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[thenotgatetheory]

"I have chosen to step back, than to move forward and lose You..." - Nathan

"A rewind is not an act of cowardness; especially if it benefits a number of souls greater than two..." - Peter

"What the hell, both of You are talkin' about? the f@€k, We already agreed to shut the system down!" - Dean

[thenotgatetheory]

Adios!

Your actuations was clearly taken,

Sad but true, the constellation is broken...

I’ll just let the You broke it off,

Without seeing me crying off...

This is it girl... goodbye for good!

I pretended to be stupid, for your own good,

I just gone with your flow, and keep it silent,

Adios my ever dearest You, there’s no second advent!

May the You find peace and happiness in life,

The strings of code just ended, cut off by Your knife...

The dawn has expired so as the dusk and the sunlight,

I’m sorry to say this... there will never also be moonlight...

[thenotgatetheory]

The Last Card...

My Everdearest You,

I'm hoping that You're safe and good,

And by the time reading this, You're in perfect mood

With a cheering face, under Your purple hood

'At this times in the very dark moments of my life,

On You I see colours and hues of bright lights...

As My soul speaks, "I adore You..." You're keeping me alive!

'For I'm so much enlightened with Your presence,

I feel very lonesome and worried with Your absence,

And if I'll lose you in the end, everything will make no sense...

"Friends?!" its fine with me, if that's what You wanna say,

I'll keep this heart of mine in silence, though in mind... No Way!

I'll be Your fan forever and from a far, relish and just call it a day...

'For I respect You... Your crafts, Your thoughts, Your opinions,

To the point that I feel like slicing tons of fresh red onions,

Which tears from my eyes, swayed away all my pride and options...

"You don't deserved to be hidden," a line which I strongly agree!

For I really want to show the universe the inside-out beauty of You and Me,

But at the right time, perfect places, and on a higher decree...

'As it obviously shown by now that I like the You, as You so much...

I'm willing to fight for You, even if they say its not right!

For this feeling might be the dream I've been trying long to catch...

'Yes, its You girl! only You... by now You know who you are...

'Short acceptance notice from You is enough, and we'll go very far,

I'll take you into places, by planes and not just by cars...

'And if You'll freely accept these sincere sentiments of mine...

Let's hug each other tight until we fell both fine,

And hand in hand we will... cross all boarders, curves and lines...

'30 days from today, i'll be waiting for your positive answer...

The "Yes, I like you too!" until the first day of December,

Lets draw by then our plans that this generation will remember...

' Sorry if I can't wait forever, for everyone deserves happiness the soonest,

More on those who live their lives with unbearable sadness...

We should have a better, caring and peaceful world... to the fullest!

'Please do wake up! My hopes are with you,

-All of Me (Nathan, Peter, Dean)

[thenotgatetheory]

Affirmation...

I'm so sorry, for I failed to set my boundaries... I can't deny this feelings anymore! Now, I'm seeing You as a Beautiful Woman... You're getting prettier and finer every time I look at You,

...And after a long time, I felt it again... the chills inside!

'Those eyes of Yours... it makes me so weak and melts my heart! 'Thoroughly verified and validated... I really like the You, as You!

This could be the last Bet of my life, towards Genuine Happiness...                   

I hope You'll consider... The Last Card...

[thenotgatetheory]

[thenotgatetheory]

Dream Theater

I abruptly woke up this 3:30am...

I looked around... huh! where I am?!

For I was in someone's bed with two others by my side,

And I think the owner of the room looks at me from outside....

As we exchanged glares from each others eyes,

At the back of my mind I mumbled things i can't deny...

Are you the one whose in my dreams lately? i keep on asking her,

She just grin, smiled & say... “yes, I am definitely her...”

Where are we, and who are these two other ones?

She said, were in a Theater & watched by everyone...

And those two are murdered by the two of us, one after the one...

For they are who had been deceiving us since the dusk of day one!

Am I in a dream or perhaps in a play? I cried!

"Maybe! no one knows," she laughed & replied!

That point I'm terribly shaking out of fear as she walks and speak towards me!

Shhhh... calm down, depression and anxiety are gone, now its just You & Me...

Then the lights were out and I hear applauses & shouts,

I suddenly looked up high and asked what is this really all about?

She kissed me on the lips & whispered in my left ear,

We have made it, so far! its time to wipe our tears...

I hugged her tight and & we kiss so passionately...

Until the alarm set on my phone rang aloud so madly!

It all synced up, and my tears fell down... all of it is just an elusive dream!

Uh’ there's a Card in my hand, it says "get up! have your hot coffee with cream..."

[thenotgatetheory]

Reflections...

i look like you, because i want to,

'the world's keeps rotating, 'coz it wants to...

for we are the owner of ourselves, as it say,

'wait, there's a heaven up above that says...

i own the sun, moon, stars & everything...

all of you, will not own a single thing,

for i up high wrote all beginnings & ends,

cryptic it may be, but only i who can lend...

the life, that you wanna have in the future...

the path to gain "peace" that you longed for,

the melodies & rhymes... the shades & the colors,

the equation to decrypt, ¢°d€$ in your lectures...

'rights to reflections, reserved... the mirror...

[thenotgatetheory]

Overthinking...

inhibitions might break us apart...

look me straight to the eyes, say it!

for sure, the world will stop...

and I will meltdown with You!

[thenotgatetheory]

Nanay Leni… She’s a Woman in Pink! 😁

[thenotgatetheory]

Psst...

Maaring bulag sila kya di ka pinahalagahan, Di naalintana ang TUNAY mong kagandahan... 'Naging makulimlim man ang iyong nakaraan Bumangon kang muli't  liwanag ay nasilayan...

Yaring lubos na paghanga ko sayo'y... naging pagsinta, Kaya’t uunawain, iingatan, igagalang, at itatangi kita... 'At sa abot ng ating  kaisipa't angking mga kakayanan, 'Masasapit rin po natin ang payapang kaligayahan...

Psst... Akin ka nalang?

[thenotgatetheory]

Beauty and Madness...

You're the most well-balanced person I've ever seen...

In my eyes as the beholder, in time of the day, you're the dawn...

In my heart you're such a perfect beat! "Just the way You are..."

[thenotgatetheory]

The New I...

Rest assured... my old self is gone... and I believe the person now is a better one, Open-minded, kind, considerate and well-done, with these... 'hoping that I, now could be with "the one..."

[thenotgatetheory]

Help!

Where are you?! 'catching my breath and I'm losing it... For you're my reason of existence... Once i'm lost... Things would never be the same... It'll gonna be chaotic and devastating! So please comeback as soon as possible!

[thenotgatetheory]

Crimson...

Tears keep falling, suffering from the pain, Memories explodes in my head, as I look in the sky that’s so red... I always keep you inside me, even now you’re gone, I want you to know wherever you are, I’m incomplete, I mean it...

Sometimes I smile, still glancing back at the past, Inspiration drives me out, why it didn’t go for last? I’ll cry ‘til tears run dry, ‘Keep on asking... why? I want you to know wherever you are... Life... would be never be the same!

I’m longing for you… I miss you…

[thenotgatetheory]

Greyed...

It’s another day in your doorway, Dried up from the rain last night... Days are gone passing by, And you’re still out of sight...

Sweet moments drift away, It’s another day... Do you still believe in us? Let me know, so I can last...

I’m fightin’ what I feel inside, Speak it loud what’s on your mind... I don’t let doubt and lies collide, Are you leaving me behind?

All I wanted is you; I know you know that it’s true, But why you changed your ways, pushin’ out yourself away... I know you know it is true, that all I needed is you, So please don’t leave me this way, waitin’ for another day...

Wakin’ up in your doorway, I wanna hold you, touch your face... I’m askin’ out if you may, I wanna feel your warm embrace...

I gave my life in everyway, It’s another day... Do you still feel the same for me? Do you still in depth with me?

Your coldness freezes me away, Causin’ my heartbeat to stop... Should I stand here still? For... It’s another day...

[thenotgatetheory]

Burst...

When I close my eyes, I see you When I am sound, you break my silence. When I think of you, there’s something within’ What’s happening to me, tell me?

I really like the way your body moves, I go crazy, ‘heart pounded grooves... Come on’ get closer, I want to feel you... what’s happening to me? help me!

I wanna dance and rock with you, Swing, cling, sing and fling... I wanna dance and rock with you, Night and day, with you I stay...

In my sleep at night, it’s you, I dream of, You’re my sunshine, in the morning’ when I wake... With your charm, nothin’ I can’t make of, Hold me tight, kiss me...

I’m really with the way your lips rest on mine, Satisfaction gets goin’ and groovin’ Darlin’ closer, it’s burning inside, Just so right… love me!

[thenotgatetheory]

Bleached...

I can see you, and I can feel you now... Like the pain in my veins, I go insane... burning cold in my skin, take me in...

To the lost verse of hatred, I plead... Cut down my throat, make me bleed... Crucify me, take away my sins... Resurrect me and bring back the colors in...

You sacrifice. I defy you... Pull you under with my anger...

In my head is a twist of faith, ‘kneeling down before you now... Forgive me, spare me... Hear me... take my soul!

Purify me… You divine… I will serve...