Simple life and a cup of joy

Ind. Quin-muse South Park blog for Mrs. Tweak (heavily headcanon based), Bridon Gueermo, a "new kid" OC Clyde Donovan, and The Mole written by Ari sideblog to wunderweather

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smileduponyou‌:

Christophe being open and fragile in front of him was a high rarity. The French boy usually kept his emotions, his fears, his doubts in an iron grip level of control. But it seemed that the iron had splintered and everything was flooding out. The only time Gregory could remember Mole breaking like this was years ago, when they were kids. The thought and the following words make Gregory tighten his grip on his best friend, holding him as close as physically possible. 

Hearing these words, these doubts… they hurt. It hurt to hear Mole suffering from so much pain and doubt with no way to smother or channel it correctly. How long? How long had Christophe kept all of this from him? Suffered in silence while Gregory moved through his own life in ignorance? The very notion was enough to pain him. 

“ ‘Tophe…” he begins, the nickname coming back and weighed down with pain and such deep gentleness, a tenderness that Gregory reserved majorly for the Mole. They were friends for so long, so very long, that it was only natural to give that kind of tone to him. 

“Nothing you do, nothing you say… will ever make me leave you. Not now, not later; Not in this lifetime.”

     ⛏ᴄʜʀɪsᴛᴏᴘʜᴇ;;– His breath was still caught in his throat, shaky and hitched as he tried to pull himself together. It was hard-- He’d never let himself break this hard, ever, really. He hated letting pain seep through. He himself tried to shove it all off into a corner, play ignorance to the pain he’d ever felt in his life. Ignorance was bliss, after all... Wasn’t it?

     That’s what he’d latched onto almost all his life. Hold it in, pretend you don’t have pain-- Build a wall, a shell, a protective coat so no one has to know... And so you can act you don’t know. Maybe then people will stay.

    He wanted so bad to believe Gregory. He wanted to pull the full trust in his friend that he really would stay with him. But, if he were being so honest, he held a long time anxiety that shot through the roof. He’d always worried Gregory would finally see the way everyone else did.

     ‘ You say that... ‘ Another shaky breath that became a sigh as it dragged out. ‘ You say that now, Rory... Give it a few more years though. Part of me wishes that I just stayed in that cold dark place years ago before Kenny... ‘

     He stopped-- Not wanting to drag that part on longer. ‘ I’m sure no one would ever have to deal with my bullshit again... And I don’t even want to deal with it now. ‘

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@smileduponyou from

     ⛏ᴄʜʀɪsᴛᴏᴘʜᴇ;;– He never let his emotions slip through the cracks like this for a long time. Not since before he met anyone that even ever mattered to him after his father. Today, however, ended up being the day the dam was flowing a little too full, finally busting open that caused this sudden fit. His chest felt tight, his eyes stung, and tears hit the floor and stained his face. He was visibly shaking from the sudden release of YEARS of holding everything back.

     He flinched when Gregory pulled him into that hug, his shoulders tense and the rest of him frozen in place. After a moment, however, he loosened up-- Head rested against his friend’s shoulder as he took in shaky breaths. ‘ Why am I such a fuck up? ‘ He hid his face now.

     ‘ Why does everything I ever touch end up leaving my life? My mother hates me, my father isn’t around because of me, all the friends I used to have abandoned me well before I moved because they thought I was too much. ‘ He stopped and took in another shaky breath, not sure how to proceed... Yet it slipped out like he didn’t need to think about it-- ‘ And how long before I somehow do something to hurt and make you leave too? ‘

[dovingmemes]

random sentence starters

random sentences for any / multiple scenario(s). change around as you see fit.

“ who do you think you are? “

“ wait , did you just say you love me? “

“ please just … leave me alone. “

“ i’m so happy! “

“ is this a gift for me? “

“ hey! i’ve got something for you! wait right here! “

“ i love you. “

“ shut up! shut the fuck up! “

“ who told you that?! i didn’t say that! “

“ w — what? “

“ … i’m sorry. “

“ what? ME have a crush on YOU? whaaaaaat?! haha! what? pfft … shut up! “

“ bitch , guess what? “

“ oh my god … “

“ fuck you to fucking hell! “

“ man … go to hell. “

“ what did you just send me? “

“ what did you just say? “

“ they’re totally checking you out right now. “

“ jealous?! i’m not jealous! “

“ are you jealous? “

“ wow … you’re hot when you’re angry. “

“ wow … your smile is breathtaking. “

“ you’re so stupid. “

“ okay! that’s it! put your dukes up! “

“ you don’t want me. “

“ question , you’re not dating anyone , are you? “

“ let me take you out on a date. “

“ i swear to god i’m going to scream at the top of my lungs. “

“ no! don’t tickle me! “

“ i’m not good for you , trust me. “

“ no offense but i’m out of your league. “

“ so , how does it feel to know me? a blessing , isn’t it? “

“ … why does this card say ‘ happy 3rd birthday ‘? “

“ so what will it be tonight? “

“ please , let me listen to celine dion in the dark in peace. “

“ i don’t love you. “

“ you don’t love me. “

“ … is there something you want? “

“ you know , you’re really cute. “

“ god , just let me fucking love you , you idiot! “

“ shh … don’t cry. “

“ i just feel like everything is falling apart. “

“ DON’T YOU DARE! DON’T YOU FUCKING DARE! “

“ hello darkness my old friend … “

“ so … do i get a goodnight kiss? “

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Sentence Starters - Parlour Tricks

lyrics from songs by the band Parlour Tricks.

“I like to run away from my mistakes before I make them.”

“You’re not my kind of [woman / man / person].”

“Put your head on my shoulder.”

“It’s been one of those nights.”

“I know it’s time to stop, but…”

“I’m not ready to go.”

“You’re like no one I know.”

“With your head on my shoulder, honey, I will brave the storm.”

“Whatcha got in the bag? Can I have it?”

“What’s your name? I forgot when you told me.”

“I said you could go out, but you stay.”

“You didn’t give me time to get ready.”

“When I change my mind… you disappear.”

“What’s the difference? I know you’re waiting for me.”

“I was yours right from the start.”

“I hear you knocking, but you can’t come in.”

“You said it gets better, but you didn’t say when.”

“You’re out of sight, not out of mind.”

“Nothing else matters when I wear the red dress.”

“How can it be so rotten when it feels so good?”

“It all went wrong, like you said it would.”

“But I’m awful glad you’re mine.”

“It’s true- this is the best that I can do.”

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smileduponyou‌:

The words would have seemed unimportant to anyone else but they’re enough to make Gregory stop, slowly setting down what he is holding. Had Mole honestly forgotten? Really? Something about that stings a bit but he doesn’t show it, expression steeling and lips pulling into a thin line. 

“Avez-vous oublié cela facilement?“ he questions, using French to punctuate his own emotions just a bit more sharply than English would allow him to. The blond stands but doesn’t look at Christophe, instead walking over to dig in his dresser in order to keep looking for the plush that was currently missing. 

“You gave me that plush so I could, and I quote, “Have someone to talk to other than yourself”.” 

After all, Mole couldn’t be at Gregory’s house all the time and he had no pets back then along with no friends outside of the little French boy. Being home was lonely and so Gregory talked to himself just so it would sound like there was some kind of life in the house. Just so it didn’t feel so fucking empty. This was why Athena was so important. Athena wasn’t just some old plush doll… Athena was a friend, a childhood treasure, a gift given to him so he wouldn’t go insane with loneliness.

And having that forgotten is painful in its own way.

“Mais si c'est ce que vous ressentez, vous pouvez partir.”

     ⛏ᴄʜʀɪsᴛᴏᴘʜᴇ;;– There was a certain stiffness that overtook his body at Gregory’s use of French. His eyes focused on the bed and never shifted. Had he forgotten so easily? Sure, he probably has. But it’d been years since the initial delivery of it, so how could he remember any of the finer details anymore? Then again... He could easily recount the time his late father--

     Well, there was no sense dwelling on it now. The damage was done. And he stood still, very faint flashes of memory in his head as he remembered where this took place, how it was given... And the original intent that was more than just a toy meant to be put in the closet some odd years down the line. He’d forgotten what it originally was. He’d forgotten that it was meant to be a companion-- Since the blonde was always pretty alone in this big house.

     Again, no sense of him dwelling on it. He wasn’t going to stay, part of him telling himself that he’d only make it worse for the both of them. He gave a sigh and walked to the door where his hand rested before looking back over his shoulder. ‘ Je suppose que désolé ne le fixer en ce moment, donc je vais. Lemme know when you find it, I guess, I’m going to go to Tweak Bros for a while. ‘

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A small laugh sounds from her, a gloved hand coming up to hold her cheek as she smiled. “Why, it’s about your dear best friend, Craig. Aren’t you curious to know why Tweek suddenly left? Why he’s so angry and bitter towards all of you now?” This new idea of hers was one she’d contemplated on for a little while. Seeing just have devastated Super Craig was to lose Tweek, she had wondered: how would he react to losing his best friend as well? Only one way for her to really find out.

Mirage keeps her slow pace as she circles the bug based hero. The darkness nearly hiding the black mist that swirled around them both had it not glimmered in the moonlight. “If you don’t want to listen then I’ll be happy to play a little game with you. Maybe break your wings, or a rib or two, I’m certainly not picky.” She shrugs, finally stopping in front of the brunette. Sharp blue eyes filled with malice and darkness stared up at the so called hero. The weakest link in all of the Freedom Pals.

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     💦𝐶𝑙𝑦𝑑𝑒;;– There was only silence from him, sense of unease raising to nearly uncontrollable levels. Of course, she had to bring that up-- The one thing that’s prevented Craig from being actively participant in any of the big missions.  Tweek’s disappearance hit everyone like a 10-tonne weight... But of all of them, it really hit Craig the most. He was always beside himself as of late. Much as he tried to figure something out from all the scouting he’d been doing, he couldn’t figure out how Mirage sunk into Tweek so deeply and turned him against them. Mosquito couldn’t place blame on anyone other than Mirage, none of them could. Tweek for being easily manipulated, sure, but that was a bomb of epic proportions waiting to happen.

     He still attempted to keep his ground, even after her threat. He wouldn’t budge-- Not even if he could feel himself quake just a little. He had to. ‘ We all know what you did to him. Craig he-- He’s almost been shitting himself since we found out he was really missing. Whatever you did, whatever you said it--it isn’t going to be something I’m willing to sit in on. ‘

[themcaringbrnettes]

smileduponyou‌:

That ‘stuffed giraffe’ meant a lot more to the Brit than Christophe seemed to fully realize. 

So much so that the suggestion of actually replacing her, replacing a gift of all things, causes Gregory to pause and look at Mole as if the other boy had just smacked him upside the head instead of just suggesting the replacement of a lost plush giraffe.

“I will pretend I did not hear you say that, ‘Tophe…” that Giraffe was not replaceable in any manner other than physical. There were years of gratitude and affection in that old girl and he would find her even if he had to tear the house apart.

     ⛏ᴄʜʀɪsᴛᴏᴘʜᴇ;;– ‘ Yeesh! Ne vous laissez pas votre culotte dans un noeud. ‘ 

     He stood up and rolled his shoulder. Really, he couldn’t comprehend why this was such a big deal for him. Not that he was really in any place to judge him. And all he did was merely offer a suggestion, should things go ass backward out of absolutely nowhere.Guess that wasn’t about to be appreciated.

     ‘ I don’t get it though, I won that thing in a carnival in France when I was a kid. It was mere Euros when I got it. Frankly, I’m shocked you even kept it all these years. ‘ And that was the way he remembered it. There wasn’t much sentimental value in it-- Other than him just handing it off to the only friend he’d had at the time. Was he remembering this wrong then?

[themcaringbrnettes]

smileduponyou‌:

“I would not be panicking if this involved a woman, Mole!” the Brit answers while still tearing his room apart. No, no, no! Everywhere he looked he didn’t find her! Where in the world could she have gone!? Running a hand through his disarrayed hair, Gregory finally admits to what is going on.

“I cannot locate Athena!”

     ⛏ᴄʜʀɪsᴛᴏᴘʜᴇ;;– ‘ Athena? You mean that stuffed giraffe? ‘

     Despite what Gregory thought about it, Christophe didn’t see the value in such a cheap thing. He’d won it at some kind of carnival back when he was visiting Paris-- And he gave it to Gregory because he felt like he had to bring something back for the guy who’s more than a decent friend to him. It was absolutely cheap... Yet for some reason he seemed to like it way more than he expected. So much so he was apparently freaking out that it was lost.

     ‘ Did you check the crack between the wall and the bed? Sometimes things fall down there too. ‘ He walked over and checked under the bed. ‘ It’s just a dumb giraffe. Facilement remplacé, we can get another one off Amazon or something. ‘

[smileduponyou]

“Where is she?! Where?!” the rather desperate cry can be heard from the Brit’s room as he digs around, making a mess.

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     ⛏ᴄʜʀɪsᴛᴏᴘʜᴇ;;– He had just barely walked into the house, his head snapping upwards when he heard Gregory’s cry-- Which lead him upstairs and had him turning his head. ‘ One of your failed romances stalking you, mon amie? ‘

[themcaringbrnettes]

The illusionist circles her current target, a sinister look in her eyes. "You really want to start this fight, Mosquito? Or should I just call you Clyde?" She smiles, her fangs glinting in the moonlight. "What's the matter? Surprised I know your real name? Then you'll love that I know who your parents are, your sister, where they work. I know EVERYTHING you think you've hidden Clyde~ So why don't you play nice and let me talk for a while, you might just learn something new." { technonewkid }

Try to scare my muse ( accepting )@technonewkid

     💦𝐶𝑙𝑦𝑑𝑒;;– He watched the villainess move around him, the information being tossed at him like she really did know everything. And, guess she did. And if whatever happened to a certain elementalist was anything to go by, the bug based hero had based his assumption that the information was gotten from him. He wouldn’t admit it, but there was a slight sense of fear rising in him. But he kept his composure as best he could regardless.

     ‘ And why would I have any reason to listen to what you have to say? ‘ His tone was slightly bitter, with a hint of some slight shakiness to it that he tried to hide. ‘ What could you possibly have to say that would catch my interests? ‘

[rp-ask-memes-deactivated2026012]

MAKE MY MUSE SCARED.

send SHIVERS down their spine; bring their worst thoughts and fears to the forefront of their minds and take advantage. see how far you can push my muse before they CRACK. // POSSIBLE TRIGGER WARNING.

[themcaringbrnettes]

I don’t get to use Hannah like at all! If you wanna hang out with here, like this for a starter and we’re more than happy to string up a starter with you.

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smileduponyou‌:

“An hour, ‘Tophe…” Gregory backs up that thought from his own mouth, though more because that was exactly what had exasperated him to begin with. Who went on about the blowholes of dolphins for an hour?! He turns away for a moment, straightening the papers on his desk absently.

“The only other thing that can get you going for that long is giraffes!”

     ⛏ᴄʜʀɪsᴛᴏᴘʜᴇ;;– ‘ ‘Ey! Don’t make it sound like me getting excited about something is a good thing. ‘ He put his hands firmly on his hips. Yes, okay, he got it, he went on for way too long. But to see him actually want to get into something-- You’d think it was a treat of some kind. With a huff, his arms moved from his hips to folded over his chest.

     ‘ And don’t knock giraffes, mon amie. They are an absolute miracle of evolution and nature. ‘

[themcaringbrnettes]

“I’m a little thrown, I mean, you don’t usually come to be for advice.” //For Chris!

Modern Family Fisbo ( accepting )@angelusmori

     ⛏ᴄʜʀɪsᴛᴏᴘʜᴇ;;– ‘ You make it sound like I can’t come to you for advice. ‘ He has his back rested up against the wall, his hands in his pockets as he kept his eyes skyward. He was well aware he didn’t really keep up with anyone from South Park, not that he truly cared to– Except for Kenny. There was a part of his that was still thankful to Kenny for what he had done for him all those years ago. But, at the same time, he was curious as to how Kenny had come back from Hell as if nothing ever happened. Moreover, he had no idea why everyone acted like nothing happened. Not that he was about to press Kenny on it though– That isn’t what he was there for.

     ‘ Can I not just spend time with someone I actually like and can stand being around for a while? ‘

[uptonogoodindiememes]

Modern Family Sentence Meme - Fisbo

“They’re in there now with the doctor. We’re lucky though the paramedics said it could have been a lot worse.”

“Big day’s coming up. What do you want for your birthday?”

“Well I guess I could use a belt.”

“I feel terrible. We gotta do something.”

“We’ll order a whole bunch of pizzas and set up an arts and crafts table.”

“Sorry, I fell asleep while you were describing the most boring party ever.”

“Thanks again for the karaoke machine, I’ll get it back to you right after the party.”

“You got any idea how to wrap one of these things?”

“Is that a crossbow?”

“Of course you’re charming. Who said you were not charming?”

“I’m a little thrown, I mean, you don’t usually come to be for advice.”

“I keep thinking there was something I could have done.”

“Don’t blame yourself. Who could have possibly see it coming?”

“Just relax, grab a snow cone.”

“These are supplies for the crafts table, I finally figure out what we’re gonna be making.”

“This isn’t about you or me, this is about a little boy, who deserves some happiness.”

“Did you remember to switch the whites to the dryer?”

“She’s the compleat package. Wish me luck.”

“I’ll always love you. No matter what.”

“You have nothing to fear, but fear itself… And the concrete, but I’m right here.”

“Look, I came on strong with that funny guy bit. This is me just being myself.”

“I was just messing with you before, but… Seriously, he’s still talking to her?”

“He’s in with the doctor right now… These things happen, right?”

“Are you kidding? This was the best birthday ever.”

“You are so weird, you know that?”

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smileduponyou‌:

“I recall having lost it in a discussion about ‘blowholes’,” he answers with a near deadpan tone. Never again would he discuss animals with this man in any capacity. For the sake of his sanity.

     ⛏ᴄʜʀɪsᴛᴏᴘʜᴇ;;– Ah yes, that. He was trying to hold back a laugh, knowing full well how that conversation went. ‘ Okay, but it’s rare for me to get into a discussion about anything like that. So I’m sorry that I thought the blowholes were actually the most interesting part of them. ‘ Though maybe he should have refrained from going on for nearly an hour that day.

[themcaringbrnettes]

smileduponyou‌:

There’s a long, exasperated sigh from the blond but he doesn’t say anything. He’s learned long ago that saying anything only encouraged the Mole. He wasn’t doing that again. He learned from their conversation about dolphins!

     ⛏ᴄʜʀɪsᴛᴏᴘʜᴇ;;– ‘ Oh, come on! That was funny! ‘ He gently backhands Gregory’s shoulder with a sigh of his own. Jesus ever since they’re dolphin conversation, it’s like Gregory has lost all sense of humor. Which is funny, considering Christophe normally seemed like the one who didn’t have one. ‘ Baise-moi, man! Where’s the sense of humor? ‘