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LOYALTY × RESPECT

If you are loyal to me, you will respect me.

But if you respect me, it doesn’t always mean you are loyal.

Respect can come from status, age, or position.

But loyalty comes from the heart.

Respect can be given.

Loyalty is chosen.

And when someone is truly loyal,

nothing changes that—because it’s not what they do, it’s who they are.

— Timzystaz 🖤

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I Look Fine, But Deep Down I’m Drowning — And I’m Fighting Back...

I’m turning 22 soon.

No job.

No money.

No clear plan.

Just a head full of dreams that feel too big for my current life.

People say, “You have to suffer first. Learn under someone. Be an apprentice. Accept reality.”

I’ve heard it all.

But every passing day makes me feel like I’m already behind.

I can’t even afford my basic needs.

But deep in my mind, I see myself being great.

I see myself giving to people, being a blessing, living with purpose.

I want to work. I want to build. I want to stop wasting time.

But there’s a heavy problem — I don’t know where to start.

Right now, pleasure feels like my only escape.

Masturbation gives me that quick peace, but afterwards?

I feel guilty.

I feel like I’m betraying my own destiny.

Like I’m slowing myself down.

But at the same time, it feels like my only relief from stress, anxiety, and endless thinking.

No money, no people to support me, no opportunities in sight.

My dreams are stuck in my head.

I want to stop these habits, but it’s hard.

Because after I do it, I feel calm.

But that calmness fades and turns into regret.

Sometimes, death feels like an option.

Not because I want to die, but because I’m tired of living like I’m dead inside.

I look fine outside.

But inside, I feel empty — flesh and bone, no mind, no soul.

I’m just here. Existing.

I want to read.

I need to learn.

But my mind struggles.

I forget things seconds after seeing them.

I can’t assimilate well.

It feels like nothing is working.

But then, there’s this small, quiet voice inside me that says:

“Relax. Your time will come. You’re rushing. Life is not a race.”

But fear talks back louder:

“What if my time never comes? What if I die waiting? What if it’s five more years of this? What if… it’s never?”

I think a lot.

It’s exhausting.

But…

But I’ve Decided Something.

I may not have money.

I may not have a clear plan.

I may not even have peace in my mind right now.

But I have this small power left — I can take small steps daily.

It’s not about huge wins.

It’s not about sudden breakthroughs.

It’s about reclaiming my mind, one small action at a time:

Reading a few pages daily, no matter how hard it feels.

Writing my thoughts down to clear my mind.

Doing one tiny thing that gets me closer to my dream.

Earning my pleasures by first doing productive actions.

Reminding myself that it’s not too late, unless I give up.

I don’t know when my time will come.

But I do know that if I keep moving, even slowly, it will come faster than standing still.

If you’re reading this and you feel the same — lost, empty, frustrated —

I want you to know:

We’re not alone.

And even though we’re struggling now, our stories are not finished yet.

I’m still breathing.

That means I still have a shot.

And so do you.

#MentalHealth #DreamersStruggle #PersonalGrowth #LateBloomers #ReclaimingMyMind #SmallStepsBigDreams

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Living worth nothing when you are struggling 😞

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It's hurts and I can't read it again 😞

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When you are ready, you won't worry about mistakes, you just keep playing hard.

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OKAY..............

What a strong word,

but it's okay to be afraid,

It's okay to fail,

It's okay to also try again,

It's okay to be afraid of life,

Chose your okay today ,

It's okay to sucessed,

It's okay to be best,

It's to be trying,

Just don't give up on yourself...

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ITS APRIL

Don't be fooled !!!!!!

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YOU CAN ONLY EXPECT TO BE LOVED WHEN YOU LOVE YOURSELF

trust yourself, make it work , believe in what you are trying to build, and don't forget to pray.

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SKILLL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

What is skill?

Skill is a friend that never betrays,

It stays, never fades, never strays.

It doesn’t leave, it doesn’t disappoint,

A treasure that time cannot disjoint.

It grows with care, shines with use,

A pride to hold, a tool profuse.

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YOU CAN ONLY EXPECT TO BE LOVED WHEN YOU LOVE YOURSELF

trust yourself, make it work , believe in what you are trying to build, and don't forget to pray.

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A word of a great man,

YOU CAN NEVER BE TOO DIRTY TO CALL GOD, Call him again today, tomorrow and always, he hears everything .........

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If someone makes you feel, let them.

Reyna Biddy

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Learn to forgive yourself, Only then you can focus on what's next.