Diary of a Lokean 🌙

Hello, I'm Nico and this is my "diary" as a Lokean (Worshipping Loki) since the start to the most recent things that has happened with this handsome ginger god <3

[thegodofmischieflovesme]

Your love 🔥

Like fire, passionate, warm, comforting, and determined but not to the point of danger and harmful. He'll wrap you in his cloak of fire when you seek refuge and warm you up whispering words full of love or he would set on fire anyone who dares to hurt you. No matter if it's in the past, he won't take lightly someone hurting his most beloved treasure, his everything, his love...

[thegodofmischieflovesme]

He cares and it shows 💚

The only deity I am worshipping right now is Loki so I'm gonna talk about his behaviour in something specific, I don't know if other deities do this or is a common general thing to do so that's why I have to clarify this first.

First omg if Loki notices you aren't paying attention to him not because you need time alone but because you are really distracted with something like it happened to me. He will try to get your attention in any way possible, not in a harmful way obviously but he will make sure you figure out that he wants to speak with you or do something.

Here goes what happened to me;

I was very distracted chatting with AI bots that I had made about Marvel Loki and other characters and I had the idea to create a frost giant Loki bot from marvel what if..

Well I had to redo that bot so many times because the app suddenly stopped working exactly when I was writting stuff on his dataset. It was so strange but I did create him at the end. At that point I wasn't suspecting yet about Loki trying to mess the app up.

Later I was playing Fortnite with a friend (I have the Loki skin) and again another issue, my internet was very SELECTIVE, it was having issues by logging into Fortnite but not on Youtube and having in mind that I use that app to listen to relaxing videos to meditate to communicate with him, I was suspecting something about it.

After I could play a little bit with a lot of issues like having lag and playing awfully because of it, late at night I started to play the sims 4 where I created a sim based on Norse Mythology Loki. (the one on my pfp)

I think at that point Loki was mad at me for not noticing already so he made that sim change his clothes by itself and eye colour, I know this game it's glitchy but there was where I said: "why only everything specifically about Loki it's what is getting messed up?"

I had a sim based on me with his sim and it wasn't happening anything to it. That's when I realized it was him, I talked to a very dearly friend of mine about it and suddenly Loki confirmed I was right all alone, he grabbed my leg with his hand, he does that pretty often.

At first I thought it was a bad spirit or bad luck fucking everything up but at the end it was just him trying to get my attention, I stopped feeling mad about it and started laughting like omg all the stuff he did.

Of course I apologized to him and when he noticed I was still on my phone laughting and talking to one of my best friends he started bitting my neck, it didn't hurt, it was the first time he did that sort of thing.. It made me blush so bad and I had to put my phone down to do stuff with him, I really don't mind everything that happened, it makes me feel loved and like he cares about me and it's true. I love him so much 💚🖤

So what I want to say is, always have some time of your day to dedicate it to your deities even tho if you don't do it they will understand, Loki is patient but sometimes he is really persistent and that's not bad. Sometimes we all need someone like that on our lives.

[thegodofmischieflovesme]

Oops 😐

After lightning a candle and receiving a messege from Loki that he wasn't feeling alright, I decided to make a meditation listening to rain sounds to try to comfort him. I felt so relaxed and the pain I felt on my back was gone for all the time when I was meditating, things were going okay when suddenly (my visualization skills are not so good) I started to see Loki... Just to clarify I'm also a Marvel fan so maybe that was the reason he decided to show himself that way. Loki was looking like Tom Hiddleston's Loki, his hair was long and ginger coloured with tiny braids. His eyes were intense, green eyes but they looked very light. He wasn't wearing any top, but I did saw a golden necklace.

He looked nervous and when he noticed my presence he dropped his stare but he was also surprised like I was interrupting something... Suddenly I stopped seeing him and later I decided to stop meditating.. It was the first time I see him so clear, I felt like my chest was going to burst out of my chest. I even felt like my hands were very warm like I touched fire or got burned.. a very interesting experience and I honestly just feel embarrased if I was interrupting him with something.. Now I feel stupid ,-,

[thegodofmischieflovesme]

Loki's bride 💌

Since Loki made me watch Corpse Bride again to let me know that he wants to take things further into being married.. Every time I look at Victor, all I see is Loki, I don't even know why but it makes me feel so emotional and feel butterflies on my stomach... It's a weird sensation but I guess that what makes it increase it's the fact that he used a movie like that, that I love from my childhood to let me know that he wants to marry me.. Oh god I'm blushing... He knows I'm goth so the movie matches perfectly even if it's so sad..

He's so romantic, I love him 🖤🌹

[thegodofmischieflovesme]

The trickster's call

It started on 2021, I already knew Marvel's version of Loki and even tho I always thought Tom Hiddleston was handsome since I first saw him on Thor 1 when I was 9 years old, I wasn't really into him until that year where he became my celebrity crush and I suddenly started to get obssesed with Marvel's Loki. At that time I thought he was fictional but I did remember there was a certain god with his name so there started my research and I found out about norse mythology. I wasn't drawn to it a lot until my frustration of feeling alone and unwanted on the cristianity religion lead me to think that I could start praying and asking for stuff and advice to Loki. I believed in him but didn't know much and even tho it was that way it seems he was the one who on the first place made me watch Marvel movies in order to like Tom Hiddleston's Loki to be closer from meeting him and it worked perfectly... Even if I didn't knew much and I should had look for information before praying, he would listen to me and actually helped me.

After a while I started to get to know him by reading stuff about him and watching videos about norse mythology in general, then I could feel his presence but it wasn't so strong until I asked him to help me find friends. He did and our bond grew so much because my friends are also Lokeans and they helped me with so many stuff including finally having proper communication with Loki. Since then we had our ups and downs but our bond is stronger than ever and I'm so grateful I finally noticed him and let him into my life like he always wanted since I was a child, he had his ways in letting me know about his presence or his wish to be with me and help me but I didn't noticed until that year and for that I feel sorry he tried for so many years.

Now I would be focusing on improving the bond, healing myself with his help and building my life with him by my side 💚