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Fritz ¤ 2006 ¤ they/them

[th3r3s-myc3lium-0n-my-skin]

who wants to be the ^ of my ^

[themcel-4377]

Im on my last sharp eyebrow razor ugh

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I might have a binge drinking problem

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I wanna drink and hurt myself

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I have 2 clean my room again the vent people apparently ARE coming

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ugh

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help i cant help wanting 2 do it in the summer but I do lots of little thin cuts so it takes up sm surface area and its soooo hot and shorts and UGH DUDE

And i dont rlly know if I wanna move spots and im just tweakin on how to cover it up

I cant wear my short shorts but I mean how stupid is it 2 cut ur arms like dude sleeves roll up all the time

UGJ IM SO FRUSTRATED.

[th3r3s-myc3lium-0n-my-skin]

who wants to be the ^ of my ^

[chainzsawdamage]

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im literally shaking and ao excited that I am breaking out into a sweat at the mere thought of my newest hyperfixation im frothing at the mouth 🫪🫪🫪

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I just found a killer indie project but jts so new there's no fanfictions at all im cooked its over 4 me

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Just added 2 my arm guys gg its over

its only one rn so it can look like an accident or something idk

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UGH MY BLADES ARE DULL THEY ARENT CUTTING IT im so funny

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I hate being alive oh my god

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im so lame

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mmm drinking alone again and cutting

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sighhhhhhhhhh im such a chud loser i made a blood painting cause i snipped a little deeper than i expected and thought might as well and then used the picture of the "watercolor" 2 tween an OFFICIAL THING FOR MY CLASSSSS AUGHJKDHGJSKHLDSKL i mean whatever my materials dont matter its mostly the means of getting them..................................

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I keep saying as a way 2 make sure I don't kill myself that I have to wait until my room is clean

I get to be in this cute little cycle of having a filthy room and feeling depressed about it. I know if its clean id feel better but id also have one less reason to make sure I stay around. its kinda lame something keeping me going is preventing most mortem humiliation.

I have to clean my room so some people can clean the vents or whatever and idk it just feels weird

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ummmmmmmmmmmmmmm vent people never came what