and whys and not living in the present. The present is that Ziv likes you and Rosy. How they came to be is no different than my knowing Rosy because she’s your wife. I think that’s the part I’m struggling with, the three instead of two, and I don’t mean that in a judgemental way, it’s just I struggle when I have two or three friends over, I can’t imagine what it’s like in a romantic sense. I know my aunt, and I know that would never do anything to purposely anyone, you’re not like that. Ziv may have a horrid ex, but they now have you in their life, as well as Rosy, and that makes them incredibly lucky.Â














