[themoonloverrr]

energy speaks louder than words

[themoonloverrr]

I sit here and I wonder,

Is this it?

Is this what I’ve become?

Is this all I’ll ever be?

A half-version of myself,

shaped by fear,

by obligation,

and things I never chose..

[themoonloverrr]

I’m starting to believe

that staying here, staying this version of me

that’s what’s slowly killing me..

And one day soon,

I might finally say yes to the unknown..

[themoonloverrr]

Don’t ask me for life advice.

I’ll tell you to run.

Not walk, RUN.

Quit the job without notice.

Disappear from the group chat.

Book the flight and never look back.

Ghost them. Block their number.

Leave the mess, the memories, the maybes.

Leave me if you need to. I won’t stop you.

Because truth is,

I’m one bad day away from doing the same.

[themoonloverrr]

I just want to run away

[hspkid-blog]

I want you. All of you. Your flaws. Your imperfections. Your mistakes. I want you, and only you.

[slf-cntrl]

THE ERA

i don't care what anyone says.

nothing (not even jackson and april) will ever top this era.

[surqrised]

“Cause you never think the last time’s going to be the last time - you think there will be more. You think you have forever, but you don’t.”

— Meredith Grey, Grey’s Anatomy.

[taylorswift]

When I was writing the Fortnight music video, I wanted to show you the worlds I saw in my head that served as the backdrop for making this music.  Pretty much everything in it is a metaphor or a reference to one corner of the album or another. For me, this video turned out to be the perfect visual representation of this record and the stories I tell in it. Post Malone blew me away on set as our tortured tragic hero and I’m so grateful to him for everything he put into this collaboration. I’m still laughing from getting to work with the coolest guys on earth, Ethan Hawke and Josh Charles (tortured poets, meet your colleagues from down the hall, the dead poets). I still can’t believe I get to work with the unfathomably brilliant Rodrigo Prieto on cinematography and my team of dream collaborators: Ethan Tobman (production design), Chancler Haynes (editor), Anthony Dimino (1st AD), Jil Hardin (producer) and Dom Thomas (executive producer). Parliament aced the VFX as always. Joseph Cassell, Lorrie Turk and Jemma Muradian made these tortured looks come to life. The entire crew made this a dream to shoot. Thank you to everyone involved and everyone who has watched it!! https://taylor.lnk.to/FortnightMV

[mayclair]

love warrior, glennon doyle melton / fleabag (2016-2019), dir. phoebe waller-bridge / shannon barry / andrew garfield for gq’s men of the year 2022 / jamie anderson / not quite here, hannah lock / ocean voung / holly warburton / andrew garfield, the late late show with james colbert / silence of the girls, pat barker

[vellichnora]

On grief and loss

1. Glennon Doyle Melton, Love Warrior/ 2. Andrew Garfield interview/ 3. Harry Potter and the Order of the Phoenix/ 4. Jamie Anderson/ 5. Fleabag/ 6. Anne Carson, Glass, irony and god / 7. Brokeback Mountain/ 8. Jandy Nelson, The Sky Is Everywhere/ 9. John Banville, The Sea/ 10. Wandavision

[themoonloverrr]

“I’ve loved you for so long and so much, I don’t know how not to love you.”

— (via kushandwizdom)

[infpisme]

[forlornly]

[nerverfeelagain]

Would have hurt much less

[bnmxfld]

“You have a place in my heart no one else ever could have.”

— F. Scott Fitzgerald

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