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𝐏𝐀𝐈𝐑𝐈𝐍𝐆𝐒 ; Fred G. Weasley x M!Reader | christmas playlist
𝐒𝐔𝐌𝐌𝐀𝐑𝐘 ; You go looking for Fred on a snowy day and end up in a chaotic snowball war by the Black Lake. Between laughter, a ripped snowman, and soft kisses under falling snow, you realize the real magic isn’t the snow—it’s him.
𝐀/𝐍 ; YAHOOOOO, MY FIRST CHRISTMAS FIC!!! i havent wrote fred in a long time so enjoy guys!! also if my writing seems different its because i got a writing block.. and im trying to get my writing skills back
𝐖𝐎𝐑𝐃 𝐂𝐎𝐔𝐍𝐓 ; 3k+
The Gryffindor common room was oddly quiet.
Suspiciously quiet.
The kind of quiet that didn’t belong in a place where Fred Weasley existed.
Normally, by this hour, the room would be humming with energy—cards snapping from enchanted decks mid-air, chatter bouncing off stone walls, the distant sound of someone cursing as they got hit with a rogue spell. But not today.
Today, the fireplace crackled alone. The chessboard sat untouched. And the corner where Fred usually lounged upside down on the couch, legs over the backrest and arms flopped dramatically like a dying Victorian lady, was empty.
You glanced around again, brows pinching together.
“Fred?” you called softly, peeking behind a pile of blankets he’d once called his “winter nest.” Nothing but your own voice echoing back.
He wasn’t in his usual hiding spot behind the bookshelf. He wasn’t loitering in the stairwell either, waiting to scare first-years by pretending to be a ghost. He wasn’t even by the snacks tray Hermione had spelled to refill with gingerbread.
Your chest tightened with that familiar itch—Fred was definitely up to something.
And when Fred Weasley was unaccounted for? Chaos wasn’t just near. It was already happening.
You sighed and zipped your coat up to your chin. The fabric rustled as you grabbed your scarf and shoved your gloves into your pockets, already bracing for the cold. Your boots thudded softly against the floor as you made your way out of the common room, eyes narrowed in suspicion.
Your breath puffed in little clouds the moment you stepped into the hallway. The castle was dipped in frost, windows rimmed with delicate lace-like patterns. You passed by a few bundled-up Ravenclaws giggling on their way back from Hogsmeade, and even they gave you weird looks as you muttered—
“Where the hell are you, Weasley…”
Snowflakes clung to your lashes by the time you pushed the main doors open and stepped outside. The world beyond was buried in white, fresh snow untouched and glistening under the soft winter light. Your boots crunched with every step, a slow, steady rhythm as you scanned the grounds.
And then it hit you.
Not a thought.
Not a hunch.
Not even a spell.
A snowball.
Right in the face.
SPLAT.
Cold, wet, and instant. You stumbled backward, blinking violently as snow dripped down your cheeks and into your mouth.
"What the f—"
A scream of laughter echoed across the clearing.
Not just any laugh. That wheezy, chaotic, "I-just-started-something-I-can’t-finish-but-it-was-so-worth-it" kind of laugh.
Your vision cleared just in time to see him—Fred Weasley, standing near the edge of the Black Lake, perched on a snow-covered tree stump like some kind of demented winter goblin. He had three scarves wrapped around his neck (none of them matching), one glove missing, and a wicked grin stretched across his face.
His eyes were bright. Wild. Proud.
“Missed me, love?” he called out.
You wiped the snow off your face with a slow, dramatic swipe of your sleeve.
“…You’re so dead.”
“Oh no,” he gasped, clutching his chest in mock fear. “Not the wrath of my beautiful, freezing boyfriend—however shall I survive?”
You didn’t answer.
You didn’t need to answer.
Because you were already lunging forward, scooping a vicious handful of snow from the ground. Cold clumped between your fingers as you packed it into a tight sphere.
The snowball war had begun.
Snow flew through the courtyard like spells in a duel, fast and wild and chaotic. Each snowball hit the ground with a soft thud or exploded midair, flinging white powder in all directions. You were soaked already—cheeks red, hair dusted with snow, breath sharp in your lungs—but you didn’t care. Not when Fred was across the way, cackling like a madman and launching another snowball straight at your head.
You yelped and ducked behind a tree just in time, heart pounding. “You’re enchanting them, aren’t you?!” you shouted, peeking out from behind the trunk, only to immediately get smacked in the shoulder with another snowball.
“Wouldn’t dream of it!” Fred hollered back, already forming another one. His grin was wild, borderline feral, as if this snow war was the highlight of his entire year.
You narrowed your eyes and scooped up a fresh pile, packing it tightly between your palms. “Liar.”
You sprinted out from cover and flung it with all your strength—dead center to his chest. Fred gasped like he’d been mortally wounded and staggered backward, one hand dramatically clutching his heart.
“You’ve slain me!” he wailed. “Have mercy!”
“I’ll show you mercy!” you shouted, barreling forward.
Fred barely had time to drop his half-made snowball before you tackled him straight into a snowbank. He went down with a surprised oof, arms flailing, a breathless laugh spilling from his mouth.
“You absolute menace—wait, WAIT—”
You were already climbing over him, straddling his hips and grabbing two massive handfuls of snow. With a devious smirk, you shoved the freezing snow directly down the front of his shirt.
“NO—YOU BASTARD—IT’S IN MY PANTS—”
“Good.”
“I’M FREEZING—”
You kept going, stuffing more snow into his shirt while he squirmed and thrashed beneath you, laughing so hard he could barely breathe. His face was red, his hair a mess, and he was absolutely soaked—but still, somehow, smiling like you’d just told him he’d won a thousand galleons.
Finally, he grabbed your wrists in surrender, wheezing. “I yield—I YIELD—UNCLE—”
You flopped down beside him in the snow, out of breath, cheeks aching from how hard you were grinning. Fred was still laughing, snow sliding down his stomach under his shirt, making him shiver violently.
He turned his head to you, eyes bright and nose pink. “You know,” he panted, “this is true love.”
You snorted, brushing snow out of your lashes. “Because I nearly gave you hypothermia?”
“Exactly.”
Eventually—after more snowball violence, three truce betrayals, and a very near-death experience involving a magically booby-trapped snow fort (entirely Fred’s fault, even though he insisted it was “just a teensy defense charm”—you nearly lost your eyebrows, mate)—you both stumbled out into the center of the courtyard.
The whole place looked like something out of a postcard: glittering white, powdery layers stacked on every stone ledge and tree branch, the Black Lake shimmering faintly in the distance like someone poured liquid silver over it.
The air bit at your cheeks and the tips of your ears, but all you could focus on was the untouched patch of snow stretching wide in front of you like a blank canvas.
Fred’s eyes lit up the second he saw it.
“Oh, hell yes,” he breathed, hands on his hips like he’d just discovered the Holy Grail. “That’s it. This is the spot. Prime snowman territory. We’re doing it here.”
“I swear to god, if you enchant it and it starts chasing people again—”
“That was one time! And honestly, that snowman had personality—he just lacked boundaries.”
You stared at him flatly. “He tried to bite a third year.”
“Because she threw a rock at his head!”
You huffed a laugh but still dropped to your knees in the snow beside him. Cold soaked instantly through your trousers but you didn’t care. Fred looked like a five-year-old given free reign in a candy shop, already scooping up snow like it was a rare artifact. His gloves were practically falling apart at the seams and his cheeks were flushed pink and freckled, little wisps of snow clinging to his ginger lashes.
“Alright,” you said, cracking your knuckles. “Let’s build the ugliest snowman Hogwarts has ever seen.”
Fred gasped like you insulted his future child. “Ugly? Ugly? Absolutely not. We are building a king. A snow daddy. The most glorious, muscular, devastatingly handsome snowman this courtyard has ever laid its frosty little eyes on.”
“Please don’t say snow daddy ever again.”
“Snow Zaddy, then.”
You groaned. “I should’ve just stayed in the common room.”
“Too late. You’re in the trenches now.”
You rolled your eyes but got to work, helping him start the base. Fred took it way too seriously. He kept mumbling “symmetry” under his breath like he was Michelangelo, rotating the ball of snow over and over to make sure it was “aesthetically balanced.”
You were halfway through patting the middle section into place when Fred suddenly said:
“Wait. Abs.”
You froze. “…What?”
Fred turned to you with the biggest shit-eating grin on his face. “This man needs ABS. I’m giving him a core.”
“Fred—”
“I’ll sculpt it. You give him a pretty face. I trust your taste. After all…” He wiggled his eyebrows, pointing both thumbs at himself. “Look at who you’re dating.”
“Delusion.”
Still, you sighed and started working on the snowman’s face, conjuring some pebbles into clean black buttons for eyes and shaping his cheeks into soft, round curves. You were focused—until Fred started humming something aggressively off-tune behind the snowman, muttering under his breath and using his gloved fingers to sculpt little indentations down the stomach.
“I swear,” you called without turning, “if you give this thing a full six-pack again, I’m leaving you for George.”
“He’d never sculpt for you the way I do!”
You stepped back to check the face. It was actually pretty cute—kind eyes, a little button nose. You smiled to yourself, proud of the symmetry. Then you walked around to the front and—yeah.
Of course Fred had carved snow pecs. With nipple buttons. And what appeared to be… hip dips?
You blinked at it, then looked at him.
Fred wiped his brow dramatically. “He’s beautiful, isn’t he? I gave him Adonis genes.”
“You gave him a porno subscription.”
Fred leaned forward with his hands behind his back like he was admiring art in a museum. “He’s got… range. Emotional depth. Intimidating muscle tone.”
You jabbed a finger at the pebbled trail of abs. “That’s a whole damn V-line.”
“He works out.”
“He looks like he eats protein powder for breakfast and calls his mum ‘bro.’”
Fred gasped like you just insulted his son. “He’s sensitive, you know!”
You stared for a long moment, snow sticking to your lashes, lips twitching at the corners.
“You gave him eyebrows.”
Fred beamed. “Sexy ones.”
“That’s it.” You sighed, flicking snow at his face. “You’re banned from speaking for five minutes.”
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Once your masterpiece was complete (and totally cursed-looking), Fred took a slow step back, hands on his hips as he admired the absolute monstrosity you’d created together.
The snowman was lopsided, with one eye higher than the other and a jagged mouth curved into a slightly menacing smile. The "abs" Fred sculpted were hilariously defined for a being made of snow, and the scarf you tied around its neck was already slipping. Professor Flitwick’s hat tilted dangerously to one side, barely clinging to the snowman’s bald little dome. And yet—there was something charmingly chaotic about it. A reflection of the two of you, maybe.
Fred grinned like a maniac, absolutely proud. “I think he’s beautiful.”
“He looks like he haunts dreams.” You shook your head, fighting back a smile.
“Exactly. That’s called character, love.”
Then, without warning, he turned to you, eyes gleaming, and tugged you into him by the front of your coat. His gloves were still a bit damp from the snow, and you squeaked at the chill pressing into your sides—but Fred didn’t care. He wrapped both arms around you, pulling you snug against his chest, like the warmth of your body was more important than not freezing his fingers off.
His hair was a mess—orange curls sticking out in every direction, dusted with soft snowflakes. A few had melted against the curve of his cheekbones, leaving streaks of pink where the cold had nipped at his freckled skin. His nose was flushed red, and the tips of his ears were nearly matching, but the smile on his face? Radiant.
“You look cold, sweetheart,” he murmured, voice warm enough to steam the air between you.
“Gee, wonder why.” You shivered dramatically, then poked his chest. “Couldn’t possibly be because someone just threw snow right to my face earlier.”
Fred laughed under his breath, the kind that rumbled softly in his chest. “That someone sounds devilishly handsome.”
“That someone’s about to get yeeted into the lake.”
“Ooh, threats. How romantic.”
He unwrapped the scarf from his own neck, then carefully—reverently—wrapped it around yours instead. His fingers moved slowly, brushing your collar, adjusting the fabric so it sat just right. Then he leaned in, forehead resting gently against yours.
You could feel his breath against your lips. Close. Still smiling.
“C’mere.”
The kiss that followed was soft and playful, like the snow falling around you—light, fluttery, lingering. His gloved hand cupped your jaw while the other rested behind your neck, pulling you into him like he needed the contact more than the air. Your lips were chapped from the cold, but it didn’t matter. He kissed you again. Slower. Deeper.
You hummed against his mouth, nose brushing his, and smiled as he finally pulled back.
"You taste like sugar cookies," he said, looking half-drunk on you.
"That’s because I was baking for you before you committed assault by snowball," you mumbled, cheeks flushed more than from just the cold.
Fred chuckled, gaze flicking up to your hair. He reached up, brushing a stray snowflake from your brow with the gentleness of someone touching something fragile.
“Totally worth it.”
You didn’t realize how long you stayed there.
Lying back in the snow, shoulder to shoulder, limbs barely brushing, yet the heat between you was unmistakable.
The sky above was endless—an ocean of silver-gray clouds swirling softly, releasing flake after flake like gentle confetti.
Snow settled in your hair, on your scarf, even on your lashes, and you didn’t bother to blink it away. It was peaceful.
Calming.
The kind of quiet that settles deep into your chest and makes everything else feel far away.
Like the world had paused just for the two of you.
Fred’s pinky was hooked through yours beneath the snow, the wool of his gloves damp from the fight earlier, but you could still feel the pressure.
Still feel the little squeezes he gave you every now and then like secret messages—I’m here. I’m happy. I love this. Maybe even I love you, but that wasn’t something either of you had said yet.
Not out loud.
Your breaths clouded in the air between you, soft and synchronized, like you were breathing together without even trying.
You tilted your head to the side, cheek pressing into the snow, and Fred was already looking at you.
That smile—lazy, warm, crooked at the corners like he knew something you didn’t. His cheeks were flushed from the cold, a little red at the tip of his nose, and there were snowflakes tangled in his lashes and freckles.
You couldn’t look away.
You didn’t want to.
“You’re staring,” you whispered, voice almost lost in the wind.
“So are you,” he shot back with a grin, turning fully on his side to face you, resting his cheek on the back of his hand. His eyes flicked to your lips, then back up again, a playful glint sparking behind the softness. “We look like idiots.”
You snorted. “Cute idiots, though.”
Fred hummed in agreement, reaching over to gently tug your scarf back up around your neck, fingers brushing the skin beneath your jaw. “The cutest,” he said, matter-of-fact. “If Hogwarts had yearbook awards, we’d win Most Likely to Build a Snowman with Abs and Make Out Beside It.”
You let out a loud laugh, the kind that pushed your head back into the snow, body shaking. “That’s… specific.”
“Accurate, though.”
You shook your head fondly, biting back a grin as he settled down again beside you, this time scooting closer so your thighs pressed together through thick layers of winter robes. The chill of the snow beneath you had long since seeped through your clothes, but you barely noticed anymore. Not when he was this close. Not when you could feel his presence like a fire, radiating into your skin, your bones, your heartbeat.
And Merlin, the way he looked at you. Like you were every warm place he’d ever known. Like you were the hearth he wanted to curl up beside after a long day. Like he was memorizing you, every breath, every shift, every snowflake caught in your hair.
You could’ve stayed like that forever. Just breathing. Just existing. Just being next to each other in that sacred little pocket of winter.
His fingers shifted to lace with yours, firm this time. No more shy hooks. Just firm, interlocked hands buried under snow, like a promise you didn’t need words to understand.
And neither of you spoke again for a while.
Because you didn’t need to.
The world felt still. Soft. Quiet in a way it never usually was at Hogwarts. No moving staircases. No shouting portraits. No exploding cauldrons or Peeves hurling chalk. Just snow falling like feathers, and the warmth of Fred beside you, and the steady beat of his thumb brushing yours, again and again and again.
Warmth bled through the layers of jackets and gloves and scarves, sinking beneath the skin, curling around your ribs and spine. It was more than physical heat. It was the kind that melted the tension in your chest. That made the cold seem bearable. That made the world seem okay—just because he was in it.
It was in the way your laughter still echoed faintly across the courtyard.
It was in the way his nose bumped yours, gently, almost shyly, like he couldn’t believe his luck.
It was in the silence.
The snow kept falling. Slow, endless. Dusting your hair like sugar and the corners of your smiles like frost.
And somewhere between snowball fights and half-built snowmen and hands hidden beneath the powder—
It started to feel like magic.
Not the kind you learned from textbooks or wands. Not charms or enchantments or hexes.
The kind that crackled in the air when you looked at someone and just knew.
The kind that filled your chest until it ached and bloomed.
The kind with frozen noses and warm hands, freckles and laughter, red hair and a kiss that made your lungs forget how to breathe.
guys im thinking of making a christmas masterlist starting from today until new years.. (mixed with different characters, fluff, smut and angst genres) would you guys like that lowk? to compromise not making a kinktober/october mastlerlist.. gulps
𝐒𝐔𝐌𝐌𝐀𝐑𝐘 ; You were being clingy and dramatic to get Tom’s attention while he studied—singing “you don’t love me” until he finally snapped
𝐀/𝐍 ; another drabble guys before an m!reader x mattheo riddle fic teehee, this fic was inspired by gigolo (i saw the trend on tiktok so why not make it into a short drabble?? 👀)
Tom’s dorm room is dead silent.
The kind of silence that echoes in your ears, even when you're not making a sound. The air is heavy with concentration, sharp like a blade. Pages turning, ink scratching, the flicker of candlelight throwing shadows across the stone walls. You can hear every breath Tom takes—slow, steady, annoyingly controlled.
And meanwhile?
You're sprawled across his bed like a dramatic little gremlin with nothing but your own thoughts and a criminal lack of attention to keep you company.
You’d walked in all excited, all cute, hoping he'd pull you into his lap or at least glance up and say hi, but instead?
Nothing.
Not even a 'hello, darling' or a 'you look edible.'
Just—studying.
The betrayal stings. You huff dramatically and roll onto your stomach, face mushed into his pillow, limbs splayed out like you’ve just been slain. You lift your head slightly, peeking at him from under your lashes. Still glued to his book. Still scribbling in that gorgeous, annoying cursive of his.
You glance at the door. You could leave. Slam it dramatically. Maybe find someone else to torment.
But nooo.
You’re dating Tom Riddle.
You signed up for this.
You signed up for the terrifyingly smart, perfectly cold, emotionally constipated boyfriend who probably thinks a kiss on the forehead is peak affection. And that’s fine.
Except when it’s not.
You flip over again. Then back. Then again. Then scoot toward the edge of the bed and hang off it dramatically like a wilting vine. “How long have you been ignoring me?”
“Three minutes and twelve seconds,” Tom answers immediately, not even looking up.
You squint. “You were counting?”
“You were timing it.”
Touché.
You pout harder, curling into yourself like a cat who hasn’t been fed in days. “This is abuse.”
“That’s a bold claim.”
“I could die, Tom.”
“Mhm.”
You sit up and cross your legs like a Victorian ghost bride. “My cause of death will be starvation of affection. It’ll be tragic. People will cry.”
Tom flips a page. “People already cry when you walk into a room.”
You blink. “…that’s actually really nice. Was that a compliment?”
He hums noncommittally.
You dramatically fling yourself off the bed and onto the rug with a thud, arms outstretched like you’re trying to summon spirits to rise and avenge your suffering. “Tom Riddle, my one and only, you’re killing me with this emotional neglect.”
“I’m writing a four-foot essay on wandless incantations,” he says flatly. “You're not dying, you're bored.”
“Same difference!”
He doesn't respond.
You stare at the ceiling and kick your feet.
Then suddenly you freeze.
An idea.
A devious, annoying, chaos-brained idea.
You sit up, grab one of his throw pillows, and hug it to your chest as you start to sing-song in a high-pitched, bratty voice:
“You don’t love meeeee…”
His quill pauses for a fraction of a second.
You grin.
“Yes, I do,” he says, calmly, still writing.
You bite your lip. That was just the beginning.
“You don’t want me!”
“Yes, I do.”
You throw the pillow dramatically across the room and stomp over to him like a toddler with attitude. “You don’t need me!”
“Yes, I do.”
You’re standing behind him now, and he still hasn’t turned to look at you once. Oh, he’s pretending you’re not testing his patience, but you know him.
You lean down, close enough to breathe against his ear, and whisper, “You don’t love me.”
This time he doesn’t respond.
You circle around his chair and crouch in front of him, big doe eyes blinking up at him like you’re the picture of innocence. Like you’re not trying to dismantle his entire concentration just because he didn’t give you a kiss the second you walked in.
You rest your chin on his thigh.
“You don’t love me,” you repeat again, soft now. Barely a breath.
Tom Riddle lifts his head.
You see it happen—the flicker in his eyes. The way his jaw tightens, just slightly. He’s staring down at you, and it’s not annoyance, not really.
It’s restraint.
And it’s gone in an instant.
Because suddenly, his fingers are in your hair. His other hand grabs your jaw.
And he kisses you.
Hard.
You gasp into it, lips crushed against his, barely managing to breathe as he drags you up onto your feet and then pushes you back—firmly, confidently, like he’s been waiting for you to cross that final line.
Your back hits the desk.
Books rattle.
His mouth never leaves yours.
He kisses like he speaks: articulate, intense, impossibly focused. You feel everything all at once—his fingers tangled in your clothes, the warm pressure of his chest against yours, the heat flooding up your neck. One of his hands slips around your waist to pin you there, possessive and firm.
You whimper against his mouth, and that makes him smirk.
When he finally pulls back, just enough to breathe, your lips are kiss-swollen, your lungs gasping, and your heart is somewhere in your throat.
“You wanted my attention?” he murmurs, his thumb brushing your bottom lip like he’s already regretting the interruption. “You’ve got it.”
You blink up at him, stunned and breathless.
“…Hi,” you whisper.
He chuckles. A real one. Quiet, dangerous.
You try to smirk, but you’re too dazed. “So you do love me.”
He kisses you again, softer this time. “You’re a menace.”
“And you’re obsessed with me.”
He chuckles against your cheek, trailing his lips down your jaw. “I’m beginning to regret bringing you into this room.”
“No, you’re not.”
“…No, I’m not.”
You grin and tug him closer by the collar. “C’mere.”
He lifts you up like nothing and lays you back on the bed without even breaking eye contact. His hand presses against your chest like a weight—gentle, but anchoring you there. Reminding you who you're dealing with.
“You get five minutes,” he says softly, leaning over you.
You bat your lashes. “Ten.”
Tom quirks a brow. “Fifteen and I’m hexing you.”
You hum, smirking. “Worth it.”
He kisses you again, tongue sliding against yours, and you arch up to meet him, arms wrapping around his neck, legs pulling him closer.
𝐏𝐀𝐈𝐑𝐈𝐍𝐆𝐒 ; Blaise Zabini x Plus-sized gn!reader | MODERN-HOGWARTS AU
𝐒𝐔𝐌𝐀𝐑𝐑𝐘 ; Blaise scrolls through your pics, loses his mind over your soft body, and pulls you into his lap just to worship every inch—hips, thighs, belly, all of it. He’s freaky, obsessed, and makes it very clear: your body drives him insane, and he loves it.
𝐀/𝐍 ; your hips, thighs, they got me hypnotized 🤤 PLUS-SIZED Y/N SUPREMACY!!!!!!!!!! i love my chubby girls/boys. ive been listening to ayo technology on repeat.. so why not make a short drabble about it? and i havent made a blaise drabble/fic in a LONG time so.. enjoy :3
You don’t even know when it started. One second you were just scrolling through your Instagram in the Slytherin common room, and the next thing you knew—Blaise’s head was in your lap, scrolling your camera roll like it was his own personal art gallery.
“Blaise, give me my phone—”
“No.”
He said it without even looking up. Just tapped on a selfie you took two weeks ago in that tight green hoodie, the one that clung a little too well to your soft middle.
He zoomed in.
Pinched.
Swiped again.
He smirked.
“You look like sin in this. Deadass. The fuck were you thinking wearing this and not showing me?”
You flushed, kicking your foot a little. “It wasn’t even a fit pic—”
“I don’t care. You look fine as hell. I’m screen recording this.”
You groaned, trying to grab your phone back, but his long ass arms kept it out of reach. You leaned over him, and he caught your wrist with a grin that was all bite.
“You better stop wiggling, baby. You’re makin’ it real hard not to be unholy right now.”
“Blaise—”
“I’m just saying. This angle?” He tilted your phone to show you a low-angle mirror selfie you had completely forgotten existed. “Your thighs, your hips—Merlin, I’m hypnotized. You’re sick for this.”
You opened your mouth to argue, but he sat up fast, letting your phone drop to the couch cushions as he grabbed your waist and pulled you into his lap.
“I mean it,” he whispered against your neck. “You have no idea what you do to me.”
You blinked, heart hammering when his hands spread wide across your sides. His thumbs dug into the soft curve of your waist, and he groaned like he was touching something sacred.
“Why are you acting like I’m not just… average?”
“Average?” Blaise pulled back, offended. “Don’t insult yourself in my presence. Look at you. You’re soft in all the best places. You’re plush. Like a dream.”
You rolled your eyes, heat rising to your cheeks. “You sound like you’re writing a poem.”
“I would,” he said shamelessly, pushing your hoodie up and pressing a kiss just above your navel. “Every fucking stanza would start with how good you look in those damn sweatpants.”
“Blaise—”
“Let me finish. Your thighs,” he said, hands sliding down to squeeze them, “are criminally underrated. You sit on me, and I lose all sense of morality. You walk into a room in shorts and my brain short circuits.”
You wheezed a laugh, squirming when he dragged his nails lightly across your outer thigh. “You’re such a freak.”
He smiled like it was a compliment. “You’re the freak for looking like that and expecting me to act normal.”
He grabbed your ass through your joggers, groaning low and kissing under your jaw. “Do you know what I think every time you post a mirror selfie?”
“No, but I’m sure you’ll tell me.”
He smirked. “I think, ‘damn, I hope I’m the reason they look that good. I hope my hands left prints on those hips. I hope my teeth left marks somewhere only I can see.’”
Your stomach clenched. “Blaise—”
“I don’t think you get it,” he murmured, slipping a hand under your hoodie, fingertips brushing up your torso. “I don’t want you in spite of your body. I want you because of it. I want all of you. Every inch.”
He kissed your belly. Soft. Reverent. “This?” Another kiss. “This is mine.”
His lips trailed lower, his voice dropping. “You sit on my lap and don’t even realize how crazy you drive me. You bend over in front of me like I’m not two seconds away from committing sins that’d get me expelled. And for what? Just to get your damn charger?”
You laughed breathlessly. “I was charging my phone—”
He nipped at your stomach. “Nah, you were playing with me.”
You bit your lip, chest fluttering when his hand cupped the back of your thigh and pulled you closer.
“You wanna hear something fucked up?” he whispered.
“Always.”
“Every time I see you in the Great Hall, all soft and sweet and smiley, wearing those tight ass jeans with your hoodie riding up—” he shivered, “—I sit there imagining what you’d look like riding me in that same outfit. Hoodie still on. Maybe your phone in your hand, filming it. My hands wrapped around your waist. Your ass bouncing on me while you whimper my name.”
You choked. “Oh my god—”
He just grinned, unapologetic. “You think I don’t? You think I don’t lose sleep over the way your hips look when you’re walking ahead of me? I dream about this shit. I scroll your story like I’m studying film.”
You covered your face. “You’re so embarrassing—”
“No. I’m obsessed.” His hand dragged down to your thigh again, squeezing it slow. “And the thing is? I’m not sorry.”
You peeked at him between your fingers.
His eyes locked on yours. “You’re the sexiest person I’ve ever seen. And if anyone’s got a problem with the way your body looks, I will personally send them a cursed howler with a video of me kissing every single inch of you.”
You laughed, caught between flustered and melting.
Blaise leaned in, pressing a kiss to your cheek, then your jaw, then the corner of your mouth.
“I love your softness. I love your stretch marks. I love your stomach. I love the way your thighs jiggle when you walk. I love every part of you that the world tells you to hide.”
You let out a breath. “You’re gonna make me cry.”
“Good,” he whispered. “Cry while I tell you you’re perfect.”
You kissed him. It was needy and slow and tasted like worship.
He tugged you closer, humming against your lips. “Now turn around and sit properly on my lap.”
“Why?”
“So I can play Ayo Technology and show you exactly what that song does to me when I’m thinking about you.”
You snorted. “You’re ridiculous.”
“Uh huh. Ridiculously in love with this body,” he said, trailing his fingers under your hoodie again. “Now sit, baby. And lemme worship."
Summary ; Mattheo Riddle never meant to fall for a soft, clumsy Hufflepuff with doe eyes and heart-shaped lips. But then you crashed into him—literally—and his world hasn’t known peace since. One look, and he was ruined. You? You’d been quietly in love with him since third year. Now the walls are crumbling, hands are held, and secrets are slipping through nervous smiles. Hogwarts is watching. So is Mattheo. And all he wants… is you.
A/N ; I MISSED ALL OF U SO MUCH, sorry for taking like.. 2 weeks writing this.. please listen to this playlist while reading!! (yes i did make a whole playlist just for this fic)
Warnings ; none, just silly, pure fluff
Word count ; 9.2k
The corridors of Hogwarts had never felt longer.
Not in the metaphorical sense.
In the soul-crushing, gut-twisting, every-damn-step-makes-you-later kind of way.
You were late.
Again.
And not just five-minutes-casually-stroll-in kind of late. No. You were sprinting-at-risk-of-death, McGonagall-will-actually-murder-you-in-front-of-the-class kind of late.
Your arms were full. Books stacked haphazardly against your chest, rolls of parchment threatening to slip between your fingers, and a quill stuck in your hair like a forgotten soldier. Your house robe flapped wildly behind you like a cape caught in a storm, your tie was loose and slightly crooked, and your left shoelace? Completely untied—again. But you had no time for that. No time for anything.
Your bag bounced awkwardly on your shoulder with every clumsy step, and a piece of toast (half-buttered, slightly burnt) was hanging between your teeth—because even when you were late, a Hufflepuff did not skip breakfast.
“Shit—excuse me—! Coming through!” you yelped as you sped past a pair of 2nd years, who jumped out of the way like you were a rogue bludger.
Your heart pounded, lungs burning as you bolted down the hallway, murmuring rushed apologies to everyone you weaved past.
“Move—sorry—late—don’t hex me—!”
A few students glanced at you in confusion, some in concern. You were a blur of panic and parchment. An adorable, chaotic mess of golden hues and scuffed boots, tripping over your own feet as you tried to remember where the hell Transfiguration was even held today.
And then—
The turn.
The worst corridor in all of Hogwarts. Narrow. Slippery. Cursed by Merlin himself, probably.
You swung around the corner at full speed—
And collided with something solid.
Hard.
There was no warning.
No time to stop.
One second you were running, the next—
CRASH.
Books exploded out of your arms. Your toast flew. You fell backwards with a loud, winded “oof!”, hitting the stone floor hard enough to knock the breath out of your lungs. Your elbow scraped against the flagstone, and a ripple of pain shot through your side.
Scrolls rolled. Notes floated through the air. Your Defense Against the Dark Arts textbook skidded halfway down the hall.
You blinked, stunned, trying to remember which direction was up.
And then a voice.
Low.
Sharp.
Already irritated.
“Are you fucking kidding me?”
Your blood went cold.
That voice.
You pushed yourself upright, wincing as your bag finally gave up and slumped to the floor. Your hands reached blindly to gather your fallen things, not even looking up yet.
“I—Merlin—I’m so sorry, I didn’t mean to, I wasn’t looking, I swear I didn’t see—”
The shadow over you grew darker.
“Do you always run through corridors like a lunatic, or are you just blind?”
That voice. That tone.
You knew it.
Everyone knew it.
You looked up—
—and your heart stopped.
Mattheo Riddle.
Your stomach dropped through the castle floor.
Of all people to body-check at full speed, it just had to be him.
Him. The boy who could silence a room with a stare. The storm behind the green eyes. The sixth-year Slytherin who was constantly in detention and yet always managed to look like he owned the place. Known for black coffee, black coats, biting sarcasm and wicked smirks. Dark curls. Sharpened jaw. The smell of cigarettes and pine.
Mattheo Riddle wasn’t someone you just bumped into. He was the person people avoided.
And yet here you were—on the floor, trembling like a kicked bunny, and he was standing above you, glaring like he’d just been hexed.
You fumbled, crawling on your knees to snatch up your papers. Your hands shook. Your thoughts scrambled like marbles on the floor.
You didn’t dare look at him again.
Until you had to.
Your book—the one with your scribbled name on the cover and a few heartfelt doodles in the margins—was in his hand.
He crouched slightly, picking it up, fingers adorned with silver rings glinting in the morning light.
You lunged for it.
Your fingers brushed his.
And in that exact moment—
Time. Stopped.
It wasn’t poetic. It was terrifying.
Because the world suddenly went quiet. Everything blurred. Your lungs forgot how to work.
And when your eyes finally met his—really met them—
Mattheo’s entire world flipped sideways.
He froze.
His scowl faltered.
For a brief, impossible second, Mattheo Riddle forgot where he was.
Because you…
You were—
Radiant.
Not in the obvious way.
Not like Fleur Delacour or those impossibly perfect Beauxbatons girls.
No.
You were something different.
Something real.
With your hazel doe-eyes, glossy from panic and slightly glassy from the run, framed with lashes so long it should be illegal. Your cheeks were flushed a deep rose from the sprint, sun-kissed skin glowing under the filtered morning light pouring in from the arched windows behind you. A light dusting of freckles danced across the bridge of your Roman nose, and your bottom lip was red—bitten anxiously, shaped like a soft little heart.
Your sun-kissed skin glowed, warm and flushed from running, a light sheen of sweat on your collarbone catching the light. And freckles—freckles, like stars, scattered across the bridge of your nose and cheeks.
There was a wild curl of hair stuck against your forehead, and for some reason, Mattheo wanted to reach out and fix it.
His hands itched to touch your face.
You looked like you’d just fallen out of a damn dream.
Your face was a goddamn poem.
His brain refused to reboot.
He had never seen someone so soft. So real. You looked like warmth personified and chaos in a bottle. Like you’d trip down stairs and then apologize to the stairs. And he hated how badly he wanted to keep looking at you.
Your robes were still slightly twisted from the fall, your notes still falling around you, and yet somehow—you looked like a painting come to life.
His jaw clenched. His mouth opened—then closed.
“I-I’m so sorry,” you suddenly said again, lowering your gaze as you reached forward to take your book from his hand. “I didn’t mean to ruin your morning—Gods, I feel awful, I didn’t even see where I was!”
And then you spoke again.
“Thank you…” you whispered, voice breathless, barely above a hum.
And Mattheo swore his chest ached.
You stood up, arms full again, more flustered than ever. You didn’t even notice the way he was staring. You were too busy stammering your apologies again.
“I-I’m really sorry—I didn’t mean to waste your time—I just—I’m already late and I can’t afford another detention—I have to go—!”
You bowed slightly, cheeks burning, and turned—
—and ran.
Just like that.
Your cloak whipped behind you, your hair bouncing, your footsteps fading.
Gone.
Mattheo stayed exactly where he was.
The world slowly came back into focus.
Distant murmurs. Footsteps. A nearby classroom door creaking open.
And still, he stood there.
Not moving.
Not blinking.
His hand was still halfway in the air, like your touch had paralyzed him.
Alone.
Dazed.
“…Well,” came a voice from behind him, thick with amusement. “you just got hit by the cupid's arrow.”
Mattheo blinked.
Once. Twice.
The corridor was suddenly too quiet. Too still. The morning chatter of passing students seemed to fade beneath the buzz in his ears. His heart was still pounding like it hadn’t gotten the memo that the chaos was over. His hands remained stiff at his sides, one of them still twitching slightly from the lingering phantom of your touch.
He didn’t turn around.
He just stood there, eyes locked on the empty stretch of hallway where your cloak had fluttered out of sight. Like he expected you to come running back. Like this was just the first half of something.
“Mattheo.”
Still no answer.
Lorenzo huffed dramatically behind him.
“I said,” he repeated, louder now, “you just got hit by the cupid's arrow. In the chest. Dead-on. Right through the soul.”
Mattheo exhaled slowly, like he was trying to come back to his body. He finally turned his head just enough to glance at his friend, but not enough to fully face him.
“I’m fine,” he muttered.
“You’re not fine,” Lorenzo replied, moving forward to stand beside him now. “You look like someone cast a Confundus charm on you and then kissed you on the mouth.”
Mattheo rolled his eyes, but it lacked heat. “You’re being dramatic.”
“Oh, am I?” Lorenzo snorted. “You were crouched on the floor staring at him like he’d just fallen from the heavens and personally knocked the devil out of you.”
“It wasn’t like that.”
“Mate, you didn’t even move for like… a whole minute.”
“I was stunned.”
“You were enchanted.”
Mattheo growled under his breath, brushing invisible lint off his coat.
Before he could tell Lorenzo to shut the hell up, a third voice joined them, smooth and unimpressed.
“What did he do this time?” Theodore Nott asked as he approached, his tone dry like he was already preparing to be disappointed. A book was tucked neatly under his arm, his uniform crisp as ever, and he eyed the two of them like a teacher walking in on misbehaving children.
“Oh, not what he did,” Lorenzo said, lighting up like he’d just found an audience. “It’s what happened to him.”
Mattheo stiffened.
Theodore raised an eyebrow. “Let me guess. He got into another argument with a Ravenclaw prefect? Got caught sneaking out again? Hexed someone’s broomstick?”
“Worse,” Lorenzo said, eyes gleaming. “He just got tackled by a fifth-year Hufflepuff and now he’s in love.”
Theodore’s lips twitched, but he didn’t smile just yet. Instead, he looked at Mattheo carefully. Slowly. Measuring.
“You’re joking,” Theodore said.
Mattheo stayed silent.
Lorenzo laughed. “He’s not. It was the most tragically romantic shit I’ve ever seen. Books flying, parchment floating, bodies crashing—it was like watching a badly written love story unfold in real time.”
“Lorenzo.”
“No, listen,” Lorenzo continued, stepping in front of Mattheo like he was delivering a TED Talk. “The kid ran into him like a fucking comet, slammed them both to the floor, scattered his life across the corridor—and instead of yelling? Our boy here just stared.”
Theodore crossed his arms, finally intrigued. “Stared?”
“Like a lovesick Victorian widow, I swear to god. He didn’t even blink when their eyes met.”
“I didn’t fucking stare,” Mattheo finally snapped, face hot.
“Oh really?” Lorenzo drawled. “Because from where I was standing, it looked like your soul got yeeted out of your body and replaced with butterflies.”
Theodore chuckled. “What did he look like?”
Mattheo hesitated.
Lorenzo grinned. “He’s not gonna tell you.”
“Because he doesn’t remember?” Theodore asked, glancing between them.
“Oh, he remembers,” Lorenzo answered before Mattheo could speak. “He’s been quiet because he’s mentally replaying it like it’s a bloody memory orb.”
Mattheo let out a sharp exhale and finally spoke.
“He had…” He paused. His voice dropped a little. “Hazel eyes. Big ones. Kind of panicked-looking. Lashes like—fuck, I don’t even know how to describe them. Dark. Long.”
Theodore’s eyes narrowed just slightly, the corner of his mouth twitching.
“And?”
“Freckles. Light ones. Right here—” Mattheo tapped the bridge of his own nose. “Across his cheeks too.”
Lorenzo looked like he was physically vibrating.
“You’re so far gone.”
“Shut it.”
“And?” Theodore prompted.
Mattheo swallowed.
“Sun-kissed skin,” he muttered, almost begrudgingly. “Like he’d been in the sun too long but it worked for him. There was this curl stuck to his forehead. And he was flushed from running. And his mouth—”
“Oh my god,” Lorenzo whispered.
“—was heart-shaped. Kind of bitten red. He looked like he’d just been kissed and didn’t know what to do with himself.”
Theodore whistled low. “That’s… detailed.”
“I wasn’t trying to memorize him,” Mattheo snapped. “It just—happened.”
Lorenzo practically squealed. “You fell in love in under thirty seconds.”
“I don’t even know his name.”
“That makes it better,” Theodore said casually.
Mattheo looked at him like he was insane.
Theodore shrugged. “Now you have a mystery. Tragic. Beautiful. A real Hogwarts fairy tale.”
“I’m going to hex both of you.”
“Do it,” Lorenzo challenged, grinning. “Hex me with your love-struck frustration.”
Mattheo groaned, dragging his hands down his face.
He couldn’t stop seeing it. Seeing you. The flutter of your lashes. The heat in your cheeks. The way your voice trembled with nervousness but never once turned cold. You weren’t scared of him. Not really. Just flustered. Sweet. Apologizing like you’d bumped into anyone, not someone people called a dark prince behind his back.
And the way your fingers had brushed his—he still felt it. Warm. Soft. Unintentional. But it burned through his entire arm like a brand.
He didn’t even know your name.
But you had looked at him like you didn’t know his reputation. Like you weren’t sizing him up. Like he was just a boy who got in your way. And that… that stuck with him.
And now?
Now the echo of your voice wouldn’t leave his head.
And neither would your fucking freckles.
And why did he feel like he was never going to stop thinking about you?
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Later, in the slytherin common room. . .
Theodore had barely finished his third sarcastic comment when the Slytherin common room door burst open like it had been kicked by destiny itself, echoing with the dramatic stomp of leather boots and the clatter of five chaotic souls who never entered a room quietly.
Pansy was first—storming in with wind-blown curls and fury in her walk like she’d just returned from burning down a classroom. Her cloak hit the floor before she even fully crossed the threshold. “Alright, which one of you emotionally constipated pricks is radiating disaster vibes?”
“It's Mattheo,” Blaise answered before anyone else could speak, strolling in after her with the elegance of someone who thought life was a stage and he was the main event. He made finger guns at Lorenzo. “My senses tingled the second he said ‘it wasn’t a big deal.’”
Astoria trailed behind them, popping a sugar quill into her mouth and eyeing the room with mild disinterest. “If this is about Lorenzo crying over the Gryffindor Beater again, I’m going to hex myself into a coma.”
“I told you it’s not me this time!” Lorenzo huffed from his seat, hands flying up defensively.
Draco was next, rolling his eyes as he practically slinked into the room like a cat who knew you had food but didn’t want to ask. “Don’t flatter yourself, Lo. Nobody cries over people with shaggy hair and bad broom control.”
“Excuse you—he’s aggressively attractive—”
“—and aggressively dumb,” Draco snapped.
Pansy didn’t even pause as she spun on her heel and pointed directly at Mattheo, who was still stiff by the fire like a statue sculpted out of regret.
“You.” She narrowed her eyes. “You did something. Or something happened to you. Your aura is all… twitchy.”
Mattheo scowled. “Nothing happened.”
“Your face says otherwise,” Blaise grinned, tossing his bag across the table and draping himself dramatically over the nearest armchair like a Victorian widow.
“Oh, this is going to be good,” Astoria said, climbing onto the back of the sofa and perching like a judgmental raven.
Pansy leaned in closer, squinting. “Why do you look like someone just told you love is real?”
“He does,” Blaise said, gasping.
“Oh no,” Draco deadpanned, turning to Theodore. “Tell me it’s not what I think it is.”
“I’m afraid it is,” Theodore replied calmly, taking a slow sip from a teacup that had somehow materialized in his hands like dark magic. “He got hit. Hard. And not by a spell.”
Pansy gasped like she’d just found out someone was pregnant. “You’re in love?!”
“I’m not in love,” Mattheo snapped too quickly.
“Oh my god, you are,” Astoria said, absolutely beaming now. “This is better than when Lorenzo accidentally proposed to that Ravenclaw in Charms class.”
“That was one time—!”
“You were on one knee, Lorenzo!”
“—she dropped her wand!”
“Shut up!” Mattheo growled, but no one even heard him.
“Okay, someone tell me everything,” Daphne announced, breezing in last, her braid swinging behind her like a cape of judgment. She sat beside Astoria like royalty joining the court. “And don’t leave out the dramatic bits.”
Lorenzo stood up with flair, like he’d been waiting for this moment all his life. “Picture this: corridor. Early morning. Our beloved Mattheo, minding his own brooding business. Suddenly—boom. A Hufflepuff—adorable, frantic, five-foot-something bundle of chaos—slams into him at full speed. Books go flying. Toast hits the floor. Papers flutter like snow. And then—”
“Let me guess,” Pansy interrupted. “They locked eyes and time stopped?”
Mattheo groaned into his hands.
“HE STARED,” Lorenzo said proudly. “Like his soul left his body.”
“I didn’t stare,” Mattheo muttered, but even he didn’t sound convinced, his voice cracking at the end.
“You stared so hard I thought you were about to drop to one knee and ask for his hand in eternal servitude,” Theodore said, not even looking up from his book.
Pansy squinted again. “Wait—did your voice just crack?”
“It did not—”
“MATTY.” She pointed like she was summoning lightning. “You always voice crack when you lie. That was a full octave higher than normal. Don’t test me.”
“You sound like you’re going through second puberty,” Draco added.
Blaise wheezed into the couch. “He’s gone. Cooked. Deep-fried. Fully seasoned. Pack it up.”
Mattheo stood abruptly, eyes wide, hands clenching at his sides.
“I’m not gone.”
“Oh, okay,” Daphne said sweetly. “Then describe him. Calmly. Casually. Like someone who isn’t having a complete gay panic.”
Mattheo clenched his jaw.
Then, grudgingly: “Big hazel eyes. Doe-like. Pretty lashes. Freckles. Brown skin. Roman nose. He smelled like vanilla. He was flushed. His voice was soft. He looked scared, but he still smiled. I think he’s Arabic. Hufflepuff tie. Probably fifth year. Cute.”
The silence was explosive.
Astoria gasped. Blaise fell off the arm of the chair. Draco straight-up wheeled away in his own seat.
“I think I’m ovulating,” Pansy whispered.
Daphne clutched her pearls. “This is the most romantic shit I’ve ever heard from you, and I’ve read your detention letters.”
“I hate it here,” Mattheo muttered.
“I hate how turned on I am by you being this soft,” Blaise wheezed.
There was a beat of pure silence.
Not the normal kind—the oh shit kind.
It was the kind of silence where you could feel everyone in the room turning slowly, mentally rewinding Mattheo’s poetic-ass description like a memory orb on loop. The tension hung in the air like a cursed potion about to explode.
And then—
“Oh my Merlin,” Daphne gasped, eyes wide, voice pitched just slightly higher than usual. “You’re talking about Y/N L/N.”
Mattheo blinked. “Who?”
“Y/N,” she said, already sitting up straighter like a royal gossip gremlin who’d just sniffed blood. “Fifth-year Hufflepuff. Pretty. Quiet. Freakishly polite. Literal angel face. Arabic. Rich. Absolutely glows like he’s got permanent lighting from the gods. That’s him.”
Mattheo stared at her like she’d just said his future was tattooed on his back.
“Oh my god,” Pansy whispered, covering her mouth in glee. “That’s the one?”
“I saw him spill pumpkin juice on himself once and apologize to the table,” Astoria added helpfully.
“Yeah, and remember when that stray garden gnome ran through the courtyard and he cradled it like a wounded animal?” Blaise said.
“Wait,” Daphne continued, as if struck by divine memory. “I once saw him asleep on Cedric Diggory’s shoulder in the Great Hall.”
Mattheo’s head turned so sharply it was a miracle his neck didn’t snap.
Daphne blinked innocently. “What? He looked adorable. All curled up and peaceful—like a baby fox. Cedric didn’t even move, just let him nap there.”
“You’re gonna storm down there and what?” Pansy laughed. “Glare him into a date?”
“Trip him into your arms again?” Blaise wheezed.
“Throw Cedric into the Black Lake?” Draco offered.
“He’s not seeing Diggory!” Mattheo hissed.
“CRACK,” the whole group shouted.
Mattheo pointed at them, one by one, like he was mentally drafting their execution orders.
“I SWEAR TO SALAZAR,” he seethed. “IF ONE MORE PERSON—”
“Admits you’ve got it bad?” Pansy asked, raising an eyebrow.
“Mentions Diggory?” Blaise said.
“Suggests you’ve already written your wedding vows?” Astoria offered.
“Calls him your future husband?” Lorenzo added.
Mattheo threw his hands up, eyes wide with pure, boiling chaos.
“I WILL BURN THIS COMMON ROOM DOWN.”
The next morning . . .
Mattheo Riddle was not known for being quiet.
He was known for brooding in corners like a haunted painting, snapping at anyone who spoke too loud near him, and throwing people into walls if they breathed in his direction the wrong way.
So the fact that he was now crouching behind a fucking suit of armor outside the Great Hall just to get a glimpse of you?
Yeah. That was news.
“Are you hiding?” Pansy hissed from where she and the others stood huddled nearby, all of them peeking like this was a military op and not Mattheo having a public breakdown.
“I’m not hiding,” Mattheo muttered, tugging his coat up like a hood.
“You’re crouching behind Sir Cadogan’s left thigh, bro,” Blaise said. “That’s textbook hiding.”
“Shut up,” Mattheo growled. “Is he in there?”
“He’s at the Hufflepuff table, duh,” Astoria said, peeking in. “Drinking hot chocolate like a baby deer. There’s whipped cream on his nose. I think I just got pregnant.”
“Oh my god, he’s even holding his mug with two hands,” Daphne whispered like she was seeing the face of the divine. “This is disgusting. I love it.”
“Who’s he sitting with?” Mattheo asked, eyes narrowing.
“Diggory’s not there,” Theodore added casually, reading Mattheo’s mind like a damn seer.
Mattheo relaxed. Slightly.
“Do I look—” he glanced down, adjusting his collar, brushing nonexistent dust off his lapel “—casual?”
“You look like you’re stalking prey,” Draco said. “Which is very on-brand, but not helpful.”
“Should I just—walk in?”
“You’re asking us for advice on flirting?” Pansy said, eyebrows raised to the heavens. “Mattheo. Sweetheart. You don’t flirt. You glower until people cry.”
“I don’t want him to cry!”
“Ohhh,” everyone said in unison.
“Shut up,” Mattheo muttered, cheeks flushing as he stood up and finally peeled himself away from the armor.
The doors to the Great Hall loomed like the gates to hell.
He could do this.
He could just walk in, act chill, act normal, get his books or something, bump into you again like it was fate, and start a conversation that didn’t end in you running for your life.
Easy. Totally manageable.
He took a deep breath, rolled his shoulders, and stepped inside.
The Great Hall was warm, filled with the quiet hum of post-breakfast chatter and clinking cutlery. Sunlight spilled through the enchanted ceiling, dancing across your skin as you laughed at something one of your friends said.
Mattheo’s heart stopped.
You were smiling. Bright. Soft. Eyes crinkling, lashes kissing the tops of your cheeks, one hand still clutching your cocoa like it was precious cargo.
Your hair was slightly messy. There was a smudge of ink on your wrist. Your tie was a little loose.
And you looked… unfairly good.
Then—your eyes flicked up.
And you saw him.
Mattheo froze.
Your smile softened.
Not a smirk. Not a beam. Just the faintest, shyest curve of your lips—like you were surprised, a little flustered, but maybe… maybe happy?
You tilted your head in recognition. Eyes wide. Curious.
Mattheo’s entire nervous system imploded.
Mattheo’s feet carried him forward automatically. He passed the Ravenclaw table. Then the Gryffindors. His palms were sweating. His brain was static. He didn’t even know what face he was making.
Then—
“Hi,” you said softly as he reached your end of the table.
“Oh—um,” you looked down at it. “It’s just—hot chocolate.”
Mattheo nodded. “Right. Yeah. I like hot chocolate. Sometimes.”
Sometimes? SOMETIMES??
His soul was exiting his body.
“Cool,” you said, and you smiled. Again.
Mattheo swore his knees buckled. Slightly.
And then—over at the Slytherin table?
Hell broke loose.
Astoria looked away with her jaw clenched, face turned violently toward the opposite wall like watching any more of this would make her burst into flames.
Blaise had one palm slapped across his face, muttering, “Oh my fucking god he’s doing it. He’s doing it.”
Lorenzo was folded in half and burying his face into Theodore’s shoulder, while Draco looked like he was trying to crawl inside Theo’s robes to hide from reality.
Theodore wasn’t moving. Not even blinking. He was trying. Trying so hard not to combust. His ears were red. He looked like a single syllable from Mattheo would make him lose the last molecule of sanity he had.
Pansy had gone completely still, her face frozen in a look of pure disgust, like she’d just watched someone confess their undying love to a garden gnome.
And Daphne?
Daphne let out the kind of long, exhausted sigh reserved for retired professors and overworked mothers. “Merlin help us all,” she muttered, “he’s actively combusting.”
Back at the Hufflepuff table, Mattheo was still standing there.
Motionless.
Unblinking.
Glitching.
Your smile softened as you tilted your head, offering your hand.
“I’m Y/N.”
Mattheo took your hand like it was made of crystal and he was afraid he’d crush it. Your fingers were warm. Soft. And somehow—comforting.
“…Mattheo.”
You tilted your head. “I know.”
He blinked. “You do?”
“People talk about you,” you said with a shy little smile, thumb brushing your mug.
Mattheo’s heart dropped. “What do they say?”
“That you’re scary.”
Instant tension.
His jaw locked. His shoulders tensed. His stomach twisted.
But you kept talking. And softly—sweetly—you added, “But also that you like dragons.”
He blinked again.
“What.”
You giggled, and it made his breath hitch. “One of your friends said you were reading a book on dragon runes last week.”
Mattheo’s soul left his body for the second time.
God fucking damn it, Lorenzo.
“…Yeah,” he muttered. “I like them.”
“I think that’s cool.”
Mattheo blacked out. Again.
Your fingers played with the edge of your sleeve as your eyes flicked up shyly, waiting. You looked like you were about to say something else—but Mattheo beat you to it.
Sort of.
“I, um… you’re really…”
Hot? Cute? Stunning? Celestial?
“…Fast.”
You blinked. “What?”
“In the corridor. When you ran. You’re… fast.”
You stared at him.
Mattheo braced for death.
Then—like a miracle—
You laughed.
Like, really laughed. Soft, surprised, slightly wheezy at the end, one hand covering your mouth as your shoulders shook a little.
And it was the best fucking thing he had ever heard.
“Sorry,” you said, cheeks pink with amusement. “That’s the first time someone’s complimented my… speed?”
At the Slytherin table, it was carnage.
Astoria had turned fully around, hands over her ears like she couldn’t take it anymore.
Blaise was whimpering into his hands. “I can’t watch. I’m gonna throw myself out the window. Someone stop him.”
Lorenzo and Draco were clutching each other, crying into Theodore’s shoulder, muffling their screams in his uniform. Theodore hadn’t blinked in twenty-three seconds and was beginning to vibrate.
Pansy now looked physically ill. Like Mattheo had committed a crime against romance itself.
Daphne? Daphne was now taking notes in a little notebook titled “Riddle’s Emotional Downfall: A Case Study.”
Meanwhile, Mattheo was preparing to relocate to another planet.
“I’ll just—crawl into the Forbidden Forest now,” he muttered, face in his hands and turning away.
“No, wait—Mattheo!” you laughed, reaching out without thinking and touching his sleeve.
He paused.
Turned.
And you looked up at him with the softest eyes he’d ever seen.
“Would you maybe… sit with me tomorrow? For breakfast?”
Mattheo stared.
You were offering. Inviting. Letting him in. That small smile on your face was real, not forced. You looked nervous. Hopeful.
You weren’t mocking him.
You weren’t scared.
You were just… sweet.
“…Yeah,” he said, voice cracking like a dying violin string.
Your smile grew.
“Cool.”
Mattheo turned around made his way back to the Slytherin table like a man returning from war.
Silent. Dead-eyed. Emotionally obliterated.
He didn’t look at them. He couldn’t. His palms were sweaty, his heart was still thundering, and your little giggle was replaying in his ears like a haunted lullaby. You’d smiled at him. Twice. Maybe three times. And for what? His speed?
“Fast,” he muttered under his breath, horrified. “I told him he was fast.”
The moment he sat down—smack.
“OW—what the fu—Blaise?!”
Blaise had slapped the back of his head with a flat palm. “That was for all of us.”
Mattheo glared at him. “You don’t get to hit me.”
“I do when you flirt like a Quidditch concussion victim,” Blaise deadpanned, still visibly recovering from secondhand embarrassment. “Fast? FAST? What the hell does that even mean?”
“You complimented his speed,” Pansy said, still looking like she’d been personally assaulted by the interaction. “Are you dating him or racing him, track star?”
Mattheo groaned and buried his face in his hands.
“Oh my god,” Astoria mumbled, now sipping water while still facing away from him like she couldn’t even look at him. “I turned around for five minutes and came back to witness a murder. Of your dignity.”
“Y/N probably thinks you hit your head on the way in,” Lorenzo said, wiping fake tears. “I can’t believe you told him you liked his mug.”
“I panicked!” Mattheo hissed, voice muffled by his hands.
Draco gave him the most evil smirk he could summon. “You looked like a toddler meeting a Disney princess. You were giddy, mate. I thought you were gonna faint.”
“You glitched in real time,” Theodore added coolly, eyes narrowed in fascination. “You froze, spoke nonsense, voice cracked three times—which I counted, by the way—and now you’re blushing so hard your freckles are showing.”
“I don’t have freckles,” Mattheo gritted.
“You do now,” Pansy said, still sneering. “That was embarrassing.”
“You should be arrested for that performance,” Astoria muttered. “Sent to Azkaban for public emotional nudity.”
Mattheo finally lifted his head, hair a mess, eyes bloodshot from emotionally combusting. “I wasn’t that bad.”
There was a beat of silence.
Then Daphne, who had been calmly reviewing notes like a bored therapist, snapped her notebook shut.
“You told him he was fast,” she said, like it was a diagnosis.
“He giggled,” Blaise added. “And you stood there. Like a statue.”
“He laughed in your face,” Draco said. “And you said—‘I’ll just crawl into the Forbidden Forest now.’”
The group collectively howled again.
Theodore leaned forward, voice low. “And then he invited you to sit with him tomorrow.”
Mattheo blinked. “He… did.”
Pansy gasped. “Wait, are you blushing again?!”
“I’M NOT BLUSHING—”
“Crack number four,” Astoria said, raising her drink in salute.
Mattheo dropped his forehead onto the table.
Daphne patted his back. “That was so embarrassing,” she said softly. “Do it again tomorrow.”
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Later that night . . .
The dungeons were quiet. Too quiet.
The hour was late, the castle humming softly in its sleep, and Mattheo was sprawled on his side in bed, one arm under his pillow, the other thrown carelessly over his chest. His brows were furrowed, mouth parted slightly, dark curls falling messily over his forehead.
His breathing was steady.
But his dreams? Absolutely not.
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It started with you laughing.
Of course it did.
In the dream, you were sitting across from him in the courtyard. The sun was warm, the wind was soft, and for some reason, you were looking at him like he was the only person in the world.
You had that stupid hot chocolate again.
You were giggling at something he said—he didn't even remember what he said, only that your smile was so bright it made his chest hurt.
Then, you leaned forward.
Just a little.
“Mattheo,” you whispered, voice soft like silk.
He blinked. “Yeah?”
You reached up. Tucked a curl behind his ear.
Dead. He was dead. The dream killed him.
You smiled again—sweet and sleepy—and your nose bumped his lightly, your lips barely a breath away from his—
And then you kissed him.
Soft.
Just once.
Just barely.
His brain short-circuited. He was kissing you. You were warm. Your hand was on his chest. His fingers were brushing your jaw and your lashes fluttered against his skin and—
Mattheo shot up in bed like he’d been stabbed.
The dorm was dark. His chest was heaving. His skin was hot. His mouth was dry.
“What the actual fuck,” he gasped, yanking the covers off like they’d personally betrayed him.
He blinked into the shadows, heart racing like he’d just run a marathon.
“A dream,” he whispered, voice hoarse. “It was just a fucking dream.”
He dragged a hand down his face.
And then he growled.
“WHY was it so GOOD?!”
He looked at the ceiling like he could fight the gods.
He kicked the blankets. Violently.
“I kissed him. I kissed him?! He touched my HAIR?! What the FUCK is happening to me—”
A soft creak came from across the room.
Theodore, half-asleep and deeply unamused, poked his head out from behind the curtain of his bed.
“Did you seriously wake me up because you had a wet dream about the Hufflepuff?”
Mattheo froze. “It wasn’t—shut the fuck up.”
“You were moaning.”
“I was NOT—”
“Mattheo, you said his name.”
“…No I didn’t.”
Theodore raised a brow. “You said it. Real soft. Real dreamy. Real sad.”
Mattheo grabbed a pillow and hurled it across the room. “GO BACK TO SLEEP.”
Theodore snorted. “Maybe try sleeping without tongue-kissing your feelings next time.”
Mattheo flopped backward into his bed, slamming the covers over his face.
“I hate my life.”
Theodore’s voice drifted through the darkness. “No, you just love a Hufflepuff.”
“I’m gonna hex you.”
“Good night, lover boy.”
Mattheo groaned into his pillow like it could smother the memory of your dream-lips.
But deep down?
He already knew.
He was so, so screwed.
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The morning was golden and cold.
Sunlight filtered softly through the enchanted ceiling above the Great Hall, casting streaks of pale gold over the long, polished tables and illuminating the floating candles like a slow, delicate fire. Outside, frost clung to the windows. Inside, warmth pulsed from platters of breakfast food and the hush of conversation rose in cozy hums beneath the clinks of cutlery.
It was the kind of morning where everything felt slow and sacred.
And you?
You were already seated at the far end of the Hufflepuff table—just like yesterday.
Only now, you had a second mug sitting next to yours.
Waiting.
Mattheo saw it the second he stepped into the hall—and the second he did, his lungs forgot how to work.
There you were. Sitting cross-legged on the bench, warm scarf bunched loosely around your neck, house robes half-slipping from your shoulder like you hadn’t noticed. You were buttering a croissant with the back of your spoon, not your knife, and there was jam smudged on the side of your mouth.
Your eyes were slightly puffy from sleep. Your hair a little messy. One of your socks was mismatched, just barely visible under the fold of your robe.
And somehow?
You looked like sunlight made human.
You were humming softly to yourself. Completely unaware of the panic you were causing on the other side of the hall.
Mattheo just stood there for a second. Frozen.
Hands in his coat pockets. Shoulders tense. Eyes fixed on the second cup.
There were only two possible explanations.
1. It was a coincidence. Someone else's cup. Nothing to do with him.
2. You actually meant it. You’d brought it… for him.
His heart skipped. Then punched against his ribs.
His throat was dry.
“What’s he doing?” Blaise whispered across the Slytherin table, peering over the collar of his robe.
“He hasn’t moved,” Theodore muttered.
“He’s frozen again,” Pansy sighed.
“Is he breathing?” Astoria asked, deadpan.
“Should we push him forward?” Lorenzo offered. “Maybe give him a shove?”
“Do not make eye contact with him right now,” Daphne said calmly, slicing her toast. “He’s having a moment.”
Mattheo blinked slowly.
Pulled his shoulders back.
Tried to look casual and failed miserably.
He did the thing where he adjusted his coat lapels even though they were fine. Ran a hand through his curls. Tugged once on the hem of his sleeve like that would stop him from shaking.
He glanced back at his friends, who immediately pretended to look in every direction but his.
Astoria had her face in her water glass. Blaise was very suddenly fascinated by the texture of a napkin. Theodore was reading a book upside down. Draco just gave him a double thumbs-up.
Mattheo inhaled like he was about to step off a cliff.
And walked toward you.
You spotted him just before he reached the table.
You’d been trying so hard not to look at the door every five seconds, trying not to be that obvious—sitting up straighter every time it creaked open, pretending to reread the same sentence in your book over and over.
And then you saw him.
He was walking toward you—coat open, hair slightly tousled like he’d run his hands through it a dozen times. His green tie hung just a little loose around his neck, as if he’d tried to tighten it and gave up halfway. His boots thudded softly against the stone floor with each step, but his eyes? Locked straight on you. Not the Hufflepuffs around you. Not the food. Just… you.
Your breath caught. Your fingers twitched nervously near your cocoa mug.
“Mattheo!” you said before your brain could stop you, voice just a little too excited. Warm. Hopeful.
His lips parted like he hadn’t expected you to sound that happy to see him.
His steps hesitated for half a second—shoulders tensing like he was processing your smile in real time—before he adjusted course slightly and made his way directly to the spot you’d left open.
Your chest fluttered when he sat beside you.
Close.
Closer than you expected.
His coat brushed your arm. You could smell his cologne—something sharp and smoky, but underneath that… something warm.
You pushed the second mug toward him with a bashful little tilt of your head. “I wasn’t sure if you liked coffee or cocoa, so I picked cocoa again.”
He looked down at the mug, then at you, his lashes lowering, then rising again slowly.
“Thanks,” he said quietly, voice thick and low and a little rough around the edges.
You swallowed.
The space between you felt too loud. You tapped your fingers once against your mug before quickly tucking your hands into your lap. Your leg brushed his knee. You didn’t pull away.
Mattheo sat still. Tense. Like he didn’t know what to do with his hands. Like he was afraid one twitch would ruin everything.
“…You nervous?” he asked suddenly, voice soft and unreadable.
You blinked. “W-What? No! I mean—maybe? A little? Are you?!”
The corners of his lips twitched into the faintest smirk. “You just flinched like I proposed.”
Your eyes widened in horror. “Oh my god, I did—”
You covered your face with both hands, voice muffled. “Please pretend you didn’t see that.”
Mattheo chuckled under his breath. It wasn’t a laugh full of teeth and mockery. It was quiet, like it surprised him. Like you surprised him.
The silence returned.
But this time, it wasn’t awkward.
It was tender.
You peeked through your fingers, then slowly lowered your hands to your lap again, trying not to let your knee bounce. He was looking straight ahead now, blinking slowly, biting the inside of his cheek.
Your pinky brushed his.
He stilled.
So did you.
Your heart jumped to your throat. You couldn’t breathe. Neither of you moved. Not right away.
Then—slowly—you turned your head.
He looked back.
And this time?
It hurt.
The way his eyes searched yours—like they weren’t allowed to. Like it was forbidden and he was doing it anyway. Like you were the softest thing in this sharp, hard world he lived in.
His gaze dipped to your lips. Just for a second. You saw it. He knew you saw it.
But he didn’t look away.
You did. Barely. Cheeks flushing as you swallowed again, throat dry.
Mattheo shifted. His hand twitched between you both. And it almost looked like he was about to reach for yours.
And then—
“MATTHEO’S TOUCHING HI—”
Blaise’s shriek sliced through the Great Hall like a Bludger through glass, so loud and so sudden that forks clattered onto plates and every single head whipped toward the Slytherin table.
Blaise had shot up from his seat, arms in the air like he’d just scored the game-winning goal at the Quidditch World Cup, face lit up in a mix of manic pride and absolute hysteria. “MATTHEO’S TOUCHING HI—”
His moment of glory was tragically short-lived. Pansy, eyes wide with the rage of a thousand banshees, grabbed him by the mouth and physically yanked him back down with a hand over his face. He squealed into her palm, kicking his feet, but she held on like her life depended on it.
“Bitch, SHUT THE FUCK UP,” Lorenzo and Draco screamed in perfect unison, both lunging across the table—one grabbing for Blaise’s flailing arm, the other going for his collar. They looked like zookeepers wrangling a particularly stubborn golden retriever.
At the head table, McGonagall dropped her spoon with a metallic clatter.
Flitwick nearly fell off his stack of books.
Professor Sprout just smiled and sipped her tea like it was none of her business.
Snape glared over his goblet, pinching the bridge of his nose, his expression screaming why am I alive for this?
Every other table had stopped mid-bite. Ravenclaws stared, mouths open. A pair of Hufflepuff second-years were clutching each other, whispering, “is this… normal?”
Gryffindor’s end erupted in giggles, Seamus and Dean smacking each other’s arms, while Hermione shushed Ron as he snorted pumpkin juice through his nose.
Astoria and Daphne, meanwhile, slid so low in their seats they were practically horizontal, hands covering their faces as if trying to phase out of existence. Astoria muttered, “I’m not here, I’m not here, I’m not here,” over and over. Daphne just groaned and mouthed, “I’m transferring.”
Theodore, ever the strategist, sat back and pulled out his copy of Advanced Potion-Making, flipping the pages with exaggerated disinterest. When someone looked his way, he didn’t even blink—just shrugged. “Exchange student,” he said. “I don’t know them.”
Pansy was still wrestling Blaise, hissing, “Do you WANT him to die of embarrassment?!”
Blaise was half-under the table now, eyes huge above Pansy’s fingers, still desperately trying to point at Mattheo like a witness at a crime scene.
Lorenzo had gone feral. “SIT YOUR ASS DOWN, WE ARE NOT DOING THIS TODAY.”
Draco’s voice cracked as he threatened, “I will glue your mouth shut, Blaise, I SWEAR.”
You were frozen, hand still half-raised where your pinky had brushed Mattheo’s. You blinked once, then twice, the tips of your ears burning red as every eye in the room shot to you and Mattheo.
Mattheo, for his part, was staring murder at his entire house, jaw clenched, nostrils flaring like a pissed-off dragon who’d been forced to join a knitting club.
And then, somehow, it got worse.
Silence.
Just for a heartbeat.
Then someone at the Gryffindor table (probably Fred, if the snickering was any clue) yelled, “IS IT TRUE LOVE OR JUST HAND-HOLDING?”
That set off another round of cackles.
Neville dropped his toast.
Hannah Abbott gasped, “Oh my god, they’re blushing!”
Even Professor McGonagall let out the faintest sigh, muttering, “For Merlin’s sake…”
Mattheo pinched the bridge of his nose, trying to convince himself he could turn invisible with sheer willpower. You, meanwhile, couldn’t stop the shy, nervous laughter bubbling out of you, one hand pressed to your lips as if you could hold back your smile.
Your pinky was still resting against Mattheo’s.
He didn’t move it away.
After what felt like a year of chaos, the hall slowly returned to normal—but you could still feel the eyes, the whispers, the heat crawling up your neck and across your cheeks.
Mattheo glanced sideways at you, lips twitching like he wanted to laugh and scream all at once.
“They’re… intense,” you whispered.
Mattheo grumbled. “They’re vultures.”
“They’re… sweet,” you said softly. “In a terrifying way.”
Mattheo looked at you again.
You were still laughing.
Not at him.
Not meanly.
Just… amused. Warm. You looked happy.
That killed him worse than anything else.
You leaned your elbow slightly, just enough to let your pinky brush his again—and this time, you didn’t move away.
And Mattheo?
Mattheo smiled.
Really smiled.
The kind of soft, rare smile he gave no one.
You grinned, finally letting yourself relax, nerves melting just a bit with the way he looked at you—like the rest of the world could do whatever it wanted, and he’d still only see you.
You walk side by side out of the Great Hall, the air fresh and cold, sun cutting silver across the stone. Mattheo’s fingers brush yours once, twice, before you finally, silently, reach for his hand and fully link your fingers with his.
He freezes, just a half-step, like the touch is a spell. You glance up.
Mattheo meets your gaze, the confusion and hope swirling in his eyes so obvious it almost makes you laugh.
You squeeze his hand—just a little.
His palm is warm, a bit clammy, and you can feel his thumb twitch against your knuckle.
You keep walking, steps falling in sync down the long hallway. A flock of younger Hufflepuffs stares in open shock from a nearby archway; two older Slytherin girls do double-takes and then whisper, and somewhere overhead, a ghost makes an exaggerated “aww” sound as you pass.
Mattheo keeps looking forward, lips pressed together, but you see the tips of his ears flush pink.
He glances down at your joined hands. Then at your face. Then back at your hands.
You smile, swinging his hand a little—just a tiny, dorky sway, like you’re trying to see if he’ll let you.
He lets you.
In fact, he blushes harder.
He clears his throat, voice a bit rough. “You… always this bold after breakfast?”
You raise your brows. “You want me to stop?”
“No.” His answer is immediate, a little too fast. He tries to play it cool—shrugs with the shoulder you’re not clinging to—but his cheeks are giving him away. “Just not used to… this.”
“Hand-holding?”
“Yeah. Or…” He fumbles for words. “Being… seen. Like this.”
You squeeze his hand tighter. “Sorry. I forget sometimes I’m supposed to care what people think.”
Mattheo lets out a breath. “It’s not you. I just—everyone’s always… looking.”
You shrug. “Let them look. I want them to.”
He stops in the middle of the corridor, yanking you gently to a halt. “Seriously?”
You nod, honest. “Seriously. If I could, I’d drag you through every corridor at Hogwarts until they all memorized the way you look at me.”
He stares at you. Like he’s never heard someone say something like that before. Like the words themselves are a foreign language.
He glances away, a shy smile curling up at the edges of his mouth.
“You’re kind of insane.”
You nudge him. “You like it.”
He snorts—an actual snort. “Yeah. Maybe I do.”
You grin, warmth blooming up your chest. The two of you start walking again, your stride a little more bouncy now. Every now and then, you give his hand another swing, and every time, he lets you.
You catch glimpses of your reflection in the tall castle windows—two boys, side by side, hands linked, a flash of gold and green in your ties, a mismatched mess that somehow fits perfectly.
“I still can’t believe you asked me to sit with you,” Mattheo mutters.
You shoot him a sidelong look. “You think I’m brave enough to not ask?”
Mattheo rolls his eyes, but his lips are twitching. “You were shaking so bad you spilled cocoa on yourself.”
“And you tried to act cool and said you liked my mug. Who’s the dork now?”
“Don’t remind me.” He groans, but he’s smiling—really smiling, for the first time today.
The two of you wind out through the open doors onto the lawn, your hands swinging back and forth between you. The air is crisp, the grass wet with dew. You don’t care.
You make your way down to the lake, passing a group of giggling second years who all fall silent as you walk by, jaws dropping. You and Mattheo pretend not to notice, but when you’re past, you both burst out laughing.
Mattheo shakes his head. “You know you’re starting rumors right now, right?”
“Good,” you say. “Maybe I’ll get a reputation. Maybe people will stop thinking I’m just a ‘quiet Hufflepuff’ and realize I’m actually the guy who made Mattheo Riddle blush in broad daylight.”
Mattheo nudges your side. “They’ll probably just think you’ve been cursed.”
“By what, bad taste?”
He grins, shaking his head. “By me. Being around me is… dangerous, you know.”
You stop.
Turn toward him, still holding his hand.
His eyes flick up, startled by your sudden seriousness.
“Mattheo,” you say, voice soft but unwavering. “I know who you are. I know what people say about you. But… I also know who you are when it’s just us.”
He swallows, Adam’s apple bobbing. “Who’s that?”
You lift your other hand, brushing his hair gently off his forehead.
“The boy who makes me laugh. Who gets nervous for no reason. Who blushes and tries to hide it. Who held my hand so tight just now I thought you’d break it.”
He stares at you, silent, something huge and unnamed growing in his eyes.
The silence stretches.
You step closer, until your noses nearly touch.
“You don’t have to be dangerous with me,” you whisper. “I like you exactly the way you are.”
Mattheo can’t look away.
He lets out a shaky breath, fingers tightening around yours.
His walls—those walls everyone else complains about—drop just a little.
He looks down. “I’ve never…”
You wait.
He glances up. “No one’s ever held my hand like this before.”
You smile, pressing your forehead lightly to his. “I’ll do it every day, if you want.”
Mattheo squeezes your hand again. “You’d get tired of it.”
You shake your head. “Not a chance.”
He laughs, the sound bubbling out of him, light and sweet and completely not how anyone expects Mattheo Riddle to sound.
You start walking again, your steps slow, hands still linked. The rest of the world melts away. For a while, neither of you says anything. There’s just the grass beneath your shoes, the occasional caw of a distant crow, and the rhythm of your breathing.
At some point, you swing your joined hands higher—ridiculous, childish, but perfect. Mattheo raises a brow. “Are you five?”
You swing his hand again. “No. But I’m happy. Are you?”
He looks at you.
Really looks.
And the way his eyes soften, just for you, says more than anything he could say out loud.
“I think I am,” he admits.
You give him your brightest, softest smile—the one that makes your eyes crinkle and your freckles glow.
For a few minutes, you both just exist together. You pass the old willow by the lake, then make your way up a little hill where you can see most of the grounds. The wind is chilly but gentle. You don’t let go.
He glances at your entwined fingers. “Everyone’s staring.”
“Let them.”
“You’re not embarrassed?”
You shake your head. “No. Are you?”
Mattheo hesitates, then shakes his head, too. “Not anymore.”
He squeezes your hand again. Just because he can.
You turn to face him fully. “What?”
He shrugs. “Just making sure you’re real.”
You laugh and let go for a second—only to turn and really take his hand, palms pressed flat, fingers locked. You give his hand a full swing and twirl, dragging him with you. He stumbles, off-balance, and you both burst out laughing again.
You end up chest to chest, both out of breath, smiling so wide your cheeks hurt.
He leans in, voice barely a whisper. “You’re trouble.”
You grin. “You like it.”
“Maybe I do.”
The sun is rising higher, the castle buzzing to life behind you, and every so often you see heads peeking out the windows, a few Gryffindors gawking, even a couple professors pretending not to stare.
You and Mattheo don’t care.
You just keep walking, hand in hand, sometimes swinging, sometimes just holding, sometimes bumping shoulders on purpose.
You wander near the edge of the lake, stopping by a boulder half-covered in moss. Mattheo sits, pulling you down next to him, still not letting go.
You both watch the water, sunlight glinting silver and gold on the surface.
He says quietly, “This is the happiest I’ve felt in… a long time.”
You lean your head against his shoulder. “Me too.”
A moment passes. The breeze ruffles your hair.
Mattheo turns so you’re looking at each other, so close you can count the gold flecks in his eyes.
“Y/N?”
“Yeah?”
He hesitates. Swallows. Licks his lips.
“Do you… do you like me?”
You freeze.
Everything stops.
You blink, heart pounding so loud you think he must hear it.
He looks terrified. Completely exposed.
You stand up, tugging him with you.
You turn so you’re facing him, both hands gripping his now.
He waits.
You just look at him for a moment, letting all the feelings that have been bottling up finally show on your face. Every laugh, every nervous flutter, every quiet moment together, every time you caught yourself watching him across a crowded room—all of it, clear in your eyes.
You swallow.
Smile.
And with the softest, most sincere voice you’ve ever used, you say:
“I’ve liked you since third year.”
Mattheo’s mouth parts. He doesn’t speak. He just stares at you, thunderstruck, the world pausing around him.
And in that breathless, endless moment, with the sun shining and your fingers twined.
ok nvm guys the assasin m!reader x theo fanfic is postponed because im gen too lazy to think ab it 😭😭.. ill write it soon, maybe just not this month hehe..
instead im gonna write.. FLUFFFF ABOUT MATTHEO AND M!READER (love at first sight).. heres a lil sneakpeak!!
please pleasePLEASEEEE stay tuned for thisbecause im genuinely so excited for u guys to read this <3
if i were to write an assassin arab! m!reader, would you guys read it? lowk curious since this idea has been in my mind for a while..
if i did write it, who would you guys want it to be with?
should it be.. any of the slytherin boys? or the gryffindor boys.. or maybe with cedric?
