The Kingdom System

OSDD | Bodily 22 | Neurodivergent

[thekingdomsystem]

Kingdom System Alter intros

Hi everyone, we are the Kingdom System, a traumagenic system who is quite new to tumblr. Here are some of the most prevalent alters as there are quite a few of us. We use this blog for our own thoughts and stuff so nothing too seriously however some alters may leak through. We are not interested in sys course! Please do not ask us anything related to syscourse. Meet us:

✧ ▹ Clyde ✧ ▹ Melody

#Kingdom Quibbles - Tag for all alters to use for their random thoughts.

Our sysboxes

[antiendocoining]

Rotahosts

A term for a system whose hosts rotate or change frequently! Flag Below Coined by: Mod H

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We have the best partners in the world 🥹 We love you guys....They're so incredible and make us feel so safe.

Best syspartners in the world...

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Is it a new alter? Is it several alters together but not being able to differentiate from them? Either way we will spend the whole day fuzzy!

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It's really hard to keep a straight face when the in house therapist and the anger holder are dancing to "Stayin' alive".

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Though we did not split traditionally, I really do appreciate Thorn. We work together to better our lives and though it was not easy we have learnt about each other and they mean more to me than I could ever explain. They protect me and always have my best interest at heart. I was terrified to disappear but they keep me grounded, keep me safe and treat my family with such love that I couldn't imagine life without them. They mean so much to me, thank you Thorn, we love you 🖤 - Noelle

[undead-furbies]

Host: *sobbing, making incomprehensible noises*

Me (Trauma Holder): That's what I've been saying!

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Hiiiii I'm Caramel! I help with Hypersexual feelings in the bodyyyy. I'm a demon, kind of mischievous and loooove my friends Mint and Vex 🥺 I also fucking love games and just wanna play all the time!

I'm here to throw the middle finger at people when they think we are to be fucked with cuuuuus apparently people like to do that 🙃 I ain't going anywhere biiiiitch!

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We're so tired and I wanna talk about it

So we've been burnout out over the last several months. Like, to the point where our host currently is someone who acts out of survival. Home is hell, we have had several people just be overall shitty to us, lying to us and we are often just left ignored. And i'm done letting it happen.

All of our lives we have had to swallow our anger for the better of others. We have never been allowed to ask for safety because its selfish. We have had to stifle ourselves to the point where we just can't take it anymore. I want to be angry, I want to scream. I want people to know that they can't get away with what they have been doing.

We are still trying to deal with things in our living situation as it isn't the greatest and it is causing us to split and become even more stressed but we are working on it.

So enough with the lies, enough with the comments and enough with the fucking victim complex bullshit. I'm so sick of the most basic lines being crossed. We need to live for ourselves again, but holy shit does our brain make it hard.

Edit: This is not directed to anyone who follows us on this blog!

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We want to be safe...But everytime we feel safe, it gets ripped away from us.

And it hurts all over again.

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We know the inner world is changing but we don't know how. We didn't want to believe it but now it's all foggy and we can't tell what is going on. There have been so many fusions and splits that we have given up trying to keep track.

Arghhh can we stop being in stressful situations so we can have some sort of normalcy?

Also any advice in how to handle this kind of thing is appreciated...

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I drew myself for the first time today...I struggle with a lot of things, but I really like drawing. Its like a form of therapy to me. Very tempted to make my own blog... - Ana

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THIS IS NOT A DRILL, THIS IS NOT A DRILL!!!!

OBLIVION REMASTERED HAS RELEASED!

MONKEY BRAIN ACTIVATED!!!!!!!!

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Fuck BPD...

The worst part is making us relive our worst moments. We don't need to be reminded...

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So I first come around and this laptop is just...A MESS!? Seriously Chrome is using up so much RAM, guess you guys really needed me! - ???

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Went out to a national event for tabletop gaming and won 1st place in the DND 5e category. Honestly it felt so good and we are so fucking proud of ourselves 🥹

It was our first time going and I cannot believe we won! It's a very nerdy award but we made so many new friends and had such a good time! And even got a floppy disk trophy to bring home! And no one can take this experience away from us!

[beardedmrbean]

[theman]

I GOT A FUCKING RAISE THE POTATO WORKED WTF

[tattooedzombigirl]

This potato works. Every. Fucking. Time.

[imanutcase-10]

Then bring me luck

[thirddeadlysin]

the day after I posted this last time I was notified that I was selected for a really cool mentorship gig and got an unrelated glowing review at work