A Day in the Life of the Eating Disordered.

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[theeatingdisordered]

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[theeatingdisordered]

2594) I almost crashed while driving because I was reading the nutrition facts of diet coke...

[theeatingdisordered]

2593) I was depressed and starving before him. Now I have an amazing boyfriend who actually makes me feel beautiful. So why is it that all I can think about is that I've gained five pounds and want Ana back? Is it wrong to want my ED over my boyfriend?

[theeatingdisordered]

2592) I was doing so well before him. Eating <400 calories a day and finally starting to get a flat stomach and thigh gap. Now I have a perfect, loving boyfriend who actually makes me feel good about myself and all I can think about is how I've gained five pounds and I want Ana back.

[theeatingdisordered]

2591) i hate having the mentality of an eating disordered person, but not being able to break my current over-eating habits. it makes me feel weak, like my habits cant conform to my mind. i cant bring myself to stop eating, no matter how badly i want to.

[theeatingdisordered]

2590) Keep reading all the posts all day, because sitting in front of this page is better than eating. It is so triggering that the only thing I think of is all the submissions, that have become like quotes for me. I also hate the fact that my boyfrind's younger sister (10 years) is soo skinny. I want to be like her, so he can lift me up and throw me around without me thinking I'm too fat and whale heavy. I feel so disgusting...

[theeatingdisordered]

2589) I wanted him so badly. Now that I finally got him, I'm too scared for him to be disgusted to do what i wanted to do all the time.

[theeatingdisordered]

2588) I get nothing done the way I want it to happen. I can't help but think that it's cause I'm fat. What's school, what's my license got to do with that?!

[theeatingdisordered]

2587) It started off as a diet.

[theeatingdisordered]

2586) My boyfriend wants me to go on birth control. I say I can't because my mother doesn't want, but in reality I'm TERRIFIED of the weight gain that might come with it.

[theeatingdisordered]

2585) The awkward moment when your filling out an application and it asks what your hobbies are and you want to write "ED" , because thats what takes up all of your time.

[theeatingdisordered]

2584) : My ex boyfriend has a new girlfriend and all I can think about is that she is so much skinnier than me.

[theeatingdisordered]

2583) The sad feeling I get when my parents don't even care that I decline meal after meal. Maybe they'll care 30 pounds from now...

[theeatingdisordered]

2582) I don't have an ed. But she's here, in my head, and she's a person. She speaks and lives and tries to strangle me daily, and tells me to be thin all the time. It's no longer just about being skinny. It's about trying to make her satisfied.

[theeatingdisordered]

2581) When 500 calories feels like 5,000.

[theeatingdisordered]

2580) It baffles me that as educated as a man my dad is, he remains clueless about what's going on.