call me a smoothie the way im a bunch of fruits

born 1995, adaptive/traumagenic system, we believe in all kinds of plurality. body is white, intersex, and trans, our collective labels are abrosexual, transneutral, and genderplural, when referring to us collectively please use they/them. we are autistic with medium support needs. many of us are alterhuman/therian in some way.

[thenightmarebluntrotation]

hello, we are the nightmare blunt rotation! we needed a new pinned post so here it is;

if you see someone fakeclaiming us please keep it to yourself. we've been made fun of all our lives and that's never going to change, we just ignore bullies as best we can.

alter intros under the cut

we are bodily 30 years old, white, and trans

likes and follows come from our main which is a mostly abandoned green day blog

this blog and any other blogs ran by our system are primarily for discussing our own experiences and will not be syscourse heavy, however we are inclusive of all system origins and this will show in our posting habits. we do our best to never reblog from sysmeds so if you notice that we have done then please let us know so that we can block them

alter intros:

dandelion (he/him, it/it's) 30, queer kinky pansexual, unaligned non binary person, current host 🦁🌼

echo (she/they) 16, asexual sapphic demigirl 🐇🌸

tigerlily (any/all, fav neos are kid/kidself or tig/tigself) 10, autigender, exclusively likes boys (sometimes in a straight girl way, sometimes in a gay boy way) 🐯🥭

ashmira (she/her) memories are from 9-14 but feels 21, bisexual cis girl 🧡💖

ramone (she/her) 16, bisexual butch gnc girl 🌾☕

julianna (she/her) late 30's, pansexual, gender unlabelled 💋🩵

itchy (he/him) 30, pansexual aromantic, agender transmasc, genderless embodiment of punk rock energy ⚡🧷

perry (he/they) memories are from age 23 but feels 17/18, demiboy, his whole situation is confusing

malachite (she/her) ageless, internal self helper to some of us, spirit guide to others, agender, aplatonic, aroace, non fronting. not a fictive, she existed before steven universe lol

rory-mitch (he/him) 23, gay trans man

chilton (he/him) 20, pansexual trans man

unnamed part (pronouns change frequently, please ask), 13, genderfluid, emo

[fictive-culture]

Fictive culture is dating fictive from different source than you, and knowing you cannot get commission of two of you without looking like a mad man. Like no sir, this is not a joke. I want art of White Lily and Star Wars OC at county fair.

Is homophobic, want silly art for girlfriend

:(

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[85-rend]

guy with dissociative amnesia voice: yeah i just don't think i have any sort of amnesia with the dissociation. i would remember if i was forgetting something

[thankyoumoon]

Stream of consciousness about a popular imaginary scenario

[thenightmarebluntrotation]

welp, getting assessed on the 10th of august lads, wish us luck 😬

[alteredpanel]

[nullandsuch]

After a chat with one of our system littles: Chicken Nugget

(CW: Heavy themes but no specifics)

A special shoutout to plurals and systems and multiples and others whose littles (or everyone) haven’t gotten the chance to be themselves in their own home yet, we’re in it too, but it will happen, I just know it will!

(Ps: the format is different cause I don’t have wifi to upload it properly on my computer currently unfortunately)

[nullandsuch]

We were English class nerds in highschool lol

This was before we knew people could be both of course

[bununiii]

happy autism awareness day to all the girls who had “ friends” growing up who were actually bullying them . to the girls who always sat alone in the grass and wondered why nobody wanted to talk . to the girls who spoke to animals like they were listening . to the girls who created a little world in their room . to the girls who always felt ashamed for how deeply they love things and how passionately they enjoyed media . to the girls who covered their ears when they were overwhelmed by everything . to the girls who carrying a special thing around to feel safe . to the girls who never understood what they did wrong to feel so lonely . to the girls who were diagnosed later in life because they weren’t little boys who liked trains. you are so special and beautiful and you’re not worse for it, you love deeply and that is so wonderful please never try to push that down . I LOVE YOU !!!!!

[tulpaw]

[thenightmarebluntrotation]

i'm dandy

here's me on our graduation day

i did barely any of the work, but i feel like i took all the credit

i split halfway through our second year and barely fronted for uni stuff, but i'm 'the host' so i have to show up for us in these kinds of situations

i want to give credit to the people who actually did all the work; @softspokenrebel, @tigerclubkid, and itchy who doesn't use his blog for much apart from venting about amatonormativity so he doesn't want to be tagged.

i wish these alters had gotten to have their accomplishments celebrated. they deserve graduation photos, they deserve a fancy piece of paper saying they did a good job.

[aesungaia]

Everyone's Friend

[buddybuddysystem]

bunny and being known

[thenightmarebluntrotation]

hey so like

theoretically if you and your system had been awaiting assessment for like four or five years, and you'd been trying to access mental health support in general for like 16 years, and you suddenly got given an appointment with someone who has the exact same first and last name as your main high school bully who undoubtedly made your condition much worse, and there was a non zero chance it might be the same person, would you go?

[syscoursefrog]

if you think pro-endo CDD systems don't deserve access to CDD spaces/resources, you're an ableist ass.

one who obviously cares more about hating endos than supporting pwCDDs.

one who is not safe for those with CDDs.

[leathersys]

missing

[snowysaur]

hydra pronouns -----part 2-----

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