From A to The
I try to not get too much into his head. He shouldn’t have any more life beyond the one he was given, and I don’t let him occupy my head as much as I did before. But I wonder if so much of who he was came from a crisis of identity, from not being The Makuta, but just another one of the many.
I say this only because I knew him as that, the fearsome Makuta, Mata Nui’s brother who grew jealous of him and was hellbent on making our lives something we wanted to be done with. That’s how the Turaga referred to him: The Makuta. They must’ve known enough about the species, though, that even if they hadn’t known his name they could’ve at least pointed to the fact that he was only A Makuta, one of many more. But no. Even they were complicit in making him the root of all evil. They’ve always liked stories (and I guess I’m guilty of that now, as well), so it makes sense that they’d give him the pleasure of being The most evil, most malignant, of all things.
Imagine being created with such a curse as ambition is, only to realize there were over a dozen versions of you that had been created, also with the same ambitions, also the same potential, also the same name. Makuta. It’s a thing with hard and cruel phonemes, like you’re spitting out something you knew would be bitter but not that horrid. Teridax has a similar ring to it, but it sounds too much like Miserix, like Icarax, two names that I know, though what really matters is that Makuta is the only name I remember, the only name I can ever remember. And he wasn’t even leader of the organization. Imagine seeing someone as weak-willed as Miserix, ineffective as I assume the Turaga of Metru Nui was during the Civil War. Imagine seeing that leader and wondering how he can also be a Makuta, because wouldn’t that mean some of him is also in you?
I would’ve told you that maybe I’m too docile and would never even begin to entertain the notion of taking over from Turaga Nuju, or now Turaga Dume; but this Makuta, he supplanted his own leader no problem, and wasn’t that supposed to be an indication of how he would succeed to take over the universe? Ambition, foresight, these things carry you far. But Teridax was the essence of the traits a Makuta carries. He was simply unlucky that the name wasn’t his, and only his. He was cursed, not so much with ambitiousness for power so much as he was cursed with ambitiousness for a name.
He showed he could defeat anyone, through fear, through cunning, through shock. He subdued the other Makuta to work for his Plan. So why kill those in Karda Nui? They could’ve served his purpose. He could’ve promised them riches, power, a universe for each to rule and create life and be the Makuta, the only Makuta, The Makuta, of that universe of their own. It’s what he’d always wanted.
Maybe he didn’t let them live because even the idea of offering this to them, to exile them under pretenses of glory, would’ve left him knowing there were others who called themselves The Makuta.
I’ve tried looking for the etymology of the word, but I’ve found nothing. Granted, we barely named him those first thousand years, and the fear of looking into him, even after dead, could be making me so ready to not look further. As I said, he was in our heads long enough, he ruled our universe enough, so even writing this reflection feels like I’m bringing part of him back to life.
But it has to be said. It has to be said - or at least considered - because this thing we call evil, we trouble over it but still don’t know what it is. Is it innate, something planted in us by the Great Beings? Do we develop it from moral deficiencies? From the thrill of success and glory?
Was The Makuta an exception, or the norm?
His existence has to mean something to us, but I would challenge you to find someone who would give this more thought than even I have. No one wants to be tempted by The Makuta.
We might see what made him him. We might suddenly start tasting that bitter taste in our mouths.
And we might find ourselves enjoying that taste. And wanting a bit more. Not just A bitter taste, but The bitterest of tastes.










