diary of a strange girl

my girl blog attempts bsfr it's just me complaining and talking to myself

[thefuckening101]

I'm not a unicorn

I'm a floating orb that changes color and commutates through music

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The end of July feels like summer depression final boss

[rosesinmyteasblog]

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Ever cry so much half your hair is wet or is that just me?

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It hurts so bad for the first time im considering conforming basic

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I wish I knew how to reach out for help without seeming like an attention seeking loser

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To do list:

♡Figure out how to have self discipline and hold myself accountable

♡Get over him

[strawbewiebaby]

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I love it when I see a man who opens the door for his partner irl, like yes get her out AAND your kid let her just stand theree

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I cant wait to move out and live alone so I can touch myself any time of the day

[unicornvibes091]

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Tbh if you call yourself the family's scapegoat... I'm side eyeing you hard

For context, my sister has been nonstop saying she's to scapegoat of the family and its just her making herself the victim. She's been the reason I've been SOO suicidal since I was 10. I have 0 pity for her and im not scared of her anymore so I'm not being a pushover suck up anymore and that's when she's started with this scapegoat shit. Now I'm not saying this is the same for everyone's family but im never going to 100% belive anyone's story bc ive grown up with the "victim" litrealy lying nonstop

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I finally understand what everyone means when saying it's better in the books. I read the vicount that loved me(brigerton) and now I can't watch the show without every 5 seconds complaining about how different it is. I NEED A BOOK ACURETE VERS OF THE SHOW BUT WITH ALL THE SAME ACTORS

That book was the best thing ive ever read I read it in like 3 days

[kiricumber]

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I hate it when I throw a fit before dinner and now I have to wait until 2am to go downstairs so everyone will be asleep and I can finally eat

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Guys pray for me I have a 2 hour car ride with my sister(arch nemesis/reason I'm so suicidal) we have to spend the whole day together.

Only one of us will make it out of this and with my odds(late and pent up pms) its going to be me

[fromhersoul]