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Faerie wine
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Awesome work @realisophie. Everyone, there's no more need to send bloggers anon questions now :P Go ask AI 4dbarbie!
𓂃𓈒𓏸໒꒱ fluff
The night air was warm, and the moon was hanging low like it was watching you both. He had his arms wrapped around you from behind, your bodies swaying slowly on your balcony to music only you could hear. No words, just the soft sound of wind chimes and the occasional rustle of leaves in the breeze.
You tilted your head against his shoulder, your eyes fluttering shut.“I like you like this,” you murmured.
“Like what?” he asked, voice low, almost sleepy against your ear.
“Soft. Close. Quiet.”
He kissed your temple, then your cheek, his lips lingering at the corner of your mouth. “You bring that out of me.”
Your fingers laced with his, guiding them to your waist. You could feel his smile against your skin. How he looked at you like you were some kind of magical being. Like the moonlight itself loved you.
He whispered it then, the way he always did when you least expected it: “You’re the best thing I’ve ever seen.” And in that moment, with the stars above and his heart pressed against your back, it didn’t feel like puppy love or infatuation.
It felt like forever.
It ALWAYS gets me how happy Cardan is during The Prisoners Throne because he has finally achieved what he's longed for for so long, a loving family
He doesn't need to be cruel and wicked to gain other peoples attention because they love and adore him for who he is and he loves and adores them right back. I can't imagine how liberating this must be for him who's been in the dark for so long
I also don't think we give Jude's family enough credit for being extremely welcoming and forgiving towards him no matter what he has done in the past because if he is Jude's family he's there's too!!
Dropping the latest Sketch-a-Wish voted on by my lovely Patreon members for January (yes, I'm drastically behind, but feverishly catching up!)
Featuring Jude and Cardan from The Queen of Nothing by Holly Black! Another scene requested where I took a slight detour to showcase what we didn't see on page (when Jude was unconscious) but was hinted at in the aftermath (Cardan's bloody jacket). Does anyone else's cat shed fur when they're startled or agitated? Mine leaves behind clumps, which for a Devon Rex is dire. I channeled that energy with Cardan's agitated whipping tail and shedding leaves.
Pomegranate have been my go-to fruit to add to my morning oats for over a year now, so it was a fun time to sprinkle them all over this.
Dropping the latest Sketch-a-Wish voted on by my lovely Patreon members for January (yes, I'm drastically behind, but feverishly catching up!)
Featuring Jude and Cardan from The Queen of Nothing by Holly Black! Another scene requested where I took a slight detour to showcase what we didn't see on page (when Jude was unconscious) but was hinted at in the aftermath (Cardan's bloody jacket). Does anyone else's cat shed fur when they're startled or agitated? Mine leaves behind clumps, which for a Devon Rex is dire. I channeled that energy with Cardan's agitated whipping tail and shedding leaves.
Pomegranate have been my go-to fruit to add to my morning oats for over a year now, so it was a fun time to sprinkle them all over this.
PEAK HAS BEEN ILLUSTRATED
hi!! i’m this anon, https://www.tumblr.com/lains-reality/723844364791676928/hi-i-hope-youre-having-a-wonderful-day-youre
about the difficult circumstances :)
i’ve followed your advice, and just rested. whenever i had moments/situations that brought up stress, i began to exercise this feeling of completion/bliss. ever since then, my health has been stabilizing. i took a break from tumblr/over-consuming, and just asked myself “what am i?” “who am i?”. i would let my thoughts go, attaching no meaning, nor identifying with them. i would observe them- in an almost manner of meditation. i started to feel lighter, as i no longer identified with the body. while doing such “exercises”, i found that i “tapped into the void” within minutes of doing so. it was so peaceful, and i had no urge to affirm- which even though my ego thinks my life is still far from perfect, i could care less.
i feel a sort of indifference to what used to seem problematic. i now understand, that there is no “convincing” myself of something, when i am already it. i’ve been “documenting” what works best for me- just because i might have brain damage lol, but what i’ve found is when i am in full acceptance of both the desirable and undesirable, it happens instantly- or within a day. just now, i noticed my collar bone feeling fleshy or the skin around it inflamed- which was one of the major symptoms i faced when i had cancer. my whole collar bone to face just puffed up like a pufferfish. in that moment, i knew who i TRULY was- I AM. God. i didn’t care if my collar bone wasn’t prominent or not- i just KNEW that it was normal, and prominent. literally not even a minute later, i touched my collar bone while scratching my neck- AND THE SWELLING WAS COMPLETELY GONE, IT WAS JUST BONE.
So, for me- what worked was knowing there was no conviction necessary, i am already everything, the good and the bad. thoughts and day dreams have no effect on me unless i identify with them- or personally give them power. no effort, and just complete ease and bliss. the past, and future do not exist- and only affect the present, when identified. indifference was the “biggest” aha moment for me.
I realized, each time I affirmed/thought of something- then let go, and gave it no more attention, it appeared (instantly). for problems, i just forgot of it. i disregarded it- and then bam. gone. since my last experience with the void, i knew since then that everything was perfect with my relationship regarding the void. i always wake up in it, everything perfect for me- i’m aware, blah blah blah. and that’s how it’s “manifested!”. i don’t even think of it any more. ever since that indifference feeling/knowing came- life has been soooo different.
during times of meditation, or of just observing my thoughts and letting them pass- is when i truly began to understand non-dualism. that’s when the knowing came for me. taking accountability and responsibility, and knowing everything is as temporary as night and day. i still have to “fix” my problems with school and university, but i know that is my ego talking. it is already done because i am it. i’m (my ego) is a bit worried if i will properly fix my problems, but after proving what lester, and all the info i’ve consumed (from blog to blog), i truly understand that there is no problem until i think i have a problem. my problems are as an easy fix as my situation with my collar bone.
i’ve also “fixed” my relationship with my mother, and grandparents. they now truly have realized the abuse that is in my household, and are 100% into supporting me, and protecting me. i was so surprised, because they would usually just ignore it and normalize it. especially my mother. all i’ve wanted was my mom- to actually be a mom. and now she is. even though there were moments where my ego wanted to cuss her out and identify as having a bad mother, i thought of it as nonsense, and now our entire dynamic has changed. i can’t really get into it without trauma dumping- but it’s been my wish since i was a child. she has truly changed and grown. even my therapist was shocked, and happy for me! i’ve been trying to “manifest” a change in her, for about 3 years- and after applying little to no effort, through what i’ve mentioned above- everything has changed.
(also “manifested” appearance changes, health to be completely perfect, my safety, perfect grades (literally all A+ or straight up 100%s loll, my pets health, and many other things. literally we all “manifest” our entire day just by identification)
i believe, or what has been true personally to me, about the reason behind the struggle of changing anything- even after seeing confirmation of one’s true power, is because it wasn’t a “big” enough accomplishment. they/me have put problems and “desires” on a pedestal- thinking it will be a varying degree to alter, than let’s say the weather. but it is all the same. everything holds the same balance. it is just the ego that convinces you that it does not. we literally shape our “today” and “tomorrow” from memory and identification. when i’ve thought/knew what my tomorrow would be- that is how it was.
i just wanted to say thank you to your kind response to my ask, last time. i know that it wasn’t easy- and i’m so sorry if i’ve caused anyone to feel any negative emotions. i also wanted to say thank you to your- and every other bloggers dedication to helping anons, and continuously posting the truth. you, and adasdisciple (idk how to do the @ thing, im so sorry!!!) as well as, 4dkelly something (i hope they may see this! i apologize for not remembering your user😭) have aided in ways not even professionals, or other bloggers have. my life has done a true 180- and i know it’s only going to get better from here on out. i appreciate everyone’s kindness to my first post, it truly warmed my heart to see so many people sympathizing with my ask. not many people have reacted with such genuine sweetness. thank you so much!! i’m fr feeling on top of the world 😋
wow! i'm so proud of you!!! speechless tbh!
i'll tag them here for you: @adadisciple, @4dkellysworld
Wow you’re amazing
What a great wonderful person for coming through for themselves like that and not giving up on themselves. Trying their best with what they’ve understood/learned and ending up victorious.
I admire the dedication (in all of you) and it makes me soooo happy to see people attain this peacefulness and freedom. Everything is thanks to you relying on you and not us blogs (although the selflessness in this work is truly admirable from all nd blogs and i appreciate them to bits)
Thanks for sharing the process with everyone else <3 hope ur life continues to be full of sweetness
(how come I didn't get a notification when I got mentioned 😯!)
And anon!!! 🥹 Your story warms my heart so much and I'm truly humbled to have helped your journey in any way. This is so wonderful. Thank you so much for sharing your story and the process - it will definitely help other Vanessas learn from it. 🫶 I'd love to hear from you again if you've got any interesting experiences to share later on 🥰 truly well done for not giving up on yourself, it was all YOU!
(I just feel all warm and fuzzy rn - GROUP HUG TIME 🫂🫂🫂)
So inspirational 😌
Edit: anon gave another update here
You are Dreaming
You are fighting shadows. You are wasting your time.
You are nothing, have nothing, can do nothing. Yet all comes out of you — the source is you; the root, the origin is you.
Everything you see and experience is only a mental condition, a dream-like state, easy to dispel by questioning its reality. It's you imagining it as real and fighting it with all your might that keeps it alive.
Both sleep and waking are imagined. In the waking state the world emerges because you are conscious of there being one. We are only dreaming. We dream that we are awake, we dream that we are asleep. Treat everything as such and be liberated. As long as you give reality to dreams, you are their slave. By imagining that you are born as so-and-so, you become a slave to the so-and-so. In this dream you imagine yourself to be a process, to have past and future, to have history. In fact, we have no history, we are not a process, we do not develop, nor decay; see all as a dream and stay out of it.
While it lasts, the dream has temporary being. It is your own desire to hold on to it that creates the problem. Let go. Stop imagining that the dream is yours.
"When you see your dream as dream, you wake up. But in your dream itself I am not interested. Enough for me to know that you must wake up. You need not bring your dream to a definite conclusion, or make it noble, or happy, or beautiful; all you need is to realise that you are dreaming. Stop imagining, stop believing. See the contradictions, the incongruities, the falsehood and the sorrow of the human state, the need to go beyond. Within the immensity of space floats a tiny atom of consciousness and in it the entire universe is contained." - Nisargadatta Maharaj
All depends on you. It is by your consent that the world exists. Withdraw your belief in its reality and it will dissolve like a dream.
As you cannot separate the dream from yourself, so you cannot have an outer world independent of yourself. You are independent, not the world. Don’t be afraid of a world you yourself have created. Cease from looking for happiness and reality in a dream and you will wake up.
I am that I am. Everything else is a choice and not an obligation. You cannot love yourself truthfully when you cannot choose the self or person you wish to express yourself as. You can learn to accept or learn how to view it positively, but without a choice and real freedom no love is actual. You can work on yourself in therapy and learn how to see yourself in a better light for years, all it is is an edurance and a tolerance of who you think yourself to be.
You are that "I Am" with nothing, no one attached to it. The body is temporary, it could die tomorrow. And yet you let it dominate your life and thinking patterns. It might be all you've known how to operate as, but that doesn't change the fact that it is but a habit, one you are a slave of because you identify yourself with. You could work at reconditioning and reprogramming your mind for the rest of your life, but it is a dependent thing, slammed around by conditions and circumstances. You won't be able to beat it into submission, the more you try the more it will rebel — the more it will control you. Anything you fear or work at removing you are a captive of. Reality is effortless. Your real self is effortless. It needs nothing to be what it is.
My asks are all "BUT HOW TO!! HOW TO!!" I keep telling yourself how to, stop believing that you are what you thought yourself to be.
As long as you imagine yourself to be something tangible and solid, a thing among things, actually existing in time and space, short-lived and vulnerable, naturally you will be anxious to survive and increase. But when you know yourself as beyond space and time — in contact with them only at the point of here and now, otherwise all-pervading and all-containing, unapproachable, unassailable, invulnerable — you will be afraid no longer. Know yourself as you are — against fear there is no other remedy.
Consciousness (the world) will stay a prison unless you learn how to move in and out of it at will, only then does it become a home. Only then will you know real happiness and not the temporary relief from pain which you call pleasure.
But how to know!! how to know 😢!!
Knowing is not a technique, it's your sense of being. You know yourself to be a body therefore you behave as a body. To know your real being you have to first abandon what you thought yourself to be.
The experience is of being empty, uncluttered by memories and expectations; it is like the happiness of open spaces, of being young, of having all the time and energy for doing things, for discovery, for adventure. A sense of 'there is nothing wrong with me. I have nothing to worry about'. But not one you condition yourself into like you conditioned yourself into a body, it is one that naturally and effortlessly dawns on you by itself when you reject all else, because it is your natural state.
The person, the 'I am this body, this mind, this chain of memories, this bundle of desires and fears' disappears, but something you may call identity, a sense of independent existence, remains. It enables you to become a person when you want. Love creates its own necessities, even of becoming a person. You love experiencing your creations, life - but you cannot love the things you feel are done to you and not by you. A patient will leave the hospital after he recovers, not when he still believes himself to be diseased. In the same way you can't insist on immediate freedom of choice and action while still believing yourself to be a tiny speck in time and space. You are bound by your own imaginations and delusions, and your refusal to act on what I'm telling you is merely postponing your own recovery.
Don't be like the rich man who has made a detailed will, but refuses to die.
lovelove this. so good.
Pov: how your wife looks at you when you finish all your paperwork and complain only like twice
lawddddd
thinking abt zuko and cardan greenbriar…
two banished princes who yearned for honor and attention/love from their fathers all their lives…and then got their (really good) redemptions… wow i think i have a type
I am That, Last Q&A
Q: All you say sounds beautifully convincing. Yet my feeling of being just a person in a world strange and alien, often inimical and dangerous, does not cease. Being a person, limited in space and time, how can I possibly realise myself as the opposite; a depersonalised, universalised awareness of nothing in particular?
M: You assert yourself to be what you are not and deny yourself to be what you are. You omit the element of pure cognition, of awareness free from all personal distortions. Unless you admit the reality of the absolute, you will never know yourself.
Q: What am I to do? I do not see myself as you see me. Maybe you are right and I am wrong, but how can I cease to be what I feel I am?
M: A prince who believes himself to be a beggar can be convinced conclusively in one way only: he must behave as a prince and see what happens. Behave as if what I say is true and judge by what actually happens. All I ask is the little faith needed for making the first step. With experience will come confidence and you will not need me any more. I know what you are and I am telling you. Trust me for a while.
Q: To be here and now, I need my body and its senses. To understand, I need a mind.
M: The body and the mind are only symptoms of ignorance, of misapprehension. Behave as if you were pure awareness, bodiless and mindless, spaceless and timeless, beyond 'where' and 'when' and 'how'. Dwell on it, think of it, learn to accept its reality. Don't oppose it and deny it all the time. Keep an open mind at least. Make your mind and body express the real which is all and beyond all. By doing you succeed, not by arguing.
Q: Kindly allow me to come back to my first question. How does the error of being a person originate?
M: The absolute precedes time. Awareness comes first. A bundle of memories and mental habits attracts attention, awareness gets focalised and a person suddenly appears. Remove the light of awareness, go to sleep or swoon away — and the person disappears. The person flickers, awareness contains all space and time, the absolute is.
"Stuffed into a corner is a copy of a book I know but didn’t expect to see here in this place—Alice’s Adventures in Wonderland and Through the Looking Glass, bound together in one volume. Mom read to us from one a lot like that back in the mortal world."
what an insane artwork.
safety net
nerdystoner!jason | university au | smut | masterlist
synopsis: it’s your last year of university and jason todd has been in your classes, plotting on you. you’d promised yourself you’d make the most of this year, go to more parties, finally lose your virginity, and step out of your comfort zone, while jason steps into yours.
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tags + extras: college!au, angst, smoking, drinking, smut, reader is (was) a virgin. jealousy, frat houses mentioned, bsfs!brother, yes the reader has more than one bsf. plottwist. dick is in a frat because of course out of all the batboys it would be him. jason is not in a frat cause he wouldn’t join it, he’d think its stupid but would stick around for some parties for funsies.
a/n: this was fun to write. i love my boy jason, he deserves real college problems that don’t have to do with parents or being a vigilante. in this story, he’s still got those problems too though just wait heh.
𝘀𝗰𝘂𝗳𝗳 𝗺𝗮𝗿𝗸𝘀
── 𝗪𝗔𝗟𝗞𝗜𝗡𝗚 𝗜𝗡 𝗧𝗛𝗘 𝗥𝗔𝗜𝗡
𝗧𝗜𝗟𝗟 𝗜 𝗦𝗘𝗘 𝗔 𝗥𝗔𝗜𝗡𝗕𝗢𝗪 ──
𝗽𝗮𝗶𝗿𝗶𝗻𝗴! mechanic!jason todd x reader
𝘀𝘂𝗺𝗺𝗮𝗿𝘆! when your car breaks down, your best friend, tim drake, sends you to the best mechanic he knows - his brother, jason todd. what you expect is for your car to get fixed. what you don't expect, is to fall in love with the mechanic who exhilarates your heart and angers you to no end.
𝘁𝗮𝗴𝘀! this is an alternate universe!!! there is no specific place mentioned, but there are descriptions of geography and nature, inaccurate car stuff, fluff, angst, hurt/comfort, multiple chapters, jason is self-deprecating af, romance, smut! cliche tropes as well yall im corny af
𝘄𝗼𝗿𝗱 𝗰𝗼𝘂𝗻𝘁!
𝘁𝗮𝗴𝗹𝗶𝘀𝘁! @batwngs , @boo-123456 , @xuzui , @starshine-girl , @brinawing , @jasontoddsthunderthigh , @outpostsworld , @xx-kino-v , @currentblasphemy , @m-0ona , @vayabenson , @deadbeatphobos , @igotcrabs4u , @anne-chloe , @inesvisible , @ftkats , @branchesofmagic , @wrldbloom , @pantone2617c , @loserinadress , @optimisticalmondbananabiscuit
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𝗲𝘅𝘁𝗿𝗮 𝗰𝗼𝗻𝘁𝗲𝗻𝘁!
tba....!
an: new series! im so excited for you to meet them!
Jurdan Headcanons
Note:- First time writing about them I hope this is not too ooc Warnings ⚠️:- Slightly freaky (implied) do not read if not comfortable, talks about trauma, nightmares
everything about this is so perfect