Could you write a Bucky Hydra Holiday Trash Party (HHTP) for christmas?
Hi darling anon!
Alas, I have been in a writing/creative slump since about June of this year. I managed to get one thing written for STS, and pushed myself to draw a small comic (not trash), but I haven't been feeling very creative. I think part of the reason I've been working 60 hour weeks for the past year+, which leaves me feeling exhausted. Another reason is that I currently have a lot of partly-finished wips, and that really clogs up the creative "pipes", if you will. (I currently have 18 wips! And 3 other non-fannish creative projects that I need to work on! That's far too much. I'll feel much better when I get back down to 8 or so.) A third reason is that it's often hard to find time to draw or write porn, since there are usually people around, and I'm really self conscious about drawing/writing terribad things happening to Bucky. Instead I just read comforting Witcher fics and knit a lot.
I'm trying to be more conscientious about cutting down my work hours, and have been in talks with my partner about making sure that I get some "me" time that's not at the cost of "us" time, so hopefully I'll have a little more creative brainspace soon. I'll be using that to tackle my wip list and hopefully get it whittled down to a reasonable number. As a result, I'm taking a break from the HHTP exchange this year, but I might be able to post something in December. Christmas isn't a major holiday for me, so I'll probably aim for some time between Dec 20 and Jan 10.
Thanks for asking after me! <3














