Hey looking for a Merlin fic on ao3 where Merlin has this waking nightmare that he kills Arthur and betrays Camelot. Ghost Lancelot (aka dream Lancelot who is pretending to be the actual Lancelot from beyond the grave) tells him that the dragon lied to him and his real destiny is to kill Arthur.
Eventually Merlin loses the ability to distinguish between the nightmare and real life. Actual-real-life-Arthur is continuously greeted with Merlin in a kind of sleepwalking state coming into his room at night.
Ive been searching for this fic for like months. Please let me know if you know it!
I don't but I will take a look for ya!!










