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[theirlosthope-2]

Go Follow The Dying Bitch

This blog is now inactive so yeah bitch, if you like me or whatever, I’ll be over there

[theirlosthope-2]

Go Follow The Dying Bitch

This blog is now inactive so yeah bitch, if you like me or whatever, I’ll be over there

[theirlosthope-2]

sophia dont worry, I'll be making the side blog soon.

I can only do so much, May is barely even a blog still..

[theirlosthope-2]

Go Follow The Dying Bitch

This blog is now inactive so yeah bitch, if you like me or whatever, I'll be over there

[ohnxmacht-deactivated20140508]

Not long after, he wasn’t capable of counting the minutes it had taken him to get rid of droplets of clear water from his skin. Cover himself with fresh articles of clothing. Bury himself in the warm sheets, on the comfortable mattress, where his place was. Right next to her.

One arm was draped around her body, being hit by a sudden desire to hold her close to him. Examine her in the dim light, that the city lights, shining through the window, provided. His breathing was low, like there was an irrational fear that it ould disturb the calm silence, when his gaze followed the soft lines of her features.

[theirlosthope-2]

The faint crimson had soaked into the fabric of the shirt she had typically worn to bed, which Avery just couldn't sleep in, so she had tossed it aside, slipping on another of his shirt, draping over her small body in it's beyond baggy way, the small bump of her stomach rising from the shirt. It always felt a little odd to look at. It was still feeling a little odd in general to think about it. A child. A life form. Something produced that would go on to some day be her age. She shuffled into the bed, pulling up the warm blankets to cover herself before she felt the dip in the mattress.

Feeling herself ease into him, molding into his long figure, her hand would find his, lacing their fingers together. The small smile gracing her natural pink lips didn't fade as her eyelashes fluttered shut.

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[theirlosthope-2]

"Sex. I’m talking about sex, Car."

[theimpalpable]

“Oh.” He stood silent for a while, a frown soaked in confusion being visible. “What ‘bout it? I mean, I sorta know, but uh…just tell me what’s goin’ on.”

[theirlosthope-2]

Blinking blankly only for a moment, May shook her head, "Caradoc, we have been together for eight months. Now I'm okay with waiting. I've been respecting you. But we haven't even talked about it and I miss sex." Slightly pouting in her own defeat.

[theirlosthope-2]

it's really bothering me. someone help.

[theirlosthope-2]

so my chrome has decided it's going to put little german characitures on my tumblr dash in the text and it's making everything really confusing and I don't know what I did or how to turn it off by my text look funny and then everything looks off and it's really bothering me I want it to stop. pls.

[theimpalpable]

"…what are you talkin’ ‘bout?" 

[theirlosthope-2]

"Sex. I'm talking about sex, Car."

[ohnxmacht-deactivated20140508]

It’s a reviere and nothing different. Merely something that his mind came up with to play a prank on him and trick him into a foolish belief. Well up hope that nothing bad would come toward them again. That the bad times in the dark light of shadows in sidestreets were over and long gone. Dead as lovers in a best friend’s disguise. Chances that had passed by, when he hadn’t even tried to reach for them and grasp them. Get a hold onto anything that could make times float easier and less rough.

His body was the perfect representation. A proof for the habits he’d developed over years and couldn’t simply shrug off in the matter of a few months. A part of him, that gleamed in sheer ugliness, that she had to witness for the first time now. A surprise in the cruelest way, how long he’d been hiding the things he did in order to feel alive, from her. The fear welled up and made him pretend for the longest time before the masochism took the upper hand. One word, a single glance from the wrong angle at a person that never took it nicely and the deed would be done. Blood would taint his skin and the pain made him feel whole. Like a recently completed puzzle, with a single missing piece that he desperately tried to find to bring himself to perfection. Away from the flawed morals that the society burdened his shoulders with. The weight that pulled him down into the ground, frozen by the blistering cold of the icy wind from winter’s lungs.

Lips went missing and nearly there would have been a hum in disapproval. Not agreeing on her pulling away and ending the soothing touch that made him feel much better than before.

The awareness of the blood was being brought back by her question. He’d forgotten about everything for a mere moment, lasting no longer than only a couple of minutes, feeling less than a single second. The pain draws back on his skin and the bruises would last, when the blood was gone.

A short glance over into the direction he pointed into, before azure optics searched for chocolate hues once again. Lips were pressed to the skin of her forehead for another time, his arm draping around her shoulders and neck, while the other danced down her arm.

"I will do that myself." The faintest smile could be seen, like a whisper on his face and the expression that served the purpose of convincing her he wanted it this way. "You go back to bed." Straightening up with aching muscles and slightly torn flesh and her face was cupped by large hands once again, for the shortest time. "I will follow in a few minutes."

[theirlosthope-2]

Never really going as far as to describing herself as happy, but Avery was given moments, and people(By people, it only meant Asher), who had given her a happy sense. Feeling in the pit of her stomach that wasn't sadness, or loss of all hope. With the feeling of something that had no negative relation, it was a bit scary at first, to be honest. But something inside of her that most likely had to do with the child growing rapidly in her womb, her maternal instincts were starting to settle in. She was settling in with the idea of being content with everything. Never did she expect perfection, but something far better than what she had in the past. Asher was going to treat her properly, she knew that, she really did. He had her trust, which was a far bigger deal than love ever could be. The words having yet to fall from her mouth, however, feeling it would be too much for her--- for him to know. She trusted him, but this whole thing was terrifying, she always felt like she was walking on eggshells. The delicacy of Asher was something she could not miss. And for the words of trust to slip out, she feared that might have scared him off, and maybe it was best for him to just assume or figure that it was the case, rather than her actually saying it.

Though Asher wasn't that type of person and she knew that. He wouldn't believe it till she said it, and even then, Avery wasn't one hundred percent sure he believed her. 

Honey hues looked up through long eyelashes, fingers delicately tracing over his rough skin. she didn't want to leave him, she wanted the feeling of his hands somehow attached to her to remain. But there would be no arguing. Avery was full aware that it was pointless, and with the talk they just had, it as better to just nod ever so slightly, soak up the smile he had given her, and let the thin fingers run through the dirty hair once again. Standing on her toes, her lips pressed to his again, eyelashes fluttering shut for the short moment their innocent kiss had lasted for, "Don't be too long, please." Softly spoken, she pulled away from his lose hold, hesitantly making her way back to the bedroom before stopping, looking at the lamp for a moment before fingers reached to turn off the soft glow that was providing them to vaguely see each other previously.

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dirtyBADwrong | songs for the ships you know you shouldn’t ship but do anyway

i. REVELATION 22:20 •  puscifer // ii. ONE MORE NIGHT • maroon 5 // iii. ALL OF YOU • riz mc // iv. CLOSER • nine inch nails // v. I WILL POSSESS YOUR HEART • death cab for cutie // vi. OFF TO THE RACES • lana del rey // vii. BAD THINGS •  jace everett // viii. YOU FUCKING LOVE IT • dirty pretty things // ix. LIAR • emilie autumn // x. SLEEP TOGETHER • garbage // xi. EVERY YOU EVERY ME • placebo // xii. CHOKE • jack off jill

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I may or may not have written a story about a guy infatuated with a girl named Arabella

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