Keigo's Pichula

🔞🔞🔞MINORS DON'T INTERACT 🔞🔞🔞//Any pronoun// 19//Midoriya and Bakugou's simp// I dunno, just chilling //✨BKDK✨ // Multishiper, because all are cute// I'm Hawk's bitch// Write shitty fluff and angst// https://twitter.com/GamFRIED?s=08

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MY WORKS

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I started to write my ideas on Twitter, to taste the waters. But in my country there are a situation where people are misgender my identity and all the country is making fun of us. I feel like shit, I'm sad, I need work and I can't even leave the bed. I posted about it on Twitter and people commented mean things and basically defending the bulling. Maybe I'm going to leave Twitter and post my shit here again or on AO3, or just stop to post. I know anybody care, but I needed to say it. Thanks for reading

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Omegaverse

Bkdk

I was thinking about O!Izuku and A!Katsuki married and being parents. They're in their 40's, with 3 teenagers.

The angst part. Izuku notice the changes on his body, his hips wider, varicose, rolls in his belly and he isn't skinner anymore. He get self-conscious and depression hits him.

He starts to do aerobics, eat less, use more creams and a little makeup, but he can't change the way his body is, Izuku carried three children on his belly, so his depression slowly consume him.

I don't know, maybe I expand this idea.

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why?... the audacity

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So, a fucker robbed my phone while I was working, I barely could enter in tumblr, but I dont remember my twitter, wattpad, genshin, facebook and webtoon pasword; I have to change my bank paswords, recover my number and shit. So, my whole fucking draws, fics ideas were there mkshfuh. That was ago three days and my new phone arrives til august 2th, and the FUCKING UNIVERSITY STARTS THAT KDGJHKJ DAY. I hate people. I wish him a very shitty day.

Anyways. I had a fic whit four chapters, the good new is that my stupid brain made a copy in google docs, so, its safe. But I was staring to write a KRBK (kinda pirates-omegaverse and technology), MomDeku and another shit. So yes jhskbubuvbs.

I´ll start to post on AO3, is easier to use in a computer.

So yes, being an adult sucks. I hate it. But I need fucking money to live.

So, yall, have a nice day :)

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#Bkdk

Cw// Angst

Three snowflakes

There was a legend between the barbarian people. The ancients sing the story to the youngest in soft melodys, a lullaby.

They sing about a strong warrior and his wizard lover. They met in winter, when the three first snowflakes fall on the earth, green locked in red, red reached green, green never let red and red loved green.

🎶This is the story of the lovers

The strongest and the cursed

You can hear their voices

They are calling each other.🎶

🎶Soft words falling from lips

Hands holding their souls

Pulling up what the winter rips

Hiding from the eternal ghouls.🎶

🎶Strong warrior have a lover

The cursed wizard they called

They met in the cold winter

When their breath were robbed.🎶

🎶The cursed wizard spelled

He song a love canticle

The warrior was protected

But the wizard broke the cycle.🎶

🎶They met when the first three snowflakes fall

They loved each other for ten winters

They didn't expect that horrible call

Where the snow was the only witness.🎶

🎶Strong warrior have a lover

The cursed wizard they called

They met in the cold winter

When their breath were robbed.🎶

🎶The cursed lovers were called

The warrior looked for his lover

He couldn't understand why he was buried

Cursed to looking for him forever.🎶

🎶When the first three snowflakes fall

You can hear their voices

Their souls protecting our land

But damned to couldn't hold their hands.🎶

🎶Strong warrior have a lover

The cursed wizard they called

They met in the cold winter

When their breath were robbed.🎶

🎶The wizard canticle protect our land

The warrior love keep the spell

The warrior couldn't hold his hand

He cries for what he couldn't tell.🎶

🎶The warrior still walks on our land

He won't stop to look for his lover

But don't cry my little one

Because this isn't over.🎶

🎶Dream my little one

The warrior and the wizard will meet

They protect our land

They just have to wait.🎶

FIN

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BKDK

I-I made something...

Cw//main character death/ angst

A loved Deku

Hi Kacchan, first at all, sorry I shouldn't said this in a letter, but this will be long and I'm afraid that the air isn't enough to say all this, there are pretty strong word to say for my weak breath.

I love you Kacchan, from the all my existence. I love you whit all my weak heart. I love you like the sailors love the sea, I love you like the sunflowers love the sun. I love you like the wind love the sky. I'll love you whit my last breathe and my last thought will be about you.

Sorry, this words are more a curse that a love confession, but I needed to say it, to you be aware about my feelings.

I know that you know that I love you, but you don't have any idea about what happens in my stomach when I said "I love you".

I know that you love me too, sorry for that, sorry for leave you, but there aren't anything that I could do about it.

I love you Kacchan, I loved each moment in my life whit you, loved your hands, your voice, your rude words, your gentil touches, your kind eyes, your softs "love yous", your sweet lips... I don't know how to describe this feeling, love is a short word, it's a simple word, not enough strong to describe what I feel for you. But before the lack of words, I only can say I love you.

I love you, so please, stop to love me.

I know I'm selfish, I can't just ask you for stop to love.

But stop to love me and found love in another one. You are wonderful, an amazing and beautiful human being, someone will love you as much as I loved you. Please, love them as much as you loved me.

This last months I feel all the love you have to give.

So please, please please please, don't stop yourself to love again. Hide me in the deepest of your heart, in a little room in the bottom of your big chest, where I don't bother you. I promise you I'll be there for you, waiting patiently and wishing you the best.

We are too young.

If I'm honest, I'm scared, I don't know what will happen next or even if I will able to see you again. Suddenly the heaven isn't a wished place anymore.

I wanna live. But I don't feel bad about pass away. I know how feels be loved, and I know how feels love too!! Thank you Kacchan.

Thanks for love me.

Thanks for take care of me.

Thanks for take care of my mom.

Thanks for your patience.

Thanks for be there on my worst days.

Thank for make my bests days.

Thanks for your hand holding mine.

Thanks for be there when the pain was unbearable.

Thank for your friendship.

Thanks for stay even when this hurted you as much as hurted me.

Thanks for everything and more.

I will always love you, even if I can't hold your hand, even if I you can't touch me, even if you love someone else again, you always will be loved.

You know? I know that I don't have so much time. This last days I have been thinking how would be our lifes if my body was a little stronger. It's a good life Kacchan, a really good one. I even imagined kids!

We were old and ugly, holding hands and cuddling in our old sofa, looking at a photo album of our children, it's a beautiful scene. I wish you that Kacchan.

I had a beautiful life Kacchan, I was loved, and I'll go loving. I met you, I was so blessed.

Live Kacchan, live and live whit the force of our love, live for us, laugh, cry, be mad, fall in love, but never hate. Just feel, feel feel and feel. Use your health lumps, use your strong heart, use your powerful legs and hold whit your strong hands.

You have a mission Kacchan, you have to live and love, until your last breathe, until give everything of you.

Live and love how you know.

I will be waiting for you.

But until then, you have to keep strong. You are strong Kacchan, I know that, you have to be stronger.

Don't give up, you never give up, don't start now.

You was my guardian angel.

Live to love.

When you read this, I won't be no longer here. Don't be sad for much time. Cry a little. You looks ugly when you do that. But you're handsome! don't forget that.

Goodbye Kacchan, you are the shiny start in my dark sky, keep lighting another skys.

Whit love: A loved Deku.

FIN

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Okay, I need to stop to think about bkdk 24/7, but, what if...

# BKDK

Cw// classism

Post apocalyptic world where the planet flooded, only letting smalls portions of earth to live.

But the technology was advanced enough to safe a part of the human population whit a system to separate them and distribute recourses.

The population was divided between two groups: Alpha and Omega. The alpha group were the "administrative group" and the omega were the "provider group".

Both groups living in a big island whit a wall dividing them. The "Justice wall" was created to have a better distribution of the recourses and the alpha's grown don't take omega's land. So, they created platforms over the sea to the grown population.

Izuku is part of the omega group and knows that all that stuff is classist bullshit. The wall is an aggressive gun that kill the people who try to cross it, well, only from the omega's group, the alphas get a fine and a scolded.

The omega's are laborers and farmers and provide the alpha group whit materials and food. The alpha group are scientist and, of course, rich people.

But Izuku is curious, he looked in the trash for stuff that the other said threw creating new technology, not as good as the alpha's, but useful to his community. The alpha's group threw a lot of great books where Midoriya learned a big part of his knowledge.

The other part learned whit an old man who called himself Grand Torino, or how Izuku called him, Torino-san.

Torino-san was the teacher of the currently tech leader of the city and knew the "Admin", had a fight whit him and was throw out from the alpha's side.

Well, he was a genius, whit his single friend Hitoshi Shinsou, he was his best friend and inventor partner. But they weren't the only ones to know the truth.

From the alpha's side, a little group of "rebellious" children.

Katsuki Bakugo was skeptical about the wall, he remembers the other side, the friend who used to play, he knows what he saw and wasn't a delirious of fever. So, each night he tried to found an aperture, the shit wasn't indestructible, he once find it accidentally, he could found it again.

Time later his friends Iida, Shoto and Ochako join him, they never found it. At least from their side.

Izuku met the group once night after to create an opening, starting then they adventures.

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I was thinking about omegaverse A!Katsuki doctor and O!Izuku single mom. This is a vomiting word, but I'm planning make a mini fic?

Cw// Mysogyn/ anxiety attack / violence (?) /

Bakugo was in his break, usually he got food of the hospital dinner, but nah, he was tired of that shit.

The nearest restaurant was a fast food place, they served hamburgers and trash food

Ago some time that he didn't eat that shit.

He sat in one of the free tables waiting for a waitress to take his order. He looked at the window bored, today was a relaxed day, no much patients in the hospital— really weird— and the city was really silent.

"YOU STUPID BITCH!" well, he was wrong. A crash sounded before the loud scream.

"I'm so sorry sir, I'll bring you a new order" Bakugo looked at the table behind him, a little omega was kneeled picking up the plates from the floor.

"You stupid omega, my shoes now are all dirt" the comensal said angry looking down at the omega.

"I'm so sorry" the smaller man said shivering before the alfa's voice. Well, poor man.

"Do you think that you apologize will clean my shoes? I'm hungry and now I have to wait more time for my food because a stupid bitch threw it" the omega stand up whit the dishes in his hands and bowed in apologize.

"I'm really sorry, I'll priority your order sir, you won't wait so much, and I'm so sorry"

Bakugo was pissed whit the alfa, the omega already apologized and will bring him new food. He looked at the rest of the people in the place, they were only three more people, and everyone were in them own business, well, he didn't like this kind of shit, but he couldn't see more the poor omega struggling whit that bitch.

"Hey-" the rude alfa stand up and spill his soda in the omega's head, then took him by the collar. Fine enough.

Bakugo stood up as well and gripped the other alfa's arm.

"Hey, ya, that's enough, what's your fucking problem, he is two heads shorter than you" the man let go the omega whit a push, falling in his ass and his poor aching hips. He wanted to cry, that really hurted, he tried to stand up, but his hips wasn't coopering.

"My problem is that a fucking omega throw my food, this is why they should just give us pups and stay in them fucking home whitout trouble u-"

And the alfa was in the floor, whit his bloody nose aching and surprised, and Bakugo was surprised too, the omega was ago one second in the floor and then punching the alfa's face. Bakugo stepped behind the omega, who was trembling, whit his knuckles red and soring, tears in his eyes, but with a sharp sight looking towards the man.

"You know shit about me and omegas, shut your stupid fucking mouth" the omega said whit fire in his eyes, he was wet for the soda, already crying and trembling in his tiny frame, he should look weak and little, but no, Bakugo was seeing that green eyes full of determination, he was seeing a strong human that punched an alfa two fucking heads taller than him and even making that bitch bleed.

"WHAT'S HAPPENING HERE" a man screamed and the omega flinched, suddenly looking small again, Bakugo looked at the man whit a name plate that said below his name "manager", fucking great.

"Mr. Yoshida" the greenet said whit a thread of voice.

"You are the manager? because this bitch threw my food, and punched me in the face, is that the way you treat your clients here? I'm going to demand" the fucker said, the manager looked angry at the smaller man.

"Yeah, you deserved it" Bakugo said.

"What?" The manager asked.

"Who the hell are you?" Asked the stupid alfa.

"Well, I was trying to relax in my fucking break, until that stupid started to scream like a crazy weirdo about a stupid accident, fucker was too close to hurt..."

"Midoriya" said low the omega.

"Yeah, him" Bakugo said "He was really sexist tho"

"But he punched me, I'm going to demand"

"I would like to see a sexist bitch demanding a little omega because broke your nose, let's see what the people say about it" Bakugo said whit a grin.

"Fuck you, fuck all you, I'm not going to return" the alfa step out of the restaurant letting the omega and the beta manager. The manager bowed taking the omega's head to bow like him.

"We are so sorry, your order will be free, sorry for everything" the manager said, poking the omega's ribs.

"I'm so sorry sir" the beta stand up yanking the omega's arm to another room. Another employed cleaned the floor and brought his food. Bakugo wanted to talk whit the little man, he wanted to see that green eyes again, green, his mind was full of green. But the omega never came back. He waited for thirteen minutes, his shift ended ago ten, but he couldn't wait more. He stand up upset and left the restaurant, he could come again another day.

When he was in the parking, a sobs reached his ears, following the sound, he found the omega, he was in the floor, his hair still wet but whit civil clothes instead the red uniform of the restaurant. He was crying whit his hands on his face and his knees in his chest, his shoulders were shivering and his sobs were broken.

Midoriya couldn't lose this job, he couldn't lose any of his works, he needed the money to pay for his child school, the apartment, the food, the gas, the new clothes because the children grow up really fast, he need pay the light, the water, his suppressors and patches, his tampons, the stuff that his child use to the school, he needed his jobs because he was alone, taking care of his only child, he needed so much jobs because they didn't paid him the same than an alfa or beta, and he had to do the double of work, and he was lucky, because in another places they fired him when discovered he had a pup. Without this work, he couldn't pay the rent of the month, he had to stop buying his suppressors and patches, because that were really expensive, and the gas, maybe one month whitout gas they would be fine, but his pup will get a cold and-

"Hey" Midoriya flinched at the low voice and red eyes met his. He tried to stand up, but his hips were in pain, fine, another thing to add.

Bakugo take his arm, helping him to stand up, actually, he just lift him from the floor like he didn't weight anything.

"You good?" Bakugo asked, and immediately felt like a stupid, but the man was afraid that the omega was injured for the fall.

" I-im-" Midoriya was embarrassed, he wasn't okay, anything was okay, but hey, he couldn't say that to the gorgeous alfa before him "I'm okay, thank you for... everything" Midoriya said staring at the floor didn't dare to look at that red eyes" I'm sorry for the troubles and thank you for defend me" the green eyed bowed "I-I gotta go, sorry for the troubles again" god, he wanted to disappear, but before he could run away, a hand grabbed his shoulder stopping him.

"You don't look fine" and there, Katsuki making fool of himself again, the cute omega frowned and wipe his tears whit the sleeve of his sweater.

"Haha, sorry, I'm fine, this is just the way I look, but I'm fine" now was the turn to Katsuki to frown. The omega was cute, yes he was really pale and had bags under his eyes, he looked... tired, but Bakugo bet that if the little man dream a little more, he would look more healthy, because he had beautiful eyes and cute freckles, his lips were puffy and his eyelashes really long, his nose was so fucking cut- "Anyways, thank you for your help" Midoriya walked away trying to don't cry, he was a grown adult whit a child to feed, he needed to find a new job as soon as possible, no time to cry.

"Wait!" Katsuki run after him, he couldn't let a person that is in a mental breakdown alone, what kind of doctor would be? So, he stood up in front of the omega making him flinch in the act, fuck "Sorry for that, but I'm a doctor and I can see how you struggle walking, if you wanna come whit me at the hospital where I work, we can check on you, this could be nothing, but yeah, is better checking out, what do you think?" Midoriya had already an answer. The man looked rich, that means he works in a expensive hospital, and he didn't have the money to pay for something as simple as a little fall, he was fine, he's been always fine, what he needed was found a new job, yeah, and come back to the apartment and wash the clothes, clean the mess in the kitchen and cook the dinner to his pup before pick him up from- "Will be really quick, I got my car and if you don't feel secure we can send your location to a familiar yours-"

"I'm fine, thank you for the concern, but I'm fine, I feel really fine, I'm used to have little pains sometimes, I mean, all of us got one or two, it's really fine" Midoriya said whit a fake smile avoiding the crimson eyes. And Bakugo, well, he was even more worried now, I mean, you don't have to be used to some fucking pains, bullshit, he needed to check on the man, he needed to ask where he felt pain, since when he has been feeling this pains, he needed to ask his diet and his clinic historial, he needed to ask how is he feeling, if he's already eaten, he needed to ask his name, and what is his favorite color and... The hell?

"I don't wanna sound insistent, but a "little pains" could desenvolve big pains" the alfa sighed and took out his wallet giving to the greenete a card "Here, my number and the address of the hospital, if you feel bad or something call me, or go here and say you know me, they gonna attend you, okay?" Midoriya frowned whit tears in his eyes, he felt humilliated, and no for the kind man, but even if this man give him especial treatment, he couldn't afford an hospital, he couldn't even afford a freaking toy to his pup, how could he pay for that?, and he broke one more time. Before the sight of the man, he hided his face on his hands don't wanting to look more miserable.

Bakugo was confused and felt like shit, he felt like he made cry to the man and well, he was a shit comforting people, he was really bad talking about feelings and all that human and social stuff, so, he just stood there, feeling like a stupid without knowing what to do, until the man spoke.

"So-orry" the omega said in a broken sob "I can't pay for an hospital" his voice broke in the las word, Bakugo frown deeper feeling his chest aching "I was fired of this job" the omega kneel down in the parking floor "I don't know how I'm going to do to the rent of this month, anybody want to give me a job unless I accept less than they should pay me, and I can't afford anything whit that stupid salary, I need to feed a pup, and pay his school, and all his needs" the man was letting out all, he felt drowning in his own skin, and for a moment he just let himself be "My stupid back is always in pain, I can't whit my hips, and my stupids varicose are killing me, I have to carry my pup to all places because he is a baby, and I love carring him in my arms, but God, nobody can give me his fucking sit for only five freaking minutes in the bus" at this moment Bakugo was kneel besides the omega in the bench and caressing the omega's trembling back, just listening, and wanting to protect him of the world. Maybe was the distress smell in the air or he was feeling empathy once in his live, but yeah, the people are fucking assholes. Midoriya rised his face seeing at the crimson eyes, and fuck, these beautiful emeralds was full in pain and madness, the omega was mad "Today is the only day that I have- well HAD only one job, and I had time to do the house, but always this shitty alfas are there saying what I'm or what to do, and God, let me alone I didn't pay your opinion, or the old people judging me for being a single mom, or trying to touch my baby saying "look what adorable baby, he could be really cute if you feed him better, he is really slender" sir, I know I need to feed my pup better, but he is already cute and I don't need him hearing your bullshit" and yes, the fire was again in that beautiful eyes "I swear, that if listen someone saying something about my pup, I'm going to tear some throats" the omega sigh, feeling a little better, actually, cursing and complain about his problems felt really good. Looking at his hands, scarred and rough sighed again, because that was just the start of his complaining, but he already lost so much time "Sorry for that" said now embarrassed whit the alfa, because anyone want to listen the problems of an omega, surely the other man had things to do and he was there wasting his time.

"Na, it's fine, the people in this city are assholes and it's not your fault" Bakugo said still caresing the omega's back whitout realizing it, he was busier trying to control his anger, the audacity of the assholes.

The omega wiped his cheeks awkwardly, god, he told all that? Why he had to say all that? Regret stared to grow in his throat in a knot, hiding his face again on his hands.

"Sorry, sir..." Midoriya hesitated.

"Bakugo" the blond answered "And don't apologize curls" the blond looked at the freckled cheeks turned beautifuly red and the green eyes avoided his.

"Mr Bakugo, your hand..." The doctor wide his eyes, his hand was in the freckled cheek, in what moment that happened?, awkwardly stood up offering a hand to the green man who accepted whit his cheeks still red, anyways, he didn't have other choice.

"Listen" the blond said scratching his nape "The consult will be free, fine?" Now Bakugo was the one avoiding the emerald sight "And I remembered that are soliciting cleaning staff in the hospital.." The green eyes wided not expecting that, he knows that the blond was offering help because he felt pity for him, but Midoriya had a baby to feed, he needed a job, and if this handsome alfa before him was offering a solution, he was going to take it, but he was still impacted.

"I-I, that w-ould, I mean-"

"Don't say nothing, if you wanna come, we can check you and got you an interview or something" the alfa stared at the crying omega "What the-"

"Thank you" the omega said relieved wiping his tears "Thank you so much for this opportunity, I'm going to do my best and I owe you so much, if you need something from I'm going to do-"

"Hey, hey, stop there, shit" the alfa stopped his word taking him by the shoulders "It's fine, you don't owe me shit, okay" since where he is this kind? "Just, come whit me, someone will check you and then we're going to get you that job, fine?" the omega nodded agreeing, making the alfa sigh in relief "Fine, my car is here, send your location to someone, the hospital address is in the card send that too, my number is there, send it" the omega nodded taking out his old phone, and he made as he was sending his location, the omega was alone, but the alfa didn't need to know that.

First: Anyways, I have Twitter, so, people that follow me for the idea bout Midoriya without an arm and Deaf Bakugo, I'll post the shit there. I don't know how to use AO3 (sorry), so, until I learn how to use it, I'll post in Twitter.

Second: I'll correct this shit later, I'm tired

The latest Tweets from Gam (@GamFRIED). Any pronoun// 19 yo // BKDK // 🔞 MINORS DON'T INTERACT🔞//

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BKDK (yes, bkdk, Bakugo is top) //Fem!Katsuki //Trans!Izuku

Okay okay, listen me. Thinking unhealthy hard about tall fem!Bakugo, but, man, she is tall AND muscular af, a completely glorious woman standing in 6 fucking feet of pure muscle, blond, crimson eyes and HUGE arms. So yes, she exist there in all her glorious, you see her and the first thing coming in your mind is a spartan warrior, a greek god. Bitches try to curt her, but she said " already got my own little bunny", so, she got this tiny chubby quirkless man of the support area as boyfriend, and she LOVES HIM. So, when they are hanging out, she just randomly carries him, in the mall, in the beach, IN THE SCHOOL, in the streets, but she didn't carry him in bride stile, no no no no, she carry him like a freaking potatoes sack over her shoulder ksksnskdjdn. And Deku, well, he's in the heaven, he loves being carried as a sack like he weight nothing, he loves his muscular and amazing and strong girlfriend, they love each other.

So, Katsuki is in the hero area and Izuku in support, they are a team, Izuku designing things to improve Kacchan's work, and she exposes the items to the sponsors.

OR, LISTEN ME OUT, ALPHA FEM!KACCHAN AND OMEGA MALE!DEKU. Same plot, but whit the bittersweet taste of omegaverse.

OR, TRANSFEM!DEKU AND FEM!KACCHAN, they are girlfriends, Katsuki always protecting her little and cute girl. Her whole hero career is activism of trans and quirkless rights.

That's all, any plot whit big and muscular fem!Kacchan taking care of her little and cute lover (Midoriya)

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BKDK

Bad liar

I know him as well as I know my own face, I know him better than I know myself, I know each freckle in his tan face and each green tonality in his huge eyes.

I know when he is happy or upset or sad. I know when he is excited or tired, when he is loving something or fucking bored; and I know when he is lying, because he is a bad liar.

I know he is lying when someone asks about homework and he says that he's already finished it, when the little fucker was watching and All Might marathon instead to do his tasks.

I know he is lying when he wants choco mint ice cream but he instead buys coffee flavor.

I know he is lying when he laughs after someone make fun of him.

I know he is lying when he hurts himself saving and says that anything is in pain.

I know he is lying when he says that he is fine, he isn't.

I have seen him go through out a lot of shit, and always lying, the worst? Seems that anyone give a fucking damn about him, like anyone notice the fucked off he is for trying to make them smile.

He is a fucking, stupid shitty reckless piece of shit human that doesn't know how to keep his own ass save, he is a fucking liar, and sucks at it, but everyone believe him, stupids extras.

I'm a liar too, I lie all the fucking time, why? I don't fucking know.

I know, I'm afraid.

Afraid about him.

Afraid of his strength.

Afraid of his kindness.

Afraid of his gentle hand.

Afraid of what he makes me feel.

Afraid of my own weakness.

Afraid of why I could do for him.

Afraid of why I could do whitout him.

Afraid -of lost him to don't be at his side anymore.

I'm a liar, but I'm a good one.

I have hidden myself almost my whole life, fucking hypocrite.

I lied myself that I didn't care about him, that he was useless and everything that upset me was his fault, not mine, never me; that I needed to made him know how useless he was to makes me feel better superior, that I was superior and I wasn't afraid about him.

About him.

Everything is about him.

He trigger me.

He saved me.

He lied me.

I lied him, I don't have any right to feel upset.

But I do.

Because he is dying slowly and anybody notice it, but me, and I can't do shit.

I hate it.

I hate me I hate this shit.

I hate it.

I hate it.

I hate it.

I hate it.

I hate it.

I hate it.

I HATE IT.

I HATE IT

I HATE IT

I FUCKING HATE IT

I fucking hate only being able to watch his back running away from me. I hate can't reach him. I hate his lies. I hate my lies.

I hate the sound of his cries in the men bathrooms.

I hate seeing him smile like nothing happened after that.

I hate not being worthy of being there to console him.

I'm not worthy.

I don't deserve him, but why is he still here?

Makes me feel joyed and guilty.

I wanna take his hand, I wanna walk be his side, I wanna fight him, I wanna laugh whit him, I wanna hold him, I wanna kiss him just be there, and save him like he saved me.

But I can't.

But I don't know how.

But he doesn't need me.

He needs better friends.

He needs another one, but not me.

He'll be better whitout me.

He deserves more.

I...

I do know how.

After all, I'm a bad liar too.

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BKDK

Cw// mental issues, age gap

Thinking about baker Izuku (45 yo) and university student Katsuki (22 yo) being boss and employee in Izuku's bakery. So, basically Izuku was Mitsuki's senpai and Masaru's classmate. Mitsuki and Izuku met in the first year of middle school of Mitsuki's and last year of Izuku's, people bullied him and a little Mitsuki defended him. They became best friends and in a team work Masaru and Mitsuki met and became friends, they started to date when both Masaru and Mitsuki went to the un, but she always was his best friend, until Izuku decided be a firefighter. They ways parted and after early a decade, they met again when Izuku was to close to die in a fire, where he fucked his lumps and right arm, he retired and started to bake to deal whit the trauma.

Then, Katsuki is a good student and in general a good boy, but he is... Complicated, he is rude and mean and he needs to knows how to be empathetic. Mitsuki send his son whit his friend Izuku, the gentlest man in the world.

Katsuki was pissed af, he could spend his free time I'm videogames or procrastinating, but no, he was there, helping an old nerd to make bread and do basically all the hard work because he watched the poor man struggling whit flour sacks and the boxes, yeah, he was a jerk, but no an asshole.

Both stared to be kinda friends, and Katsuki payed attention to the smallest things like the old nerd using long sleeves all the time, the sad gaze in his eyes when he thinks that he is alone, how sometimes he was breathless, how he manages his scarred hands basically all the time, the lady's photo in the wall close of the oven and sometimes the freckled man arriving to the bakery whit puffy eyes. He started to ask about his life, his time as firefighter and his adventure whit his friends, his friendship whit his mom, Katsuki discovered that the man was actually gay, and more amazing stuff. Katsuki stared to admire the freckled man, discovering that some scars was from his firefighter time saving people. But the man always avoided some topics or looked like hiding something. One day he decided to check on the old man in his bakery, that day was inventory day, the nerd should be tired and he would need a hand. He find him crying, and founding a lot of shit about the man like the ugliest scars wasn't form his firefighter time but from his dad, the bullying was because his mom being a divorced woman and his dad in the jail, the picture's lady was his best friend and lover for a time, he didn't love her in a romantic way, but don't doubt he loved her, how he get injured and retired and more sad, angst and shit that would make you cry. Bit Katsuki sucking in console, so this stupid be like:

"Yeah... That fucking sucks, how ya still alive?" Izuku chuckles before the younger words.

"I don't know Kacchan, honestly" answers.

"Yeah... Good your fucking dad in jail"

"His already death Kacchan"

"Good news then" another sob-chuckle.

"Thank you for listening this old man in his boring story"

"Na, we're friends Deku"

"Kacchan's the best"

"Know dumbass" Katsuki grins and put his hand on the olders arm.

It's a small idea that maybe I would do a mini fanfic, yeah, that. Sorry for typos or incoherent shit, I'm tired af, I'll fix it later

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Again whit the bff kachako

We're gotta get a little angst, where always Uraraka and Kacchan have a "date", always invite Midoriya, he felt bad because he thinks he's being a third wheel also he has feelings for his Kacchan.

But the "dates" are always hero convections, and Midoriya forgets his sadness passing the enter door. Btw, they have to be whit an adult, so Aizawa is always there, witnessing the disaster, sometimes Shoto is there, he is postulating to become a oficial member of the club.

Well, this humans are dumb af, like all teenager in the world, so when there are an action and Izuku is losing, Ochako and Katsuki start to purchase, when Shoto is there, he just open his wallet, shove out a black card and rise his hand, his Dad gave him to emergency this is one of that.

But if they lose (usually todoroki isn't there) they challenge the winner, when I said they I was talking about Uraraka, they bet some special and rare articles from Katsuki's special collection (auch), the winners understimate the girl and lose.

The rules are that quirks aren't allowed and Aizawa is the judge. The whole shit be like:

Uraraka ready to kick asses, Katsuki cheering her in his way, and Izuku a side of his teacher:

D: Sensei, shouldn't you say something to them... Like stop?

A: Do you want me to stop them?

D: No, I just asked (the little shit is excited knowing that he'll get a new collection piece, but he isn't going to say anything, anyways, Aizawa can see how excited and happy the trouble child is)

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I was watching a girl's tick tock where the whole class A were Deku's fans. And since I love the idea of Uraraka and Bakugo being "besto frendos" , I was thinking about something similar, but instead the whole class, Bakugo and Uraraka are the only ones in the club, and instead a club is a religion. They're completely fans of Deku, each Friday they go to Uraraka's room and exchange photos of Midoriya fighting, eating, smiling, laughing and more. They have "oficial merch" but are t-shirts, hats, cups painted —i have to say that the quality of the merch is excellent since Bakugo is a perfectionist and Uraraka has a delicate pulse— whit acrylics, the plushies are handmade and everything is handmade.

Their chat group is called BI tches, yes, exactly like that.

The whole A class think that they are dating— here little angst— and Midoriya feels a little sad because he likes Kacchan a lot, but Uraraka is his friend —btw, Midoriya is gay here, but he flushed before a girl, because, have you seen a girl?, yeah, because that— but they're fangirling over his freckled ass. Here, they don't sexually the cute man, no, it's more innocent, like, they really admire him and want to keep him safe and smiling forever and kiss his forehead saying him that he is a good hero.

So, Ochako knows about Bakugo's crush and both start a plan to get the freckled attention— both dumb af because Midoriya loves Bakugo and they didn't even need that embarrassing shit to make him "fall in love" whit Bakugo— So, they start whit the stupidest plan ever. They don't have a plan, they argue about the plan, Ochako wants Katsuki being like shojo mangas and Katsuki wants spare whit him and make him feel his love from his explosion, his excuse, because they understands each other trough the punches.

And here the mess start, Bakugo embarrassing himself trying to be gentle and scarring the poor Midoriya, then being aggressive scarring him even more, then "ignoring" him for a week —they were thinking in another way to make Midoriya fall in love— and again trying whit another dumb shit.

The rest of the class like: wtf???

Uraraka: he is falling in love

The teachers: igf

Bakugo: *crying in a corner in shame*

Midoriya: *crying in a corner scared and sad*

And yes, that, good night.

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Stuck in my work lol

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AU where Midoriya lost his arm and Bakugou his hearing, they are fine and mock each other about it.

*All might and Aizawa talking in the professor room drinking coffee *

All might: Today is a good d-

Aizawa: Shhhh, don't say it

All might: What?, That today is a goo-

Aizawa: Shhhh, yeah, that

All might: Why?

Aizawa: I dunno why, but always, when I'm relaxed, having a good day, and thinking about it, the trouble duo do some shit

All might: I think that you are so stressed, it's just a superstition, you need rela-

Midoriya: KACCHAN, GIVE ME MY FREAKING ARM OR I GONNA HURT YOU

Bakugou: HAHAHAHAH, TAKE IT FUCKING NERD

*Midoriya and Bakugou running outside screaming*

All might: What?

*Aizawa run to the window*

Aizawa: I told yo- BAKUGOU, GIVE HIM HIS-

Midoriya: DETROIT

Aizawa: MIDORIYA, STOP, DON'T DAR-

Bakugou: DO YOU THINK THAT YOU CAN STOP ME WHIT YOUR SHITTY ATACK?

*Bakugou shove the mechanic arm into his shirt and use his explosions to go faster*

Aizawa: SHUT UP BAKUGOU, MIDOR-

Midoriya: SMASH

*Midoriya beat the shit out of Bakugou*

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Cw// homophobia/ anxiety/ miscommunication/ domestic violence

"Stupid"

"Sorry Kacchan"

"Idiot"

"I know"

"Shitty dumbass"

"I know"

"Fucking s-stupid"

"Kacchan..."

They were sixteen and in love, hidden in the blond's bedroom. Katsuki took care of Izuku's bruises. A purple eye, lower lip broken, cheek open and bruises in arms, torso and legs. Crimson eyes watering at the sight of his love in pain, his best friend, his partner; he couldn't do anything, he never could do something to save him.

"I told you" Katsuki whispered "I fucking told you to stop, I don't care what he say about me"

"But I care" said the shorter boy caressing the wet cheek "I don't gonna allow anybody to talk bad about you"

"The fucking asshole is three heads taller than you Deku!" Katsuki said standing up with the first aid towards his bathroom, Izuku slowly stood and followed him.

"I don't care Kacchan, it's fine" Midoriya leaned against the frame door and looked at his boyfriend putting the first aid aid in its place "And this time he didn't break any bone! I think that I'm becoming stronger" the green eyed joked only to get a whimper. Bakugo turned glaring at his boyfriend with tears in his eyes and an upset sight .

"Don't dare to joke about that, fucking stupid, that wasn't funny" he walked towards him, graping his arm and sliding the sleeve to reveal all the scars and bruises "This isn't funny, that mother fucker was so close to fucking kill you, and you joke about it? Fucking kidding me" he let go the arm and walked to his room taking the dirty clothes of his boyfriend to wash the blood and the dirt.

"Sorry Kacchan" Midoriya walked towards his boyfriend stopping an inch before to touch him "I didn't know what to say or do to makes you feel better"

"You know what to do" answered the blond wiping his tears and turning to see him "I told you, my mom told you, my dad told you" he stopped glaring at the open eye "But you decide stay there, and I'm tired of this" Katsuki turned again walking towards the washing room. Izuku still there, shocked, *what that means?* Without caring anymore of the pain and his injuries, he ran following the blond and falling on the last stair over his right arm with a noisy pom. A whimper out of his lips, he could swear that saw stars.

"Deku!" Katsuki threw everything on the floor after listening to the noise and ran towards the sound, finding his injured boyfriend —that should be lying in bed— on the floor and whimpering. He kneeled trying to move him.

"AAAHHH" Midoriya felt passing out the second that Bakugo put a hand on his shoulder, but he needed to know what Kacchan meant about being tired. He tried to stand by himself.

"Stop moving, you're going to hurt yourself Deku!" Fuck fuck and more fuck. He shoved his phone from his pocket to call an ambulance, but a scarred hand stopped him "What the hell! I need to call a fucking ambulance!"

"What did you mean?" The green eyes said with tears in his eyes.

"What?"

"You're tired, what did you mean?" Midoriya shifted, sitting on the floor holding his arm.

"Hey!, Stop, I'm calling an ambulance!" Midoriya sigh and let his twisted arm hanging from his place "Fucking shit, we need the ambulance NOW" Izuku took the blond's cellphone putting it on the floor "For fucking god, what are you doing?" Katsuki tried to reach his phone, but his boyfriend put it under his leg.

"It's fine Kacchan, this isn't broken, I just need to put it in his place again, I don't need an ambulance" tears were wetting his cheeks "When you said tha-at... That you are tired, that means that you are tired..." his voice broke "You're tired of me" he said in a sob.

"Oh no, no no no no, Izuku, fuck no" Katsuki didn't know what to see, the good eye or the twisted arm "We need to treat your arm first" Midoriya breath deeper and took his arm in a strong grip, making wide the eyes of his partner "Don't do it, let's go whit a doc-"

CRACK

Midoriya drowned a whimper, putting his arm on his place again.

"For fucking sake Izuku" Katsuki covered his eyes whit his hands.

"You are tired of me" declared the green eyed "And I I-I know is my fault, I'm weak and useless, and stupid, and-" Bakugo hugged him caressing the green curls.

"I'm not tired of you" whispered in the freckled ear "Okay, I'm always tired of you, but not in that way moron" he sighed feeling his shirt getting wet "I'm tired of this situation"

"Sorry"

"It's not your fault" the crimson eyed said "Never was your fault and sorry for accused you, okay?, anything of this is your fucking fault, listened me?"

"I can't protect me own mom Kacchan" Bakugo closed his eyes feeling a knot in his throat "I'd like to live whit you and your parents, they're incredible, but I can't let my mom whit him Kacchan, I I-I can't show him that he has power over me" the freckled sobbed "If I don't defend my beloveds, he's going to hurt them, hurt you, at least, if I-I fight, he k-nows that if he touch you, or my m-om again, he won't get what he wants from me" Midoriya gripped his embrace on Katsuki "I'm scared Kacchan" whispered, tears already in Bakugo's eyes "I'm always scared Kacchan, he scared me so fucking much"

"I'm sorry babe" Katsuki caressed his boyfriend's curls whereas Midoriya cried in his arms "I'm so sorry babe" he kissed the green head "I'm here" Katsuki carried Izuku in bride style towards his room, lying him carefully on his bed and cuddling him.

"I tried Kacchan, I don't ignored you" Midoriya whispered whit sore voice "I tried to talk with her, but she doesn't wanna come with me" the green eyed carefully buried his face in his boyfriend's chest "She said that I gotta go alone, but she will stay because God won't see good-" he broke in a sob, Katsuki held him tighter kissing his head "She said that she needs to stay with him because she did a promise when she married him"

" 'til death fucking separate us"

"Yes" whispered Izuku "A-and..." He didn't say nothing, just curled hiding his face on his hands"

"What else babe?" Bakugo held his hands, kissing his knuckles after seeing the green puffy eyes to encourage him.

"She said that she loves me" his eyes filled of tears "And she needs to do merits" Izuku breathed deeper and continued "Because she made me gay" Katsuki held him tighter, letting his boyfriend cry harder, hiding his freckled face in his chest "She wants to do me-erits to God, so he will let us come to heaven, ev-en if I'm gay. Kacch-an my mom doesn't want to listen me any-more, she just sa-y that I should go whit you, that I'll be sa-ve whit you, but I know if I let her there al-one, he is going to hurt her, fuck" Katsuki didn't know what to say, he didn't say anything about this before, how many time he keep that in his mind?.

"Izuku, baby," Katsuki called him. "I'm going to talk with my mom and she will make reason your mom, she always does that, okay?" The blond said caressing his boyfriend's back "And she'll come here and we could demand that asshole" Bakugo separated a little of his boyfriend and kissed his forehead "I'm gonna protect you, you're stucked whit me, that means that you are mine and I'm yours, your problems are mine and I'll kick the fucking necessary asses to make you feel save, fine? I'll never leave you alone, I promise you"

"Kacchan, I'll always protect you too" Midoriya said with a wobbly voice "I'll be there for you always, I promise you" Bakugo glared at his boyfriend and turned back to Midoriya. He opened the drawer toward the bed, shoving a green box and facing Midoriya who looked him confused.

"This" he sit in the mattress, and looking directly green eyes opened the box, showing a couple of handmade bracelet one green and other red whit a little jewelry in the middle; the green had a red jewel and the red a green one, Midoriya looked at his boyfriend and the bracelets whit even more tears than before "This was supposed to be a b-day gift, but fuck that, I'll give you another shit" the blond took the green one whit the red jewel "This is yours, I last one fucking month making them, if you lose it I'm going to kick your reckless ass" Bakugo tied the bracelet in the right wrist carefully "Midoriya Izuku" Katsuki said in a serious tone making the green eyed look at him "I-I... Love you" he said flustered and whit red cheeks "This is my promise for you, I'll be there for you always, I'll protect you and I'll love you for the rest of my life" they were holding hands, green against red, the blond completely blushed but determined, and the freckled whit wobbling lips and teary eyes kissed the blond's lips being correspondence they kissed gentle for a couple of seconds, then Midoriya took the crimson eyed right wrist and tied the red bracelet.

"Kacc- no, Bakugo Katsuki, T-his is m-my promise for you" Midoriya wiped his tears with his forearm and started to speak again "I'll love you the rest of my life, I'll protect you and make you feel loved a-and I'll be there for you" The blond caressed the freckled cheek and kissed the pink lips, tasting the salat and blood on them. That was a soft kiss, a gentle kiss, they were saying "I love you" without any rush and with all the time of the world, and that was fine, they were just sixteen, promising things that didn't even know if they could keep, but that was fine too, they're young and in love, and the rest didn't care, no when they were holding each other hands and trying to protect each other hearts.

Fin.