That Girl

My name's Bryanna, I'm sixteen, and this blog is just a daily diary of my life.. which can be sadly amusing, but is usually just boring. That is all, feel free to ask me stuff. :)

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7 months since I've posted anything

and Im so much happier now. I have the most amazing boyfriend and he isn't Jake, which was the best decision of my life. His name is Steven and we've been dating for almost 6 months and when I tell him I love him I mean it. I've never felt this way before, I didn't know it was possible. 

We have the perfect relationship honestly. We've never really gotten in a fight, one of those dramatic ones that everyone says will make or break your relationship. But I take it that since we haven't had one that we're just super compatible. Plus I think our relationship is more mature than most of my peers.. not so much teenage bs, I like to think that ours is real. 

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I'm too afraid to get hurt..that's what's holding me back

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Omg Im pretty sure my sister read my entries

I left my tumblr up on MY laptop and when I went to go on her's was logged in. FUCK. This was supposed to be private. Goddammit I need to get a password for my laptop this friggen sucks. It's like she read my diary, thats what this is!

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Goodbye social life... My parents say I must choose my homework over you

[twin-problems]

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Making Progress

Went for a 4km jog tonight on a route I havent done since september and I could just tell how much better I've gotten because of cross country! Feels so goood.

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I don't think you could take how sad I get sometimes

Cause all you wanna do is party and have a good time with booze and girls...

Show me the real you?

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Sometimes I just miss him

But I know that it's okay.

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I think I like a friend of mine..

I liked him a couple years ago, but I got over him, didnt like him at all for a while

But I danced with him at the last dance and he told me that Im hotter than my sister and he was really drunk and I think he would have kissed me cause he looked like he wanted to but he knows I have been seeing Jake.

Speaking of Jake, I think Im done with him.. gave him a chance but I dont think he wants to date and I heard that hes chatting up my friend.. I can do better than him.

But yeah I was walking home from my bus stop with my friend today and I feel like there's some chemistry.....huh.

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I hate my life.

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Dropping physics class, woooooo

Now I get a spare first period, and I will focus on anthro, bio, and english.

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I just need to date a twin

Because single boys dont understand.

If there's a singleton who will be good to me though, they are welcome to come into my life at any point now :)

[twin-problems]

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Twin Problems

Some guys are just such idiots. I walk into a restaurant beside my school today and they all yell "TWINS!!!!" and all just laugh. Jake was there and he looked really uncomfortable, kinda awkwardly laughing while looking at me.

I wonder if he could tell I was pissed...

Made me wanna cry actually, kinda makes you feel like shit when people dont think of you as an individual. I feel like I become more of just an object, a blonde twin who boys probably just wanna wheel because of it.

Maybe I will start calling them singletons.....good idea?

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Tell me why I always fall for your type

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=m9fUYcxP1UA

Shit I can relate to ^ 

Makes my heart hurt. 

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[Trigger Warning: Rape]

Lifetime rate of rape /attempted rape for women by race:1

All women: 17.6%

White women: 17.7%

Black women: 18.8%

Asian Pacific Islander women: 6.8%

American Indian/Alaskan women: 34.1%

Mixed race women: 24.4%

The rate of rape for indigenous women is just horrifying. This is proooobbbably why you shouldn’t be sexualizing their native dress and wearing it as a Halloween costume. It’s a fucking spit in the face.

Source

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Unfortunately this will not be the last time I will be afraid of literally failing a physics test.