I feel like I’m already dead but I have to keep on living

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@themindofmine
I feel like I’m already dead but I have to keep on living
Got diagnosed with bipolar (2) today, but I feel so fake, like what if I somehow talked them into the diagnosis
Lately I’ve been so EMPTY. I feel the urge to cry but nothing comes out
Why can’t the world just stop?
I feel like my life already did…
i want the world to stop for like 1 year so i can rest
I finally went to a psychiatrist. I haven't got an official diagnosis jet, but I was prescribed mood stabilizers.
Instead of the expected peace, I feel like I’m doomed for life:’)
I’ve lost all my academic potential. I feel like if this goes on I will drop out of uni, but when I get back to my “good self” I know I will be really mad
(person who suspects they have ocd voice): what if every time i think something is an ocd symptom im actually faking it and stereotyping and ruining the lives of people with real ocd and im a terrible person
I’m always falling back to this rabbithole
Why does even simply existing feel like a chore
Why do I feel the urge to absolutely destroy myself?
I’m TIRED.
Something is so fucked up with me that even he left when in the beginning he was the one who fought for me
Passive suicidal ideation is like no I won't attempt but if I got hit by a car and died that'd be nice