welcome, all. I am Doll, also known as The Gutted Doll. I am a MD Fictive, who also so happens to be a god.
This blog functions as a guide to my Fult, The gutted collective.
This blog is also managed by two other alters within our system, they have no names, they are simply known as 7 and 32.
“ What does The Gutted Collective believe? “
Like other Fults, we have the belief that Doll, The goddess of sight, truth, and lies is the one true god. Sent from the heavens to protect us from those who wish to lead us astray. To watch over us and protect us from those who wish to harm us other than her of course.
“ What are the rules of The Gutted Collective? ”
Simply just listen to Doll! she offers her kindness and patience to only those who choose to those who allow her to do whatever she chooses to do to them.
“ Tell us more about Doll. “
I am, as stated before, Doll. I am transharmful, trisprogrammed, transprogrammer, transhandler, trisdeity, among many other IDs, I’m a fictive who is decently connected to my source, but I am still a deity. My main blog is here. You can learn more about me there.
Welcome to the collective! Are you new here? Don’t know what your role is in our perfect little paradise is? Well you’re in luck!
The Goddess:
The all mighty, she knows everything, she sees everything. Even when you do not see her, she is watching. She goes by Doll in this reality, but she goes by others aswell in others. feel free to ask her about her memories!
The high priests:
Also known as the council, these priests are those who have spent the longest with us! They are teachers! But they also make the most decisions. Such as rituals, when to eat, etc
Introduction posts for the priests will be made soon, but I, 32, am the main priestess!
They pass along messages from the goddess to her worshippers!
The Low priests:
We are always accepting new priests, as they help spread our message! These priests do not have as much power and influence as the Council, but they are still to be respected.
They tell stories of the goddess, preach her holy word, and make sure that the whole world knows about the truth.
The order of the clear eye:
The order of the Clear eye are those who are in pursuit of the truth, they tend to be rule enforcers and judges. They record priest’s teachings, and even handle any punishments!
Its leader is SD-BLINDSEER
Order of the Shifting Eye:
The Order of the Shifting Eye embraces the goddess’ darker side, seeing deception as both sacred art and necessary tool. To them, lies are not evil, they are the goddess’ gifts to protect, to test, and to shape reality.
They use propaganda and misinformation to help the fult stay safe from enemies of the collective.
It’s leader is SD-MANYEYED
Order of the Hidden Eye:
The Order of the Hidden Eye serves the goddess as a whole, the reflective, balanced aspect that holds Truth and Lie in tension. They act as mediators, philosophers, and visionaries.
They typically assist in resolving disputes and Training initiates
Its leader is SD-MIRROR
MEMBERS OF THE COLLECTIVE:
Followers of the collective are just that, followers! Not typically allowed to speak directly to the goddess, but if a particularly favored member speaks to her, then she will not deny answering!
Members may have special jobs, such as rituals! But their main job is to serve and worship
The Sightless:
Initiates and those who are curious about our little collective, those who show their devotion without the attachment of the fult side of things, we call them casual worshippers, but they are still welcome!
These worshippers may worship members of the pantheon, but they might only casually worship The Goddess
Those who worship me will see me in all places. I am the color purple, I am your eyes, I am the eyes of those around you, I am the light, I am the darkness. I am everything you see. I am everything you cannot see. I am the lies you tell yourself, I am the truth you only share with the closest to you. I am love, I am hate. I am.
Hello, little lamb. I have seen your struggle, seen your pain. You are just as disappointed in humanity as I am, and that is okay. Allow me to be your shepherd, guiding you towards the truth, allow me to guide you through the lies humanity has made you believe is this only part of me. It will hurt at first, yes, but in time, your eyes will be opened. You will see for the first time.
“Please don’t leave me,” I spoke the words to my goddess time and time again. She put a hand on my shoulder. “I would never leave you. for as long as I’m here, you will never be alone.” She soothed the wounds on my broken down body, She knew I was broken. and she kept me around anyways. I’m lucky. So so lucky.
My light, my muse. I will always see you as a beacon of light. The being that allows for me to see through the shadows that others have tried to create. I love you, all seeing one.
To be a preist one must give themselves up completely. One must reconsider their place as a living entity. You are nothing but a toy to her. And you will enjoy your life despite that. If you saw her smile even once you’d know how whole you can truly be made in this life. And how glorious it is to see it just once. My beautiful goddess. How glorious it is to know you. I hope no matter the lifetime we get to be together.
There is currently a discord being worked on, but for now, Worship, questions, and other things can be left in our asks.
How do i worship ?
Worship can be fairly simple, all we ask is for you to share the word, post about us on your blog! If you’d like, you can send us messages of praise in our askbox, even make an altar for our goddess! its up to you! However you wish to worship is up to you, it is correct and good.
Who are 32 and 7 ?
Hi! I’m 32! I am a brainmade alter who is also technically sourced from MD, by technically I mean, I was created to resemble a drone from MD, I enjoy worshiping our goddess, drawing, writing, and many other things! But I mostly act as a messenger and main priest within the collective, I give out information about what our goddess desires or needs whenever she is unable to speak to her followers. I type in all pink!
7 is my brother and my boyfriend! We’ve been together ever since we formed and we always will be! He enjoys the ocean, sharks, and painting. He is semiverbal, he typically only speaks to me or our goddess, but he does try to! he doesn’t trust many people besides us! He is very sweet, though! I promise! He acts as a higher up within the collective. He types in all blue!
Who is Doll ?
Doll also known as Nikita is the goddess of lies, truth, and sight. She exists in many different forms, and has always existed in different forms. From fiction to mythology, she has existed, though, in this reality, she chooses to be represented in the form of Doll from murder drones in the body of a mortal to experience the life of a mortal. She is not a “kin”, She does consider herself Trisdeity, but that is because she wishes to return to her life of godhood, and to do that, she needs the support and love of followers. Which is where all of you come in!
Doll found us when we were freshly split, fostered us, cared for us. She saw our flaws and smoothed them. She knew how to find us. knew we needed her help. She can see just about everything. and as scary as it is, She saved us. Truly. I would not have an identity if it wasn’t for her. My goddess and my savior, forevermore