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eliisunflower

How to improve as a person: .

♡ Take care of plants and animals.

♡ Drink a lot of water.

♡ Do not judge others, try to help them.

♡ Analyze your faults and try to improve them.

♡ Always smile, be happy to be alive.

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kawaiikittn

Haven’t posted in a bit ;-;

this edit is mine c:

wannabeisolated

melancholy-lover

“I’m stuck in an endless cycle of self hatred, despair, and craving your love.”

brokenflicker

"You told me you'd always be here if I needed you, but now it's 2am and I needed you more now then ever but you're not here."

— I tried to reach out, but I wasn't going to beg you to stay

ammwritings

I can be needy, way too damn needy

If you take too long to reply to me, I can’t promise how I’ll react. There’s a chance I start overthinking. That I’m not good enough. That I did something wrong and made you mad. That you suddenly changed your mind about me and you’re done with me. But the reason I act that way is because I’m scared to lose you. That you’ll walk out of my life without an explanation, like many people already did.

Lately I’ve been on a rollercoaster. A lot of ups and downs. Trying to get a hold of my emotions, to understand them and to deal with them. One minute I’m fine, next second I’m overthinking everything in my life and can’t be happy. Lately nothing seems real and I’m not sure of anything. One thing I’m sure of is that I need you close.

I scream and shout for who I love and what I believe in. I get very passionate about things I care about, but I don’t give a fuck. I admit that I’m a little messed up. I can be very insecure at times and take it out on you. But I promise I can pretend I’m fine and nothing’s wrong in public.

I’m obsessive and I love too hard. I don’t love someone easily anymore, but when I do, I love hard. Almost obsessed, even. I would do anything for you and make you happy. Put you first, make your happiness my priority. Put your wants and needs above mine.

I know I can be needy. Way too damn needy. I just love the feeling of being wanted and needed. I’m the kind of person who needs attention and validation. I want to feel good enough and wanted. I know people care about me, but I don’t mind to be reminded every once in awhile.

I’m sorry that I’m up and down a lot. I’m sorry you have to put up with my mood swings. I’m sorry that you have to hear me tear myself down. I’m sorry that I think I’m not enough. I’m sorry that I need a lot of attention. I’m sorry that I immediately start thinking the worst when I don’t feel needed. I’m sorry for being needy. I’m sorry if I say sorry too much.

You can call me selfish, but after everything I’ve been through I can’t help it. I’m scared of opening up and tearing my walls down. I’m scared of being too vulnerable and end up hurt. I’m scared of giving too much love and stay left behind empty. I’m scared of loving too hard and not getting the love returned. But what you can trust is that once I love you, I love you so much. I won’t stop loving you anytime soon. You got me, I promise.

I'm sick of feeling on my own, I wish I had someone to talk to and vent to that actually cared. I need a hug

soullessvamp94

Sucks when you're feeling yourself getting bad again mentally to where you cant express how you feel or think since you yourself don't understand why you feel the way you do or thinking to much and yet nothing at the same time. Hate that i am pushing people away because i secretly think they are annoyed with me, hate me, or I'm bothering/bugging them so much to where i am backing away and not talking. I don't know what to do....i can't even think straight