The Many Of The Fenniikiiree

| the Fenniikiiree | they/them or any/all | Polyplural System | Alterhuman | Nonhuman | Adult | posting irregularly atm

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Introduction Post of the Fenniikiiree

We’re the Fenniikiiree and this is our main blog, which we use for a variety of writings on topics related to alterhumanity and plurality.

We’re a large plural collective of mostly alterhumans living in an adult vessel. We often chose to represent ourselves through a purple hydra, typically modeled after the interstellar monster Ghidorah from the Godzilla franchise. We do not really have collective identities, but many of us are alterhuman and/or nonhuman, therians, otherkin, extranths, fictionkind, queer, and any number of identities specific to individuals.
This blog is intended to house some of our writings for the time being, though we are currently looking into making a personal website for hosting a variety of things.
We are neurodivergent and disabled, it already takes a significant amount of energy to work full time, so our energy for this blog is not always consistent.
Our collective name is the Fenniikiiree, which is the word for our people in our headspace’s language.

As aspiring scientists currently earning a degree in STEM, as people who’ve been believed about our plurality by multiple mental health professionals, we believe it’s important to support all systems regardless of origin. Do not drag us into system discourse or we will block you.

If you are a double or sourcemate (fictionkind in any way) with any of our fictionkind headmates, you are fine to interact with us so long as you do not claim to personally know any of us. We have doubles and sourcemates in our own system and we are not made uncomfortable by interacting with those who share our sources. If you are uncomfortable with doubles then you are free to block us.

We have no strict DNI, we simply block people who make us uncomfortable, we reserve the right to make our space comfortable for us.

Last Updated: January 26, 2026

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General update stuff

We actually have not forgotten this blog we just got extremely busy with life stuff. For one, we were at the end of our school year for the last few months and we didn't have a lot of free time, but we're also mildly burnt out and took the beginning of summer to just recover from it. Our degree is going pretty well but we're expecting the next part of it to be a lot busier since we're entering the later parts of it. We've been working a lot on system stuff for ourselves as well, our communication has gotten a lot better and we know more things now (that we may or may not talk more about, depends). We have a few ideas of things to post about, but we'll see if we have the energy for anything that's more thought out, we're also considering doing more lower effort posts just so we aren't so inactive. -Mollymauk

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Oh we haven't posted since like February, whoops. Hope everyone is doing alright!

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We as individual headmates are full people. We are exhausted of being told over and over that we’re just parts of a broken person, as if we aren’t people. Acknowledging ourselves as people and not parts has allowed so much good to happen for us, we refuse to dehumanize ourselves for others. Other systems may feel differently, but this is how we feel, our collective experience as a system. We are sure other collectives feel the same way. We are a system of people and nothing will change this. It’s so tiring to be told otherwise, it’s a form of discrimination, it’s dehumanization.

If your experience is different, or you’re a singlet who disagrees with the concept of plurals having personhood. Please respect us enough to try to understand. Please treat us like people, because we are.

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Thimble: We just experienced this for seemingly the 100th time. We find so much healing and joy from being multiple people, we don’t just *think* we’re multiple people, we *are* multiple people, we’re not delusional for it.

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Spending Valentine’s Day with each other this year :)

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CW for discussions of racism. We are not talking about any one person in particular, more a general problem we notice in our physical life.

One thing we haven’t really touched on this blog is that we aren’t white. We’re mixed race Latina, we pass as white but anyone who knows us personally knows how much our non white side has impacted us as people. We consider our vessel Latina as a general rule, since we’re femme-presenting in most physical spaces. We are not and never will be white in full. We will not go into every detail, but we prefaced this post with all of that to say some things.

If you are white please amplify POC voices before you speak over and for us. We are noticing a big problem with white Americans especially where they speak for us and in turn speak over us. We don’t need this type of thing, it’s very performative. We need support in these times, all of us who are POC. Be there for the POC in your life, support us in whatever way we can and most importantly listen to us. Don’t make us a monolith, or multiple monoliths. Shit is really really scary right now. The last thing we need is white people making it about themselves. If you want to support and uplift us then do things that genuinely support us, don’t talk down to us about current events as if we don’t know about them, trust me, we do. We notice the ways in which white people are not there for us, do not support us, forget our nonwhiteness, say things that erase our experiences.

We know this post comes off as frustrated, but that’s for a big reason. We deal with white supremacy in our life all the time, we deal with white people not putting in effort to learn or change, we see how flat a lot of white activism falls. We are not angry at people for not knowing, for being born in a different world to us. We are just tired. We as POC are allowed to feel emotions, to be upset, about these things. We should be allowed to call this stuff out when it happens.

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We know we don’t need permission to post what we want on our blog, but are people interested in seeing stuff that isn’t strictly related to our alterhumanity? We will ofc keep posting about alterhumanity but our life has a bunch of other stuff in it :)

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Sometimes acceptance is a seemingly endless cycle of forgetting and realizing and accepting again. It’s different every time. We know things about ourselves but they grow in clarity as time passes. Sometimes we will realize something years after we discovered it and it will be much clearer than before. Gosh we love being alive sometimes. Growing older is so awesome actually, I can and will romanticize the process of aging.

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This is kind of a ramble btw. Assorted thoughts, very unpolished. This is more how we talk normally.

Life has been so hectic lately lol. It feels like everything is happening all at once but also nothing is happening at all. We’ve been doing a lot of personal work and also things for our degree. The personal work we might talk about a bit, because our college degree is maybe too specific to be safe to share (mutuals are free to ask about it, especially if you have our discord). We’ve been getting back into reading, we had amnesia over the amount we read when we were younger, but now we’re rediscovering the joy of having hobbies.

It’s only a little sad because we never have enough time for everyone who wants to front, we have to compromise, and it’s something we’re very good at, but increased awareness from all of the work we’ve done is making us mourn what we could’ve had with separate bodies and separate lives. We don’t want to be a singlet at all and we love being plural, but we feel sometimes like it has its downsides. Even our degree is a point of contention among us, not all of us want to go into science. We compromise with that through having passionate hobbies.

Isn’t it weird how advice for singlets hardly works for us? Maybe for individuals in our system, but it’s rarely that simple. We co front very often in large groups, we have a significant amount of passive influence and blending that we maybe don’t always specify, even as we’re separate. We’ve been exploring our individual alterhumanity again and that’s been interesting. Pretty much all of us came into the system alterhuman, but it’s rarely with the full picture of themselves.

We all have very different memories and emotions and we develop as people in different ways. The only problem is when we can’t tell where certain feelings come from, especially given how many new headmates we get in short periods of time. We never hear much about systems who gain headmates as frequently as we do, it’s normal for us to get new headmates every single day. The 1000+ is the low estimate and only really based on headmates we discovered after syscovery.

We’re gonna end the ramble there, dunno if anyone will read, but if someone did we hope it was at least interesting!

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Someone in our life is a plural exclusionist and it’s stressing us out so badly….literally how do you handle a family member being a sysmed?

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We’re writing an essay right now so we’ll probably post less for the rest of the week!

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Being out in the world is a little scary sometimes. So much is happening in our personal life but also in the world generally speaking. Reminder that you are loved, things will turn out alright, we really believe that. Take care of yourselves however you can.

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Random assorted thoughts!

It’s confusing and kind of funny (only a little) that we tend to forget that we’re plural in the ways that matter, we forget we’re separate because we’re so used to being together in everything, individuality would be nice to explore more in depth.

I think we’re successfully exploring it at least a little right now, as evidenced by the things we say and post, but it’s weird that we don’t remember that we’re literally different people sometimes. We like different things, we feel different feelings, we’re different. Yet sometimes we will be confused by these things being apparent, I think it’s because we still have to mask so much.

Masking is weird, because it doesn’t inherently change anything, even how we act. We will still have shifts that depend on who is fronting, our emotions appear to outsiders to change wildly, our interests seem to come and go in random patterns. Having the language did not make us this way, we were already this way, for our entire life.

We noticed, no one else did. We noticed our differences and we had no words. That’s why language is so important.

On the nonhuman/alterhuman front (we do consider our plurality to be alterhuman): we have always noticed our phantom bodies, our inherent being nonhuman, we grew up knowing we were not human, again we lacked the language, but it was more than liking dragons. We were a dragon child, we felt a dragon overlayed over our human form, we moved through the world with more awareness of the dragon than the human. So many of us are dragons.

The signs were always there for our existences.

Real vs not real is strange, our reality has always been invisible.

Also, important note: if there were no signs, or you became these things later, that is just as valid as our experience. We can only speak for ourselves, but we support everyone in their own experiences.

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Being alterhuman and a full time college student is so incredibly funny. What do you mean they don’t know we’re a bunch of creatures stuffed into a single vessel?

This isn’t to say being alterhuman doesn’t make you normal, we alterhumans live normal lives. It’s just weird that so much of our reality is not on the surface.

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Currently reading Moby-Dick and it’s a wild experience.

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Haven’t posted a bit because we’ve been a little busy with our external life ( outside of this blog ), in a way where we haven’t had the energy to post much, but we’re hoping to write personal stuff again! We’re open to suggestions on anything alterhuman and/or plural, unless people want to hear about other stuff I guess? We have a lot we could write about informally but it’s almost too many options!

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Recently we’ve been letting ourselves explore our individuality and it’s been so healing and wonderful. We’ve been trying new hobbies, getting back into old ones, spending time together doing things we enjoy. Doing work together, switching out when we get tired, our communication is steadily getting better and better. We’re feeling our phantom limbs instead of being so dissociated that we can’t feel our body. We’re able to engage with headspace again after so long of being cut off from it. We’re letting ourselves be blurry, letting ourselves front in large groups together like we do naturally, letting ourselves be and exist. It’s been so wonderful. We’re finding the start of this year has had a lot of good things, even with the bad. We’ve been able to record more system information than literally ever before out here and it’s helping so much! We’re doing it, I think, we’re existing as ourselves for ourselves and not for others.

We haven’t posted that much in a bit and that’s mostly because we don’t want to force ourselves to post, we deserve breaks :)