Morgan Boodie

Single. KC MO. 27. Most people ran off but i ran it up!

[theoriginalboodie]

[ponderingcomplications]

if they ask you, tell them the truth. Tell them I was more like a ghost than a heartbeat, tell them I disappeared I was there until I wasn't and mostly, I was gone. Tell them I didn't belong and when you would call, I wouldn't answer. That I was more a void than a presence, that life poured into me but I was an abyss that even loneliness couldn't fill. Tell them I was gentle and had no fight in my hands but that they trembled with every touch Tell them I was never enough for everything that needed me, tell them I wasn't free but that I broke every chain, that I erased every pain that dared to befall someones name Tell them that I was good Tell them I was kind but please, do not speak of the demons that ruled my mind please, if you whisper or dare to breathe my name please leave out the blame. Tell them I had wings tell them I healed your suffering tell them my heart was whole but speak nothing of my soul. There is enough hurt in this world do not let me add to the pain, time continues on again and I am no different. I cease here but begin anew and if they dare to ask you, tell them the truth.

[perfeqt]

“My darling girl, when are you going to understand that being normal is not necessarily a virtue? It rather denotes a lack of courage.”

— Practical Magic

[aikaleegrave]

bless the sky you learned to love beneath.

bless the garden that burned with sunlight. bless the hands that ushered you out of this world and back into it, bloodied and trembling, still unaware of your own joy. bless the lost teeth and the glue-wet paper and the broken bed slats. bless the laundry lines and your mother’s weary face and peppermint tea in the evening. bless the winter that comes and rages and, at long last, sleeps. bless the flowers. bless the hands that peel back the blanket of apathy from your body, curled comma between shroud and sky. bless your future, as little as you believe in it. bless the heresy that bleeds from your hands, the gold and the gladness, the salt-secret tucked under your tongue, melting in the wet heat of unconfession. bless the love that lingers twice as long as the breath you speak it with. bless the sky, the generous sky, blue as a prayer and kinder too. you’ve never seen your own heart from this view.

a.s.w.

[perfectquote]

“When a person tells you you hurt them, you don’t get to decide you didn’t.”

— Louis C.K.

[perfectfeelings]

“Here is the world. Beautiful and terrible things will happen. Don’t be afraid.”

— Frederick Buechner

[theoriginalboodie]

I hate when people are like “i know what your problem is” lol i be thinking like “bitch do you THINK im looking for my PROBLEM … or my solution” cmon now

[theoriginalboodie]

Hey erbody Im Boodie, new on Tumblr! Single, lookin for somebody to make a pact with, and to push, pull, and lean on eachother all the way to the top you hear me. A solid man or a bad ass bitch HELLO!! Lol follow me, message me, you got that to dooo!! Im five foot, serbian, a message therapist, with the shit, open-minded and humble, im petite with a more-than-decent, fat ass and a bigger heart!! : )

[theoriginalboodie]

Listen to this..

I aint gon cuddle, i aint tryna kiss. I aint tryna settle or make you my bitch. Shit im just tryna get rich. Dont want no man, dont come lookin for a wife in the kid. You understand?! Or did that shit go ova ya lid. Please dont get yo heart involved cause i aint got no heart at all. You aint meet yo Prince Charming, bitch you met you a Dog.

[theoriginalboodie]

Its Me