the one who knocks

molly. 20-something. overthinker.

[theonewhoknocks-archive]

to james, danielle, whitney, and faithlynn

you guys will never see this, and i haven’t reached out because i don’t feel that is appropriate because i don’t want to make you guys uncomfortable. but if there is even a tiny chance one of you sees this:

i am so, so sorry. from the bottom of my heart. i am so sorry for being a bad friend and a shitty person. i am so sorry for hurting you guys with my ignorance. i know we will likely never talk again, but i am trying to do better and learn from my mistakes. i wish you all nothing but happiness. i am so, so sorry.

[theonewhoknocks-archive]

Anyway idk why but I decided to dig through my Tumblr today for nostalgia and I stumbled upon your account again, I remember you were always so sweet to me and would compliment my selfies and we'd share the occasional joke about BrBa. As weird as it may be you made a lasting impression on me just from being a lovely fun person to talk to and I just hope you're happy and you're doing well xxx

(part 2) Hi Anon! I have no idea when you sent this, but it’s August 2017 now and I am JUST seeing this! As you can probably tell I don’t check Tumblr too much anymore :( Oh my gosh, you are really, really sweet, and this means a lot to me. You aren't being creepy at all!!! I miss the BrBa days. So much. I got to meet and interact with so many amazing people, and I am sure you were one of them! It is crazy to think that people still remember me from back then. I was such a hot mess hahaha, but to know that you cared to drop me a line means more to me than I can say. Your kind words touch my heart. Those times were very special in my life, and even though it was “just Tumblr”, so many people from that time made an impact on me. Again, I am sure you were one of them :) Please drop me a non-anonymous message some time (even if you see this like months or years from now)!!! <3 <3 I hope you are well friend, and hopefully you see this message!

[theonewhoknocks-archive]

I'm writing this anon cause I don't wanna alarm you or creep you out but I remember following you YEARS ago back when you were a BrBa blog and we would briefly exchange words sometimes. But I remember you'd sometimes post about how you kinda feel down and lonely and I always wanted to tell you how funny and pretty I thought you were but we didn't really know each other so I didn't wanna make you feel uncomfortable but I always wanted to be your friend tbh

(part 1) -- see response in part 2

[theonewhoknocks-archive]

changing tumblr accounts soon. time for a fresh start.

[ibrahimnsbvv]

[corgisandboobs]

“WELL I DON’T KNOW WHY I’M NOT INSIDE, BUT I’M HAVING FUN AND THAT’S THE IMPORTANT PART.”

[orestlikes]

[lipatti]

am i the only person not affected by generalized positivity… like post it notes in bathrooms that say ‘youre beautiful’ or posts that are like ‘smile! you are a beautiful sunshine flower!’ im just like … okay…

[nottrulyperfect]

[taeshidiary]

[untrustyou]

[untrustyou]

Laura Leal 

[tvemporium]

[cerceos-deactivated20160308]

Kate Van Brocklin

[schollekruspe]

[cuntflicts]

[kiki-kit]

bringin in the big guns

[gravity-what]

Okay but

DONT imagine how many times Stan stayed up for days in a row trying to fix the portal

How he taught himself physics and engineering to try and get his brother back.

How he probably collapsed from exhaustion more then once down in the basement.

How he probably played their reunion through his mind night after night. Sometimes it was happy and sometimes it was sad or angry or both. And sometime, sometimes nothing came through the portal and Stan was left staring at an open gateway with no one coming through.

Don’t imagine him waking up from that nightmare and deciding that, if that were to happen, he wouldn’t hesitate to jump through the portal himself, because his brother had to be in there somewhere right?

Don’t imagine him looking in the mirror every morning and seeing more gray hair and more wrinkles and realizing that he is running out of time.

Don’t imagine Stan watching the years go by and thinking that he is failing, just like he did at everything else in his life.

[zealous4fashion]

Georges Hobeika Fall 2015 Couture Collection ~ details