Nature Boy Analysis :
A Deep Mother Wound & Lost Root Chakra . . .
Since coming back online after my Mini Digital Detox, I haven't been exempt from the latest updates in politics, world news, pop culture analysis and celebrity dramas. In a small way I have always expressed opinions about these topics. I don't really have a choice to ignore it unless I continue living an unplugged lifestyle, with limited media exposure. However, that's not reality. Many times when I think of creating content around these topics my ancestors & Guides oppose because they say it's distracting information ( see reason C ) and really it is! I personally don't like to focus my content around these type of events and stories because I feel like :
(A) enough people cover them online
(B) they get blown out of proportion in all ways, always
(C) most of these events are major distractions and detractors from the very journey that we are on as individuals and the things we need to fulfill right in front our face!
Many of us cannot single handedly nor collectively stop the war in Palestine, Epstein, Trump and whatever other dark agenda you choose to focus on for the week. However, you can address the healing and transformation needed within your own lineage, community and backyard which may catapult you onto a level where you can make impactful moves on a bigger scale. It starts small though. Many times we use world/public events to escape from our present reality and the work that's in front of us. It's time I restart to share just a little bit more opinions on SOME (not all) things that wash up on the shores of the collective consciousness. One of these things I've been engaging with is The Downfall of Nature Boy series on YouTube by Hood Horrors.
This is a 40+ part episodic series explaining a young man's traumatic upbringing turned psychotic break cloaked as spiritual uprising, enlightenment, freedom & community building. After watching this series I damn near wanna stop making spiritual content and stop promoting lifestyles and teachings all together. However, I am speaking on this topic because even though this is one story that blew up after years and years, especially thanks to Hulu commodification of the story, who's to say the next cult followings and leaders aren't already among us? Should we be scared to continue engaging with online spiritual communities? Should we be wary of watching spiritual teachings online? Going on retreats? Deepening our understanding of self and the world through concepts like connecting with nature?
After watching about half of this series there were key themes that stuck out to me :
mind control
brainwashing
"reprogramming"
disassociation
All things I astrologically associate with sidereal Aquarius... want to know more? Scroll through my feed to find out about Sidereal Aquarius or book a session with me!
Everything boiled down to his deeply traumatic Mother Wound.
Most of his following/followers were women. I read a comment under the video that said "the universe kept sending him everything he needed and he abused it." I agree. The problem wasn't his charisma, leadership or ability to influence and gather people from near and far. Even some of the initial teachings, though most psychosis-driven and detached from reality, weren't all bad or wrong. In fact, I believe his driving force to "connect with nature" was really a subconscious cry for help, nurturing and reaching out for the mother that he never had and always wanted, but could achieve by connecting with The Ultimate facet of the Divine Feminine : nature. However, deep wounds embedded since childhood weren't fully addressed!
They were cloaked and disassociated from with spiritual dogma and overloading one's self with information.
It seemed he suffered from, yes : mental health issues (that I will not falsely label or diagnose here), but I asked my spirits what else am I looking at?
The reply was : Demon Possession & Infestation. This was ultimately expressed via domination tactics done to keep whatever dark entities alive and in control of something/someone by any means necessary. Nature Boy was a vessel inflicted with sickness and disease, manifesting through every part of his being and spreading to those whom he could successfully infect. I noticed a pattern where he and his followers were always banished and evicted from every place they tried to dwell. They had to constantly exist nomadically. Thinking of this reminds me of movies like Venom and Sinners. Both motion pictures where antagonists can disguise themselves within a human body, but in actuality they are deeply spiritually, morally and physically inflicted creatures.
And yes, they wished to recruit others to join them.
Side Note : spiritual protection is so important. You cannot always notice the threat! Sometimes, it's too late. BUT you can mitigate harmful encounters through workings, prayers, rituals, amulets and washes. But also with silence, privacy, ignorance, fasting and withholding too. You can starve anything.
In the series he mentions a moment where he woke up in a hospital bed and didn't know what reality he was in. He started to have frightening dreams with dark figures there. My question is : what if these were the demons he needed to address once & for all?
Or maybe we are all completely wrong! What if these entities were even ancestors revealing themselves to help him?
cuz truth be told, sometimes we confuse dark spirits/entities with "bad" spirits/entities and that's not always the truth...everything isn't love & light or super binary all the time...
We are all constantly treading forces of light and dark, good and evil, moral and immoral. Ultimately, we are left with the final choice to let either possess us. Just like in Sinners, we have to allow entry to these spirits/entities.
His wounded feminine energy and mother wound, turned him into anything but a "master teacher" as he called himself, but rather A Master Manipulator : Twisting words, teachings and philosophies into whatever sick agenda that suited him at any given moment. His extremist language and behavior, spell casting like a warlock whose mere utterance could shift someone's consciousness and reality was dangerous. The power of the tongue is a gift, but a danger when the person speaking is plagued with psychosis. Discernment is important when engaging with any information because you never know when someone is trying to "reprogramming" you with content and teachings. Nature Boy came across :
Very much “do as I say, not as I do” . . .
People can use anything even religion, healing, love, light and any teachings, techniques or philosophies as a gateway & distraction from darker intentions like self worship and domination, causing you to turn a blind eye against them. All the bad things are "out there" but never from them. Not within any of their teachings, techniques, words or actions. And God forbid someone has any rebuttal against them, they flip the narrative always making sure to absolve their responsibility of harm while also making it seem like they're truly being honest and merely "controlling their narrative". This is often how evil works. It's never "that bad" until you're sprawled all the way out in some bullshit!
He seems to have genuinely wanted the family & community structure that he never had as a child , but didn’t even know what the beginnings of that was! He ignorantly went out of his way--through Central America--to recreate the trauma he still hadn't processed from childhood. The wounds of not having a mother, stable housing or a grounding community and the wounds of bodily neglect were all principles he used to create a twisted version of "community" and reality. Surrounding himself with people whom he could dominate & who would worship him was the only kind of community he was creating.
He had way too many layers of abuse that he ultimately disassociated from through disregard for his body, location changes and constant integration of extremists narratives. He was taken out of his body at a young age and he in turn trained his close followers on ways to abandon their bodies too. When the body is abandoned, the mind can be a host for anything.
One of the key things he did wrong in my opinion : "Healing" independently. Healing isn't done solely in seclusion and requires grounding too. Too put it simple, he went crazy for many reasons. The main one being psychosis (crown/third eye) and ignoring his heart (body). Disregarding & abusing the Divine Feminine, Mother God and women in his life--despite his "beliefs" and teachings.
The Divine Mother would not encourage anyone to desecrate their own temple or abandon their one true home : the body
He sold his traumato people who, like lost children, over-identified with it, abandoning their own lives, stories, dreams and thoughts. Wanting someone to do the work for them, wanting someone to "lead" them and take on whatever their alignment was truly supposed to be. The followers saw something in him that they were afraid to realize and act on within themselves, they gave their power away. Lost inner children wanting to be led and parented. Father Wounds?
Mother wounds often attract Father Wounds, because there's a missing piece that each can fulfill. This is not wrong, It's natural. But abusing and misusing one or the other is where it goes south. The same devoted followers are the ones who outed him! Once the trance wore off long enough for them to snap out of it and realize they were being abused, humiliated and hosts for darkness & demons to see the light of day.
I remember in 2019 I began watching people similar to Nature Boy. Growing up with a father who fed me and my siblings lots of conscious content, I thought conspiracy theories and content where things were constantly "exposed" as dark agendas was okay.
It didn't last long though, I had to stop watching this content because it would leave me lying awake at night contemplating if the world was really that sad, evil & twisted. These theoretical viewpoints, extremists breakdowns and timeline tracings of whatever dark & demonic agenda they were trying to prove put me in states of psychosis & fear. It was like engaging with nightmares constantly. It didn’t sit right in my spirit. It didn’t sit right with my body!
Your conscious mind can be fooled, manipulated, clouded with information, images and perspectives that challenge so much, but your body and even more, your subconscious is much harder to fool!
Your subconscious is something bigger than you, that you are linked to. Something that knows the way, the truth & true light, even in the dark. Even if it cannot always be explained in Instagram lives, tiktok breakdowns, YouTube videos or posts like these. Your subconscious when examined with time and care will always link you back to the Divine. To what's right and true. And that truth should resonate with you all the way down to the base level of existence : your body & your physical reality. THE ROOT CHAKRA. When you are being robbed of self determination, when you are being pushed out of your body, RUN!
EVEN IF IT'S DRESSED UP AS A SPIRITUAL TEACHING!
Sometimes we are looking too hard for the truth.
Truth CAN be shocking, mind boggle & blowing. Truth can very well shatter realities you thought existed and create new ones. Truth can be the nightmare and terrors we don’t want to acknowledge , but it can also be the complete opposite as well. The Truth about “Truth” is that it’s a lot more complex than denying everything as you know it to take up some new and alternative lifestyle or weaponizing brutal honesty. Truth requires us to acknowledge duality and integrate more than one belief or perspective into our lives, Not disassociate completely or wildly expose ourselves and others. Why?
We have to ask ourselves : Are we confusing shock value for soul food?!?!
Shock value can be used to manipulate you. I asked this question at the beginning of March 2026 in a video caption right around the time when people in the collective (maybe even yourself) was obsessing over Trump, Epstein files and more…
How does intaking that information FEEL in your body?! Does it excite you and invigorate you? Does it feel jarring? And is this the energy you wish to program your body to exist with?! An energy of being constantly shocked or triggered and living in states of fear and uncertainty?? Even more, slowly desensitizing one's self???
This is a key way to know something is out of alignment and whether fully truthful or not, it doesn’t have to be a narrative YOU hold within your nervous system and psyche. Sometimes we confuse being consumed by the latest piece of shocking information, with “soul food” or something that is actually feeding us spiritually, like The Divine Mother would. It’s easy to confuse fear (mongering) and psychosis for awakening & enlightenment.
True awakening doesn’t alienate you from your being, your body or your heart. True awakening shouldn't desensitize you.
This is why the Divine Mother — the divine feminine—will prevail always. This is also the core thing that Nature Boy and his followers missed in their journey. If you happen to watch this series for entertainment purposes be very careful! Repeatedly watching episodes of someone ranting psychotic rhetoric is not healthy! However, I think it's more important to use this example as a way to identify when you are engaging with someone who is sick, desensitized, wounded in their feminine energy, a narcissist, false teacher and when they're trying to infect you with the same demons. This can happen ANYWHERE : in your own family, at a church! Watch for :
Little/No Self Reflection or Consideration of Others
Manipulating Their Image/Titles/Names
Constantly Talking and Doesn't Seek Authentic Feedback
Brainwashing Themselves/Others with Information
Constant Exposure/Obsession with a Certain Topic/Field of Discussion
No Consideration for Emotional Landing/Bodily Responses
Obsessed with Shock Value
Wants to Isolate You with Them to Corner you into Acceptance
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