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A prodigy
You missed the best part. They weren’t even their sheep. This good pupper gathered up a bunch of random sheep it found somewhere on the countryside and brought them home for its human.
*whispers* the countryside is full of free sheep
Understanding others—the other elements, and the other nations—will help you become whole.
“[pitching the proposal for Mononoke-hime (1997)] There cannot be a happy ending to the fight between the raging gods and humans. However, even in the middle of hatred and killings, there are things worth living for. A wonderful meeting, or a beautiful thing can exist. We depict hatred, but it is to depict that there are more important things. We depict a curse, to depict the joy of liberation. What we should depict is, how the boy understands the girl, and the process in which the girl opens her heart to the boy. At the end, the girl will say to the boy, “I love you, Ashitaka. But I cannot forgive humans.” Smiling, the boy should say, “That is fine. Live with me.” ― Hayao Miyazaki
PRINCESS MONONOKE / もののけ姫 1997 | dir. Hayao Miyazaki / 宮崎 駿
It’s Hama’s fault Kya is dead
This is one of my favorite theories behind atla and I wanted to share my own breakdown of it.
SO the raids on the SWT began in 40 AG. They continued until each and every waterbender from the Southern Water Tribe had been captured. (Note: captured)
Worth noting is that Hama refers to herself as the last waterbender of the Southern Water Tribe.
Here’s where the conspiracy gets juicy. Hama was the only one who managed to escape. She created bloodbending to get out of the prison. And she says herself that she’s the only one who escaped. This could be for one of two reasons:
All of the other prisoners had already succumb to the conditions or been killed
The remaining waterbender prisoners were murdered after Hama’s escape
The second option is more plausible. Hama displayed a dangerous, powerful, unknown form of waterbending and overtook a Fire Nation guard’s body. She had him unlock her cell and fled. If there were remaining waterbenders in the prison they would have been killed out of fear once Hama escaped.
They Fire Nation couldn’t risk anyone else in their prison possessing this power. So they were all murdered because of Hama’s escape.
Look at Hama’s reaction to hearing that the raids continued. A kind of casual “oh, you poor things.” Hama knew that the raids continued because she escaped. All of the waterbenders had already been caught! The only waterbender of the Southern Water Tribe that was known at that time to be free or alive was Hama.
And she knew better than to return to her home, where they were sure to come looking for her. She stayed and hid right under their noses because she knew they were going to tear the world apart trying to track her down. She was too dangerous.
When Yon Rha comes to the Southern Water Tribe in 94 AG Katara is still a child. Their tribe has been in shambles for years at this point. Katara is the tribe’s last hope and they’re a tiny tribe at that point in time. Do you honestly think that word of a child waterbender would have made way to the Fire Nation?
Do you think that the Water Tribe would ever release that information willingly? I don’t. I think that the Southern Raiders had no idea that another waterbender had been born into the Southern Water Tribe.
Why else would Yon Rha have accepted that an adult was the waterbender he was looking for? The intel didn’t say that a new waterbender was born, the intel said that there’s one waterbender left. The Fire Nation already knows about the last waterbender of the SWT. She escaped. And they’re still trying to find her.
The Fire Nation is adamant about finding the last waterbender because they’re looking for Hama. Hama, who can control people’s bodies. Hama, who managed to escape a high-security Fire Nation prison without any water. Hama, the only waterbender to best the Fire Nation. And the only one left.
Kya offers herself up as prisoner to Yon Rha. Because she knows that the past raids meant that the Southern Raiders took the waterbenders prisoner. But that has changed.
Why would their procedure have changed? Why did they stop taking waterbenders as prisoners? Because of Hama. They stopped taking waterbenders prisoner after Hama’s escape.
Tl;dr the Southern Raiders were never looking for Katara, they were looking for Hama.
Oh shit!
OH SHIT!!!
I have every reason to feel grateful for everything right now, but I can't help but feeling frustrated. My job is testing me in so many ways and it's so overwhelming. I knew it would be demanding but I didnt expect it to be this intense. I've only been here for 3 months and I've legit been tasked with saving the world. It seems like everything I'm responsible for is going to shit. Found out today that a contract we had for maintenance got screwed up. Found out that the parts needed for maintenance got messed up. Man, everything I'm responsible for is so crazy and stressful. All the wrong parts and materials and I need all this fixed like last week and I'm not even confident it can get done by this week. Just yesterday I was given 2 more checklists for the upcoming inspections. That makes me have 5 different inspections that I'm responsible for. I dont know how I'm gonna do this all. I'm learning how to delegate my work, but it's still a lot. Oh! I also have to get a whole lot of work done before I depart to a 7 week training school. To say I'm overwhelmed is an understatement. I left work today feeling like I could fight someone or rip a punching bag off the ceiling. Now as I write this, I just feel defeated. How can I express how I feel without making it seem like I'm complaining too much. I just dont know what to do and it feels like I'm in shambles. Even outside of work things are going bad. A simple car refinance went bad and with the post office messing up, I dont trust them to fix it next time. Still waiting to get more furniture and I need to go shopping for tea and snacks for these next 2 months. And now I gotta plan out my budget for the next few months this cuz of this dumb tax deferral. I am so stressed. It's crazy. I see why my coworkers are all alcoholics, given the work environment we're in there seems to be no other way to get rid of the stress. I've heard so many ppl share how they're gonna go home and drink a beer or talk about all the beer they drank over the weekend. And it makes me feel like the odd one out. They even have parties where the officers would buy alcohol for everyone else. Maybe I'm weird but the way it's carried out, it's just sad. Idk I'm just stressed and I wanna take a long ass nap and I'll probably cry out all this stress tonight. I'm just gonna lay on the floor in the meantime. I just feel defeated rn and I just dont know how to get out this massive hole I've been placed in. I'm even managing a project thats not even in my jurisdiction...like what?!!? And its bad enough that I feel like I need to work twice as hard as everyone else cuz I'm the only minority officer and I have to uphold an example for the Black crewmembers. It's a lot. And I might work twice as hard but it seems like I get half the recognition and twice the disrespect. I'm just exhausted and need a break.
I'm honestly so exhausted. This job is taking everything I have and then some smf
It really is the simple things.
Haven't been myself in so long, do I even know who I am anymore?
I can understand the Zuko more now during his identity crisis.
Out of all the chaos in the world, I need to focus on the chaos inside me and find my personal order
i wish i didnt overthink so much and question so many things
I was sleeping so well and now I wake up and I feel like I dont even know who I am anymore. I just feel like I'm lost and I need to find me again. I wish I could go to therapy and get myself back on course.
I wish I was mentally stronger than this
The Bottle
I’m on here to tell a story. I’m on here to share what’s on my mind. Sitting in bed with my facemask on listening to J. Cole, With the scene set, let’s dice into my mind. My brain is racing too fast, and I cant even get my thoughts into words. I wish I could transcribe my feelings into words, but u dont need to feel this pain.
I’m hurt. I’m upset. I’m angry. Today was such a good day, but the ended is what I will remember. I tried to play video games to relax but I found myself crying. I’m hurt. I’m disappointed....so disappointed. I try to rationalize these actions and I dont get it. I dont think I ever will, and that’s okay. These are some things I dont want to experience for myself or for my kids. I just dont understand it. How can someone do this to their pregnant wife or their toddler child and just carry on life as if nothing happened.
To have the wife tell the son that she doesnt deserve the treatment that she receives. What is the son supposed to do with this. To learn that his own mother admitted that she doesnt deserve the treatment that she received.
How can a father and a husband make their family feel this way. I dont understand it. How selfish do you have to be to hang with single women from your hometown and get drunk while driving them? How selfish do u have to be to do this while your wife is pregnant with your only son? How selfish do u have to be? Please, tell me. I want to understand. I want u to be the person I look up too. I want u to be my guiding light, my north star. I want u to be that person. But how selfish do u have to be to end up in jail and have your wife wake your son up to pick u up from jail? How selfish do u have to be?!
I just dont understand. Why do u do these actions? I want u to talk to me so we can work out this pain you must feel. I want u to be able to talk to me on these levels. I want to understand why u do these things. I want to know why? I want to help. Please, I just want to help
The pain is a lot. The pain is overwhelming. I want to look up to you. I want you to be there to help me get on track when I lose sight of things.
But I dont know how I can look up to someone who committed these actions. I’m so CONFLICTED. I DONT FUCKING UNDERSTAND IT. I dont get it.
I always wanted u to be my rolemodel as a kid. As I grow older, I find myself saying the opposite. I avoid certain actions in fear I would make the same mistakes u made. I’m afraid. I’m hurt. I’m in pain, but you’ll never see it. You never have, and I dont think you’ll ever notice.
And I just have to accept that.
You dont know what your drinking does. you dont know how u act when you’re under its influence. You dont know, and i dont think you care.
But if I did the same things you did, would u notice? Would u say I should stop or I should continue? I want to know how u would u feel if I did the same things u did? So tell me, would u be upset with me or proud of me if I became more like you?
As a matter of fact, dont answer that cuz I dont want to know the answer
Its 1:02 in the bathroom
I stare at myself with a beard on my face, wearing black jeans and an orange shirt and I'm reflecting. Thinking back to all the things I've experienced here
It's my last semester and I have a lot to think about.
I look in my eyes and relive certain moments, I can see how this place has shaped me physically. My hairline receded, my eyes are sunken in, I'm tired. I'm worn out, but I carry on.
I look past my physical body and look into my mind. I have a slight headache now, but it's okay. I've been doing some serious thinking. My mind has been through a lot, but it keeps going. I've kept going. At times I would move forward and think about quitting, but subconsciously my mind kept me moving. I never stopped and I never quit
I may be back on here as the date gets closer to share more of my thought, but consider things the abstract into my mind.
Why does the mind make the most noise on the quietest nights
This is the Baby Money Yoda, reblog in the next 60 seconds of seeing this to receive a blessing from our green bean prince.
And I just got paid!