My sweet baby angel Payson, is in the emergency room at DoveLewis and I am just distraught. I hate not being with her, and the PTSD of not being with my grandma when she passed is really getting me down because I can’t be with my cat. Her sister is at home, lonely and confused and also missing her like crazy and it is breaking my heart. I am not built for this 😭😭😭 we still have so much to do, baby. Please get better and come home to me.












