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ruby | she/her, 21, indian | prev ashenlilac

[thelunchbox2013]

2023

- DON'T LET YOURSELF BE MISERABLE ANYMORE

- WRITE MORE LETTERS

- GRAB LIFE BY THE LAPELS AND MAKE OUT WITH IT

- GO TO EVERY MUSEUM IN THE CITY

- SMILE AT STRANGERS MORE

- PUT UP MORE STUFF ON THE BEDROOM WALLS

- MORE BOOKS LESS INTERNET

- TO LOVE LIFE, TO LOVE IT EVEN WHEN YOU HAVE NO STOMACH FOR IT

[ijaazat]

anyways ask me to write your assignments, be your assistant, teach you basic science linguistics or literature, idk anything so that i can get by and eat and move out of this shitty place

ko f i

[ijaazat]

will be moving cities soon and i am trying to do things as much as possible. thanks for ur help. let me make u a moodboard, playlist, write something for you, do your homework, etc etc

[ijaazat]

will be packing, moving, eating all by 27th april and i dont get paid until 3rd may. tutoring two boys but that’s grocery money. so yeah.

[ijaazat]

goal is 25/150 usd

bus tickets moving my stuff etc .

[ijaazat]

65/150

[thelunchbox2013]

the pope died? like in conclave 2024?

[eleheba]

the good nurse🍊🩸

[paticmak]

:o

[niccoguedes]

Is that what makes you fascinating?

IWTVS2

[ijaazat]

GOT A JOB! for sure !!

just need to reach that place asap via flight and flights are expensive. found a place to move into and used my savings to pay for rent n deposit etc so plsplsps last time fr i am an employeed girlie now if i reach on timeeee mwah

sorry and forever grateful to u all i got thru this year because of u

heres ko fi etc

[ijaazat]

down to my last 3ish dollars (300rs) so yeah !! thanks again!!

[ijaazat]

get paid on 12th! until then neeed help

[aye-of-newt]

love lies bleeding has something for every lesbian: muscles, greasy working class twig of a butch, mind fucking, fucking, gore, insane relationship timeline they met less than 24 hours ago and are living together, slime, don't forget the cat, girl that makes your skin crawl, eroticism of smoking, eroticism of injecting, eroticism of committing unspeakable violence for someone, normal eroticism, acab, bugs, juxtaposing eroticism of smoking with the reality of it in a metaphoric representation of a character's drive toward both rebellion and destruction as well as adding to a through-line motif of inevitable ends, triumph, toe stuff, artifice, (and how it collides with reality), revenge, decent, ascension, running away, being stuck, being found, being found out, home haunts you, you can't ever go home, the 80's, obligation, freedom, having a fucked up relationship with your dad, having the fucked up realization that despite everything you've done to fight it maybe you really are exactly like your dad, deciding that all the thousand ways in which you are not like him are more important, you will tear yourself bleeding cursing spitting from the jaws of being like your father with the very tools he handed you, new mexico

[sillyguy-supreme]

white americans when you tell them that the idea of climate change as an impending disaster is a reductive first world perspective because it’s a tangible reality for many in the global south already:

[sillyguy-supreme]

maybe if you see south and southeast asians dying in the heat and latin americans dying in floods and all you think of is imagining a reality where YOU are affected, then you should rethink how you see people of color. if you cannot see climate change as a real disaster until it is other americans dying in the heat and the floods and not just black and brown people, then don’t talk about climate change until you can acknowledge the grim reality of climate change for everyone.

[wulfhalls]

The Zone of Interest (2023) | dir. Jonathan Glazer

[dailyflicks]

Desert Hearts 1985 | dir. Donna Deitch

[moonlightsdream]

FILMS in 2024: 08 | Monster 怪物 (2023) — dir. Koreeda Hirokazu

[grecoromanyaoi]

why do i have to explain to grown ass adults that human rights r called human rights bc every single human is entitled to them bc they r human, n they should never b taken away no matter who they are or what they did. and that advocating for the removal of human rights, nomatter who the target of it is, is not only incredibly cruel but will eventually spiral and lead to oppression. didnt we learn that shit in like 5th grade.

[grecoromanyaoi]

"well you see taking away THIS group's human rights will fix ever-" no it wont!! it wont!!!!! and it never will!!!!

[389]

Gasoline Rainbow (2024) dir. Turner Ross, Bill Ross IV

[evenbriar]

Ellwood

tw: blood

[dearly]

ALL OF US STRANGERS (2023)

[highway-61-revisited]

It’s not been anywhere near close to long enough. How could it ever be?

Vanishing Acts, Jodi Picoult // All Of Us Strangers, dir. Andrew Haigh, Searchlight Pictures // Mary Oliver // Aristotle And Dante Discover The Secrets Of The Universe, Benjamin Alire Sáen // Unknown // In A Dream You Saw A Way To Survive, Clementine von Radics // The Haunting Of Bly Manor