Real Talk

Welcome to the mind of Mask It gets rather dark in here But fear not We are All Mad Here. " I want nothing more than to live a life of significance. Not a life of material gain, rather a life that allows my name to live and inspire the future generations long after I am gone." -Carson Mask

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When you know it's gonna end terribly so you enjoy it while it lasts because it's whatever.. Fuck it ☺️

MR

[themindofmask]

I Refuse

I refuse to alter my goals for another.

I Refuse to change my path because my female interest iant interested in my lifes direction.

I Refuse to turn ny back on future brothers again.

I Refuse to vanish again.

I Refuse to stray from my path thay has an end result i want for a different ideal that may have an end reault I dont.

I know what i want.

I know where im going.

I will hold true. And you will not change that.

[themindofmask]

The Difference

So i have been on off road vehicles all my life. Four wheelers dirt bikes go carts. All thise fun machines. But nothing compares to a bike on tje open road. Sure i loved my dirt bike. It was fun. Same experience but off road. But tje difference between a dirt bike and a harley have no comparison. Dirt vikes are ripping up the back woods trails just you and your two wheels. But on the open road with two wheels under you. Feeling every breath of air rush past you as the scenery chamges before your eyes.... you can't beat it. The Difference between the two is almost impossible to explain. But The Difference is something i completely understand and love

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Left

I met a girl. One that i care for alot. She is dealing with some things i wint mention. Mind it does complicate things. But i really like this girl. But she has kids and dosent have time to date someone with the life path im on. I could change it for her. I could ditch this path. Ditch the people. Ditch my desire. Make her my priority.

But i can't bring myself to do that.

I feel like a shit person for that. I cant put her happiness before mine.

But i have done exactly that. I dotched my path for another. This exact path for a different girl. It blew up in my face. I promised myself i would never stray again.

I desire her but my heart is set. I dont have the desire to be locked to someone. I am staying single. I want this direction and i will not change it. This is my true desire.

But i feel terrible about it

Strange to want two things but one more than tje other. But feel terrible because you can't want the other more than you want the first.

[themindofmask]

Side by Side

Riding alone is always fun, but recently i have been riding with a couple people. Its so different riding side by side. Ita still pure freedom but you get to share it with your brothers. You own the road. You cant not be seen. Roaring down the open road with not a worry in the world. Never breaking formation. Staying right there with the guy beside you. Its one hell of an experience and i can not wait untill i can truly call the ones i ride with my brothers.

[themindofmask]

Flirtation

I have a solid interest in a female i cant be with. We both understand that our lives do not match up correctly amd have agreed that no matter what we do between the two of us can never be more than friends who enjoy one another.

But we have a solid connection. Tonite at the bar as she is working she came around tje bar to remind me how i fucked up and blew her off this passed Valentine's day. She grabbed my leg and squeezed. I looked her in tje eyes and asked "do you know what you are doing to me right now?" Biting my lip after i got a coy look and a no as an answer. I took her jand and placed it right on my dick to show her my current excitement. She didnt hesitate to grab a solid handful and shoot a smile at me.

Flirtation is so enjoyable. It is something i will never pass up. Who dosent like their mind to wander under the influence of another

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The Ride

I have very recently acquired a Harley 2014 48 Sportster. I have to say this is the one true love of my life. The freedom of a long stretch of road before you with the wind in your face and all sound drowned out by the roar of your engine and the pulsing wind as you speed along. There is nothing so gratifying as a long peaceful ride.

I learned quickly why cars amd trucks are called "cages" by all my club friends. It is so constricting to climb into a car after a long ride. So different than it was before.

I can park my bike, climb off and instantly wish i was back on the road. The Ride is freedom. The Ride shows you scenery you have seen everyday for years in a whole new light. The Ride. I miss it already

[themindofmask]

The clocked died at 15 seconds before two. This last call never ends

[themindofmask]

Biting

Now i want it fully understood. I love to be bitten while having great sex. But there is an etiquette in my oppinion. I have a dear friend who has told me a story of how she left a mark on her guys face. Mind this friend of mine has been with the same guy for years now. She hasn't had an exciting lover. So we shall say she is new to this.

I have found it very effective to completely stop. When you are bitten somewhere visible. I dont mind public marks but i dont want my business known. Im not trying to advertise my sex life with battle marks.

But when bitten by a girl you caused it to happen. If you stop amd stare at her you not inly stop all she was feeling but also hit her with a look that lets her know why. Punishment in a sense because she didnt follow my rules. Learn or be left for wanting.