It has come time for me to give up my ghost.
There are not words I can say that would convey what I am feeling right now. There are even fewer words that could ever be accepted by those that this concerns. So instead, here is my final confession.
I blame myself for the death of my little sister. Her illness was far from my doing, but it was my birthday that was chosen for her demise. I am not yet convinced that had it not been that day, she would still be alive.
I lied and claimed to love the Showman. I hated him with my entire being. As such, he met his end at my hands.
I voted for Maltempo and the Devil Himself's death during the trial with the lion. I do not regret this.
I went behind Habit's back to post the answers to the code you were all tasked with solving for the dunk tank. I made it so very painfully obvious, and none of you took the hint. I have called you all fools for it, and I stand by that statement.
I practically begged Habit for a taste of human meat merely because I was curious. To this day I wonder why I was surprised that he decided to show me directly.
I killed Bram because he brought back Nico, ruining my perception of life and death forever. I do not regret this.
I did nothing to prevent Nico from killing Jasper. In my eyes, his death was a mercy. I similarly did nothing to prevent Nico's death. I remained cold to him as his soul departed.
I killed a random couple from the circus simply because I wanted to taste the satisfaction of slaughter.
Vivette, my lamb to the slaughter, a former love of mine, very barely escaped his death. Had it not been for my ability to fool Tim into confessing to me, I would have committed the same horrid act he did.
In the end, the only person I truly trusted to any degree was Grim. My only friend. Sorrow to my Death.
I hope that comes at least a little close to scratching the itch I am sure so many were wanting. I hope the afterlife does not keep me from Grim for long.
Grim. When you see this...fight like hell. I will be at your side like I always have been.
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