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30 days challenge

Doing the no biting nails challenge again because I really need to train my discipline now that I’m schooling again... have been super lazy and low on energy so hopefully this can help me to gain back a little bit of control.

Will be updating photos each day in the notes! Here’s day 0:

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Day 2:

Day 1- bit off a bit of my ring fingernail on my left hand unconsciously before I remembered I’m not supposed to bite

Day 2- more conscious whenever I’m playing with my fingernails now, but couldn’t resist trying to peel the nails here and there

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Day 5:

Was super tempted throughout the days to peel off my nails, so I kept doing things like putting my nails over my teeth but not biting them, pressing my nails against each other and peeling my toe nails instead><. All these caused my nails to not be as straight and clean at the edges as they should be, but I’m just glad that they are still intact haha. It’s just day 5 though, hope I can persist till the end TT

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Day 12:

There were so many times I almost bit the white parts off, esp day 5-8. Some nails are dented in the middle because I couldn’t resist using it to peel my toe nails><. But still so proud that I made it till so far! The white parts are very obvious now- the last time I got to this stage was only for my pinky, only to be bitten off by me after 2 days. Hope I can last till the end of the challenge!!

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Day 15:

Really feel like giving up now. My right hand middle finger has v thin white colour part because I kept using it to peel my toe nails. Not sure how long more I can last but I’m definitely gonna bite them off at the end of the challenge. Thought I’ll be able to make it habit to not bite my nails but it’s still v hard for me now. Maybe I’ll need to do a few more of these challenges before I can achieve it. But before that, I’ll just bite it off with no guilt if I am able to last till the end of 30 days. Zzz it’s only half way done><

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Day 18:

Bite off my nails shortly after I took the picture. Or rather I took the picture because I felt like I couldn’t take it anymore and want to bite off. Sad that I couldn’t last till day 30 but I guess it’s a good improvement from last time. Maybe the next time I’ll do 20 days challenge first.

A benefit of having long nails is that when I shower, I can easily use my nails to scrub my head and don’t have to use the head scrub. But the downside to that is I kept having a lot of scratch marks on my body cuz with long nails the scratch is too deep at times and caused my skin to tear. Probably because my nails weren’t straight haha. Will try again soon.

[thefreevroomvroom]

30 days challenge

Doing the no biting nails challenge again because I really need to train my discipline now that I’m schooling again... have been super lazy and low on energy so hopefully this can help me to gain back a little bit of control.

Will be updating photos each day in the notes! Here’s day 0:

[thefreevroomvroom]

Day 2:

Day 1- bit off a bit of my ring fingernail on my left hand unconsciously before I remembered I’m not supposed to bite

Day 2- more conscious whenever I’m playing with my fingernails now, but couldn’t resist trying to peel the nails here and there

[thefreevroomvroom]

Day 5:

Was super tempted throughout the days to peel off my nails, so I kept doing things like putting my nails over my teeth but not biting them, pressing my nails against each other and peeling my toe nails instead><. All these caused my nails to not be as straight and clean at the edges as they should be, but I’m just glad that they are still intact haha. It’s just day 5 though, hope I can persist till the end TT

[thefreevroomvroom]

Day 12:

There were so many times I almost bit the white parts off, esp day 5-8. Some nails are dented in the middle because I couldn’t resist using it to peel my toe nails><. But still so proud that I made it till so far! The white parts are very obvious now- the last time I got to this stage was only for my pinky, only to be bitten off by me after 2 days. Hope I can last till the end of the challenge!!

[thefreevroomvroom]

Day 15:

Really feel like giving up now. My right hand middle finger has v thin white colour part because I kept using it to peel my toe nails. Not sure how long more I can last but I’m definitely gonna bite them off at the end of the challenge. Thought I’ll be able to make it habit to not bite my nails but it’s still v hard for me now. Maybe I’ll need to do a few more of these challenges before I can achieve it. But before that, I’ll just bite it off with no guilt if I am able to last till the end of 30 days. Zzz it’s only half way done><

[thefreevroomvroom]

30 days challenge

Doing the no biting nails challenge again because I really need to train my discipline now that I’m schooling again... have been super lazy and low on energy so hopefully this can help me to gain back a little bit of control.

Will be updating photos each day in the notes! Here’s day 0:

[thefreevroomvroom]

Day 2:

Day 1- bit off a bit of my ring fingernail on my left hand unconsciously before I remembered I’m not supposed to bite

Day 2- more conscious whenever I’m playing with my fingernails now, but couldn’t resist trying to peel the nails here and there

[thefreevroomvroom]

Day 5:

Was super tempted throughout the days to peel off my nails, so I kept doing things like putting my nails over my teeth but not biting them, pressing my nails against each other and peeling my toe nails instead><. All these caused my nails to not be as straight and clean at the edges as they should be, but I’m just glad that they are still intact haha. It’s just day 5 though, hope I can persist till the end TT

[thefreevroomvroom]

Day 12:

There were so many times I almost bit the white parts off, esp day 5-8. Some nails are dented in the middle because I couldn’t resist using it to peel my toe nails><. But still so proud that I made it till so far! The white parts are very obvious now- the last time I got to this stage was only for my pinky, only to be bitten off by me after 2 days. Hope I can last till the end of the challenge!!

[thefreevroomvroom]

30 days challenge

Doing the no biting nails challenge again because I really need to train my discipline now that I’m schooling again... have been super lazy and low on energy so hopefully this can help me to gain back a little bit of control.

Will be updating photos each day in the notes! Here’s day 0:

[thefreevroomvroom]

Day 2:

Day 1- bit off a bit of my ring fingernail on my left hand unconsciously before I remembered I’m not supposed to bite

Day 2- more conscious whenever I’m playing with my fingernails now, but couldn’t resist trying to peel the nails here and there

[thefreevroomvroom]

Day 5:

Was super tempted throughout the days to peel off my nails, so I kept doing things like putting my nails over my teeth but not biting them, pressing my nails against each other and peeling my toe nails instead><. All these caused my nails to not be as straight and clean at the edges as they should be, but I’m just glad that they are still intact haha. It’s just day 5 though, hope I can persist till the end TT

[thefreevroomvroom]

30 days challenge

Doing the no biting nails challenge again because I really need to train my discipline now that I’m schooling again... have been super lazy and low on energy so hopefully this can help me to gain back a little bit of control.

Will be updating photos each day in the notes! Here’s day 0:

[thefreevroomvroom]

Day 2:

Day 1- bit off a bit of my ring fingernail on my left hand unconsciously before I remembered I’m not supposed to bite

Day 2- more conscious whenever I’m playing with my fingernails now, but couldn’t resist trying to peel the nails here and there

[thefreevroomvroom]

30 days challenge

Doing the no biting nails challenge again because I really need to train my discipline now that I’m schooling again... have been super lazy and low on energy so hopefully this can help me to gain back a little bit of control.

Will be updating photos each day in the notes! Here’s day 0:

[thefreevroomvroom]

Used to it

Whenever there’s something hard that someone has to do regularly, I often hear them laugh it off and say that “I’m used to it.” I liked hearing that because I thought that means that the person has it easier now that he/she is used to it, and they are not having a hard time anymore.

Now that I’ve grown up, I find myself using this phrase too. “It’s okay, I’ve gotten used to it.” But no, I realised that doesn’t mean that things have been easier for me or that my problems are solved. I still have to go through the uncomfortable feelings and hard time every single time, it’s just that I’m more mentally prepared that I’m going to face the problem, and that I learn not to run away from it anymore.

Note to self: the next time you hear someone say that they’re used to something, don’t be too quick to assume they’re okay. Instead, acknowledge. “But it’s still difficult right. You’ve had a hard time, and you’re so strong for pulling through.”

[just-shower-thoughts]

Being able to do well in school without needing to input any effort will be a big disadvantage for you later in life.

[thoughtkick]

“Everybody is a genius. But if you judge a fish by its ability to climb a tree, it will live its whole life believing that it is stupid.”

— Albert Einstein

[ma-demoiselle-cherie]

“Même la nuit la plus sombre prendra fin, et le soleil se lèvera”                         Victor Hugo, Les Misérables

[thepersonalquotes]

[anxietyproblem]

[onlinecounsellingcollege]

“Note to self: You’ve gotta do this for you. This is for you. This isn’t about anybody. Live for you. Honour you. Never lose sight of that.”

— Unknown

[edrecoveryprobs]

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[funny-thoughts]

“Just be yourself” is a good advice only if every person is inherently good, which seems not to be the case.

[onlinecounsellingcollege]

“Sometimes what you’re most afraid of doing is the very thing that will set you free.”

— Robert Tew

[resqectable]

“We are afraid to care too much, for fear that the other person does not care at all.”

— Eleanor Roosevelt (via meineluft)