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LOTS OF ART of people that have drawn Isendil. Credit for all these goes to DustyBunnies and Haychen.
Aftermath
"Your goal is to be more brave. Being brave does not mean throwing yourself into combat, or readily giving up your life. You need to be brave emotionally and logically. You can be brave enough to trust in others, brave enough to allow yourself to open back up to friends and family." Isendil was anxious most days since the rescue. He wanted his friends and loved ones to be able to give him a reassuring touch on the shoulder, a hug, or for Santii to fuss over his fronds like she always did. But every time he was touched, he couldn't help but think of Apoleia's slimy, blood-covered hands all over him; or his greasy, sick-feeling empathy trying to latch onto his own. But Santii was right. The entire reason he didn't call out to Llachlan, Vilathara, and Searil when he was grabbed by Apoleia was because he was scared. Not scared for himself...but scared for them. He didn't want the three of them to suffer the same fate he did. Isendil sat up in his cot in the infirmary. Mnostovo was constantly moving back and forth from the back room and the worktable in the center of the infirmary; likely researching everything he can on how to get Vervis back. Santii had moved from her work cot to come sit by Isendil as she worked, her empathy constantly reaching out to his in gentle affirmation. He was anxious. Scared that it would all happen again. And she knew it. He leaned his head back against the wall, staring up at the ceiling silently as the two worked. His head tilted side to side as he had his own cathartic inner monologue. I need to believe in them more. They finished my greatest and most difficult task without losin' a single person...and they did it without my help. I have to have faith in 'em like I did then. His mind went back to that moment in the dungeon. His lungs burned, the incisions itched and stung, and he hadn't slept in days. His empathy was in complete and utter agony, afraid that he wouldn't be able to save the ones he loved from Apoleia and his machinations...until he was hit by a moment of absolute clarity. His family wouldn't give up. They weren't stupid. They would get him out of here, and they would stop Apoleia - with or without him. "I still remember completing my Hunt. The pain and anguish beforehand, only to find relief as if a great weight has been lifted from you." Santii was right. Isendil glanced over to her from his cot, watching her work diligently. Flipping through papers, signing various forms. After a few moments she glanced up at him briefly, giving that sweet and motherly smile that had become all-too-known throughout the Source. Isendil smiled in turn at the woman he considered his mother. She looked back to her work, and he looked back to the ceiling. Time to be more brave.
The Completion.
Drip. Isendil's arms were suspended over his head as he hung from shackles chained to the stone wall. His head hung low, and his untied fronds blocked most of his already blurred vision. His head lolled from side to side in exhausted defiance, still fighting to get free, albeit weakly. Drip. Apoleia hadn't beat him, tortured him, or mangled him like most would. Isendil was actually fairly clean and well-kept...save for four surgically precise cuts along his chest. They were perfectly symmetrical; one running from just under his armpit to his collarbone, and a twin to match on the left side. Two more were lower, just between his ribs. Apoleia came every day to ensure that these wounds remained open. Drip. Sap had been oozing from him for days. Apoleia had not only kept the wounds open, but he had been collecting the sap. Isendil's chains rattled as his weight shifted lazily. His mind had been blank for the most part, save for constantly thinking about everyone back home, and the specifics of his Hunt. A rush of lucidity came over him, as he began to relive the dream of when he was first called... Drip. He was alone in a clearing standing against a massive being of shadow. It loomed over him ominously, beginning to spawn smaller shadow beasts around the clearing. One at a time, Isendil fought them...and for each one he defeated, a being of light arose and joined him in the fight until only the behemoth was left. As he faced it, it began to grow and expand, and Isendil positioned himself between it and his new allies...and as it reached him-- Normally he woke up by now. The dream had played in his head while he slept over and over, why was it only now finishing? The beings of light swarmed around the behemoth, pushing Isendil back just before the shadows could swallow him. With a roaring groan of defiance and disbelief, the shadow was gone. Isendil fell to his knees and hung his head...before his vision revealed him back in the dungeon. Drip. He managed a smile. Even in these cold, dark, underground halls, he suddenly felt warm. Relieved. "So Apoleia wasn't the point. Relying on everyone was...leanin' on 'em." He lifted his head and closed his eyes with that smile as if absorbing warm sunlight for the first time in months. There was no sun. Merely blackness, and the sound of-- Drip. Figures came into his sight. Santii, Trisbaine, Llachlan, Seicemar, Vilathara, Aoibheann. Phantoms that weren't actually there. Oaken, Keiranon, Skoryy, Searil, Astairre, Ruiel. They all turned to face him. Mnostovo, Phi, Julyan, Ruinali, Vailynt, Aindheal. And they smiled lovingly. Isendil lidded his eyes, tears welling up. "Thank you all. For lovin' me." His body went limp, and he let go of his chains; dangling there lifelessly. The last thing he saw was their smiles before his world went black. His Hunt was over. Isendil stopped fighting. Drip.
Every day of Isendil's life.
Santii training Isendil in Mount Maelstrom, the morning before he got shot.
`When Issy gets protective and interrogative. EDIT: I have no idea why the first screenshot got rid of all of Simuel's emotes. Sad day. :(
If Isendil were other races...
Genderbent Issy, and noseless face Issy.
THE NIGHTMARE. (AU)
He had always believed they returned to the Dream once they died.
That it was a like the Mists...only different. That they got to be with their loved ones after they'd led a full life.
And he was just told by those he loved and respected that he was wrong.
Isendil stood in the Brisban graveyard, staring at the headstone of the two children he'd recently dug up. He had told himself it was to save them...to allow them to be with their loved ones. He shouldn't have done it. If he can't be with those he loves when he passes, why should they? Tears began spilling down his face as he clenched his fists and tensed his body.
Don't you dare cry...
He heard the sound of light footsteps behind him. Perhaps it was just the gravekeeper...until a sweet, familiar voice meekly asked him:
"D-Do you want a hug...?"
He didn't answer. He couldn't answer...because the truth was that no, he didn't. But he didn't want to crush her spirit. His silence was met with silence, as she wrapped her arms around him and prodded at his empathy with her own in an attempt to soothe him.
"I feel...hate, Ruiel. I feel the Nightmare."
"Y-You feel-...no. You can't hate forever. Not you, Isendil."
He stared at her for a long moment. What was the point in loving others? If they all disappeared and ceased to exist, not even capable of enjoying the memories they contribute to the Dream...why even try? Why continue to love this fragile flower before him?
What did Mother ever do for him...?
"You're wrong, Ruiel," he spat, "Hate is all there is. Mother is a liar...and the Dream makes promises it doesn't keep."
He grabbed her by the throat and threw her to the ground. Ruiel stifled a scream, staring up at him with wide, unbelieving eyes. He couldn't have just done that...not her Isendil. She scrambled to her feet to try and hug him again...but he was gone in the blink of an eye. Shadows gathered around her as she trembled in fear, and a voice whispered;
"Hate is all I know. So fuck the Dream. Fuck Mother."
"Fuck the Inflorescence. And fuck you."
The point of a dagger was suddenly protruding from her chest. She began to gasp for air. It disappeared just as quickly as it had come as she collapsed onto the ground.
His blade dripped with her sap as he stormed off down the hill of the graveyard, and as she reached out for him desperately, the world went dark...
THE TEMPTATION.
"It's not fair..."
GIVE ME THE NAME OF ONE OF MY OCS IN MY ASKBOX AND I'LL ANSWER THE FOLLOWING QUESTIONS TO THE BEST OF MY ABILITY
01. Full name:
02. Best friend:
03. Sexuality:
04. Favorite color:
05. Relationship status:
06. Ideal mate:
07. Turn-ons:
08. Favorite food:
09. Crushes:
10. Favorite music:
11. Biggest fear:
12. Biggest fantasy:
13. Bad habits:
14. Biggest regret:
15. Best kept secrets:
16. Last thought:
17. Worst romantic experience:
18. Biggest insecurity:
19. Weapon of choice:
20. Role Model:
I haven’t rambled about any of my OC’s in a while, gimme!
THE GOODBYE, PART 2.
THE GOODBYE, PART 1.
DEPARTURE.
Only a few more days.
Isendil struggled to put on his coat with his sore rib. The battle with the Arbor forces was probably the closest to open war he had been. It reminded him of his upcoming venture to Harathi...then his experience with war would be real. Even so, he was happy with his performance...as were the others, seemingly. The huge orange Knight that gave him this broken rib got paid back in spades.
I'd rather have a broken rib than a dagger in my skull.
He looked to the bed where Astairre lay, still sleeping, and smiled. His boot steps quiet and heavy, he leaned down to plant a soft, quick kiss on her lips. He loved her, even if his insecurities and doubts prevented him from giving her everything. He glanced to the door and frowned.
There's so much that I love out there, too. And I'm not the only thing she loves...I can't be.
He looked back to her. Only a few more days.
He walked through the door with some sense of finality. His days were numbered, he knew, and he was going to make the best of them.
A commission of my character, Isendil, that a friend and guildmate did. It's pretty rad.
Turnus counseling Isendil, like the good big bro 'vari he is.