⌦ .｡.:*♡ brothers best friend! h. intak x f! reader
: ̗̀➛ you, idol choi taeyangs beautiful younger sister, are extremely loved by the public and everyone around you. but everything goes to shit when the relationship youd worked so hard to hide gets exposed.
: ̗̀➛ warnings: secret relationship, piwon dynamics, arguing/fighting, lots of crying, mean comments from the public, intaks the sweetest heart ever, piv sex, oral f! receiving
req by - @chiquikari here.
you thought youd been so careful.
you took all the precautions. anytime you were out with him you wore hoodies and made sure your faces were covered. you werent touch or affectionate unless you were alone and were sure of it.
you and intak were confident that this relationship never go public. that nobody, not the members, the fans, not even your brother, theo, would know.
you guys were so careful. and everything was fine. until it wasnt.
you were chilling at p1harmonys dorm rooms, laying down on your brothers bean bag, half asleep and phone playing some random show.
then, you get a notification. you lift your hand to swipe it away, but then, the title catches your eyes.
you sit up quickly, grabbing your phone and clicking the article.
“Idol Theo from P1Harmony’s sister caught out with his BANDMATE, Intak!”
“what the fuck..” you whisper, scrolling down past the words to the pictures. and there it is, without a doubt. you with intak, smiling up at him, hoodie/ off and faces clear as day.
you remember being out with him that night, you literally went to the corner store and back. it was kind of windy that day, so maybe the wind blew your the hood off your head without realizing.
“oh.. its so over.” you groan, burying your face in your hands, the tears of guilt from your carelessness already forming.
you stand up, grabbing your phone and walk to the door, wanting to get to intak as quick as possible so you can figure this out before anyone in the house finds out.
but, just as you reach the door, theo walks in. you freeze immediately, backing up on instinct.
he stands in front of the door, the same article pulled up on his phone screen. he looks down at it, then back at you before sighing.
“how long?” is all he says.
your eyes dart to the floor, and you can feel yourself start to shrink of embarassment, no words coming from your lips.
“y/n. answer me. how long have you been lying to me?”
“i never lied.” you say quickly. “i just didnt tell you. we didnt tell anyone we wanted it private until we were sure—”
“sure?” he interrupts, letting out a scoff of disbelief. “how long has it been for you guys to still not be sure?” he says, getting louder.
“its only been like four months! youre being childish, we can just sit down and talk.”
“talk? talk about the fact youre dating my best friend? talk about the fact that youve been hiding this from me for four months? yeah, lets talk.”
your hands run down your face in frustration, your phone slipping from your hand and onto the carpet.
“why are you so mad? we wouldve told you eventually. its not that serious. did you expect me not to date ever?”
“y/n. thats not the fucking point. its not about you dating him. its about the fact that you havent told me. and you dont even have a good reason.”
“theo.” you start, just to be cut off again by intak entering the room, guilt written all over his face.
“theo.” he starts, moving towards him.
“stop. you guys are so fucking disrespectful. you know that? im your brother, y/n. intak we’re supposed to be friends. best friends. and you both chose to keep this from me. you know how that makes me feel? its fine to be private, but fuck..” he says, hands moving to his hair.
“i shouldve been the first to know.”
you and intak stand there, looking at the floor like two children getting in trouble with nothing to say.
“get out. i dont wanna talk to either of you.” he says simply, moving to sit down on his bed.
you both turn and walk out, intak guiding you to his room while biting his lip. he closes the door behind you both, then leans against it, eyes on you as you walk further in.
intak lets out a heavy sigh, rubbing his eyes before pushing off the door and moving towards you.
“you okay?” he asks softly.
you shake your head no, lips forming into a pout as the tears overcome you, running down your cheeks. “im sorry, intak.” you say, and he pulls you in almost immediately.
“hey, hey. no, dont be sorry. you didnt do anything wrong.” he assures, his cheek resting on top of your head, hands rubbing your back softly.
“its okay. im sorry too. shouldve been more careful. theres no one person to blame for this.”
you basically ignore his words, continuing to cry into his chest.
he holds you tightly against him until you calm down and pull away, wiping your tears and letting out a breath.
“i dont know how i didnt realize my hoodie fell off.” you say softly, and he sighs, grabbing one of your hands and holding onto it as he sits down on his bed.
“i dont know either. i shouldve paid more attention. i didnt want to put you in the spotlight like that.”
you sit next to him, your mind replaying the argument with theo over and over again, feeling more and more guilty each time you replay his words.
“we shouldve just told him.” you say after a bit of silence. “he deserved to know. we shouldnt have kept that from him.”
intak nods, squeezing your hand tightly again.
“we just wanted to move at our own pace. we wouldve eventually. we just werent ready.”
you shake your head, looking at over at him.
“i think we were ready. we were just scared of his reaction. we just realized too late. if i wouldve known this was gonna happen i wouldve told him the first time.”
intaks eyes meet yours, and the same truth that settled in your brain earlier, finally dawned on him. you were right, it wasnt about not being ready. you were ready. you were both scared, but neither one of you admitted that.
“i think im gonna go back to my apartment tonight. i dont think theo wants me anywhere near him.”
intaks head snaps up as you stand, and he gets up as well, moving to his closet.
“im coming with you. i dont want you alone after that.”
you sigh, ready to turn around and protest, but when you see him already shoving clothes in his bag, you close your mouth and let it happen.
it takes him about five minutes to finish packing, and you both walk out his room together, silently thankful that nobody is around when you walk through the living area and out the front door.
neither of you even bother with hiding your faces, as youve already been exposed, and hiding again served no purpose as literally everyone already knew.
you make it to your apartment in complete silence, and it remains that way up until youte both changed and laying down on your bed, thats not meant for two, his arms wrapped around you, your head on his chest.
“im sorry, again.” you whisper, shifting as close as you can get. “i know this might fuck up everything you guys have going on. a dating scandal when you guys are doing so well.”
he sighs, not being able to deny the last part given how weird the community is with dating, but he is able to assure you.
“stop apologizing. we’ll get through this. okay? ill figure it out.” he says, kissing your forehead.
“promise?” you say softly, and you feel his head nod on top of yours.
“i promise, babe. promise.”
intak swore he was going to make it right. he woke up on time for practice, woke you up despite mot wanting to so he could ask where to find the wash cloths, then washed up and got ready.
he kissed your forehead before he walked out the door, and made the 15 minute walk to the company where they were having their meeting today.
his plan was to sit all the way through the meeting, find theo as soon as it was finished to talk things out and hopefully make everything right, then get on fromm and put out a statement explaining everything if the company permits.
but, of course. that plan didnt work out. in fact, he didnt even get a chance to start it.
literally as soon as he walked in, he was stopped by his manager, who seemed to have been waiting on him.
“intak. hold on, one second. let me talk to you.”
intak stops mid step, lets out a breath and offers him a bow before standing straight and letting him talk.
the manager takes a breath before starting. “given the controversy going around and the tension between you and theo, we’re gonna have you take a coupls days off.”
it takes him a second, before he finally smaps out of his daze and opens his mouth, just for no sound to come out. just shock.
“i know. youre not the only one, theo got sent home too. we’re just going to continue without you both until everything calms down.”
intak shakes his head in disbelief, and backs up a bit. “seriously?”
the manager nods, lips pressed into a thin line. “seriously. please, just. go home, and we’ll give you a call when we think time is best.”
intak doesnt say anything, just finally closes his mouth and nods, not having much to say.
“oh, and dont say anything to the fans. we dont want to make it worse. just stay low for a bit.”
intak nods again, and turns around with a shake of his head, walking out the building and back the way he came.
intak walks all the way back to your apartment with his head down, trying not to cry. it takes him so much longer to get back because hes walking slower, taking his time to process everything.
he probably still wouldve been turned around even if everything with theo was opposite, but he wouldve felt so much better about everything if they were on good terms right now. but theyre not.
he gets back to you apartment to find the door still unlocked even though he told you to lock it behind him, and he walks inside quickly, shutting and locking it.
“babe! you here?” he calls out, walking further in. he tries not to panic when you dont answer, and walks further in the apartment to find you sitting at the kitchen counter, phone in hand, lip tucked under your teeth.
“baby.” he says with a sigh, walking towards you. he notices how you quickly cut your phone off and drop it on the counter, looking up at him.
“you good?” he asks, stopping beside you. you nod your head, turning the stool to face him fully.
“im fine. why are you back so early? you just left not even an hour ago.”
he sighs, and sits on the stool next to you, placing his elbow on the counter and resting his cheek on his hand.
“they told me i should take time off until everything calms down.”
your eyes widen slightly, and you let out a laugh of shock. “what? can they do that?”
intak nods, smiling as well as to not show how upset he is. “we’re under their company. they can do whatever they want. so ill be here until the scandal dies down.”
you nod, reaching to grab his fidgeting hand, holding it tightly. “are you okay?” you ask as soft as you can.
“i will be.” he responds quickly. “im not right now. i love my job. i would never forgive myself if i lost it over a stupid mistake like not putting my hood on.”
your hand goes limp in his, before quickly recovering, but not without him noticing.
“i dont regret anything, y/n. i like you a lot. i cherise every moment with you. i swear i do. its just a tough situation. but no matter what, just know im not going anywhere. job or no job, ill be with you. okay?”
you smile at the reassurance he never fails to give you, then nod. “okay. i hear you.”
he smiles back, then his eyes dart to your phone, the hint of curiousity from earlier coming back in full force.
“what were you looking at earlier?” he asks, and you place your hand on your phone quickly, just in case he attempted to grab it before responded.
“nothing. just.. some online stuff.” you say breifly, clearly not telling the full truth.
“online stuff as in.. us. right?” he presses, and when you dont answer, he knows.
“you dont need to be looking at stuff like that. i know how people get. let me see.” he says, reaching out again.
you hesitate before placing the phone im his hand, and he unlocks it and starts scrolling through the comments on a post you were looking at.
“intak betrayed us loyal fans! for what? some slut girl who will just jump to the next rich man who looks at her?”
“im fine with him dating, but damn.. she couldve at least been cute LMFAO”
“just another random who will use him for his money and leave as soon as she gets what she wants. next, lol”
intak can feel himself starting to tear up again, reading the absolutely disgusting comments from fans, calling you names and sending you death threats, but not a single negative thing towards him.
“my god.. im so sorry. none of this is true, y/n. you know that? youre dont deserve any of this.” he says, and you let out a chuckle, eyes watery as well.
“yes, i know. just hurts a little. but its okay.”
“no, its not okay. nobody deserves this amount of hate. ive always thought it was weird but ive never experienced it myself and.. fuck. im sorry, baby.” he says, letting his tears fall.
“oh, babe..” you say, scooting off the stool and wrapping your arms around him. “dont cry. youre gonna make me cry.” you say, knowing damn well your tears are already falling.
“then we can cry together.” he says through a sob, and you let out a breath and let yourself cry as well.
you both sat there and cried for maybe ten minutes, holding each other and rubbing each others backs, letting the emotions from the past hours out after holding then for a bit.
eventually, you both calm down and laugh about it, then go sit on the couch to watch a movie.
things got better throughout the next three and a half weeks.
at first, you stayed in your apartment, and didnt leave the house. if there was something you needed, intak went to get it for you instead of going out yourself.
since intak was basically off until further notice, he was with you the whole time. so despite being couped up in the house, you didnt feel lonely.
intak was always there to make you laugh, help you through those rough nights, and just hold you if thats what you wanted. you couldnt have done it without him.. even though you wouldnt have had to if it wasnt for him anyway.
but somewhere around the beginning of the third week, everything started to calm down.
when you redownloaded socials just to check, there seemed to be more supporters than haters. there was still the occasional hate comment, but with every one there was ten people calling them out in support of you.
you felt safe enough to go out again, and you did! by yourself to the grocery store, then back home. but you were still out.
the scandal calmed down, everythings calm, but theres still one thing you have to settle. theo.
you havent talked to him since that night, and youve wanted to text him so many times to apologize, explain your thinking behind not telling him with no excuses, but you couldnt bring yourself to.
when theo was mad, he was mad. you were honestly scared of your brother when he was upset with you, but youve never gone this long without speaking, and its eating you alive.
intak finally got the call about coming back into work, and he just left about an hour ago. so when you hear a knock on your door at around one pm, youre confused.
you immediately jump to the worst case scenario, like maybe they called him there to fire him for good, and youd open the door to find him there, crying.
or maybe, you its not him at all. its some crazy fan who came to find and kill you for touching their oppa.
but.. luckily. it was neither. you looked through the peephole and see your brother. standing there and waiting.
you open it quickly, and you just stare at him for a couple of seconds before he laughs and snaps you ot of your daze.
“are you gonna let me in?”
“oh! yes, yeah.” you say, stepping aside. you let him walk in and close the door behind you, turning to face him.
“youre not at practice. didnt you get called back today too?” you ask, trying to start off casually.
“i did. i told them i would be a little late today. wanted to talk to you.”
you nod, aboiding eye contact with him before caving and blurting out a mixture of apologies.
“im seriously so sorry. i wouldve told you, but i was scared. we both were. on how you would take it. i didnt realize it then, but i do now. and its too late. and i shouldve just told you and im sorry about everything.”
he listens to you talk until your very last syllable, and laughs when you finally take a breath.
“its okay. i had some time to think. i kind of overreacted, im sorry about that.” he starts, stepping closer.
“i do wish one of you wouldve said something, i stand on that. but hes my best friend. youre my little sister. and i am a little protective of you, i cant help it. but if youre happy, then hell. im happy too. you guys are cute together.”
you feel yourself smiling, and you let out the biggest sigh of relief and drop your head.
“god.. thank you so much. i forgive you. and im sorry, again.” you reply, hand on your heart.
“i forgive you, y/n. and i love you. okay? we’re good now.” he says, moving to hug you.
“i love you too.” you say against his chest before pulling away. “im glad we figured this out. i was stressing myself out to the point i was close to yanking my hair out.”
he laughs as he walks to the door, needing to go to practice.
“thank god.” he says, opening the door. “youd look hideous bald.”
“says the ine who has to shave his head in like two years.” you bite back quickly, to which he turns back with a fake sad expression.
“thats a sensitive topic.” he says before walking out, leaving you alone with a smile on your face.
theo walks from your apartment to the company building, feeling sort of weird as he walks through the halls as he hasnt been there in almost a month.
when he gets into the studio, nobody is there. nobody but intak, whos sitting in the corner, completely zoned out.
“intak.” theo calls out, knocking intak out of his zone. he looks up at theo and immediately stands, walking towards him.
“where is everyone else?” theo asks, his hands moving to his pockets.
“they went to get drinks. i stayed back in hopes of getting to talk to you alone.” intak explains, rubbing his hands on his pants.
theo nods, looking up and down at him, taking in bis nervous stance. “good. i wanted to talk to you as well.”
“perfect.” intak starts, letting out a sigh of relief. “im really sorry. y/n and i talked, we realize what we did was wrong and we shouldve said something. if we did everything would be different, so i apolog—”
theo cuts him off with a scoff, shaking his head with a small smile. “yall are seriously made for each other.”
“huh?” intak says, slightly confused.
“she did the same thing when i talked to her. always does after we argue. starts rambling about how sorry she is.”
intaks confusion shifts to a smile as well, and he finally calms down.
“i did. and we’re okay now. and so are we.”
“yes, intak. we’re good. i overreacted. i realize and i apologize. im gonna tell you the same thing i told her, i wish you wouldve told me, but i get why. and i forgive you both. so we’re all good.”
intak stands up straight, amd nods, letting out a heavy breath. “wow. that was easier than i thought. im glad we’re good again then.”
theo smiles, moving in for a hug. intak hugs back, squeezing him tightly. “i love you, bro.”
“i love you too.” theo says, moving back and patting his shoulder. “if you hurt my sister ill kill you. just by the way.”
intak laughs nervously, knowing hes not joking but wanting to make light of it. “i would never hurt her anyway. dont worry about it.”
“better not.” theo says, nudging him with his shoulder and walking past him.
everyone else comes back from getting the drinks about 10 minutes later, and walk into theo and intak conversating like nothing happened. they all collectively decide to forget about it and move forward, and move to give them their drinks.
the day continues, intak finally back to work doing what he loves, and you, reaching out to your friends again, and they all just so happened to be free, so you dressed up and went out for lunch!
its almost eight pm when you walk up to your door and start digging in your purse for your key. you hear footsteps come up behind you, and snap your head to the side, hand flying to your heart in relief when you see intak.
“you scared the fuck out of me, babe..” you say, and he smiles, leaning against the wall by the door.
“sorry.. where were you today, cutie?” he asks, looking down at your outfit.
“i went to lunch! it was really fun. it was the new place downtown.” you say, opening the door.
“oh yeah? was it good?” he asks, following in behind you.
“amazing. we should go one day. the pasta is fucking great, im telling you.” you say, placing your purse on the counter.
“would love to. im glad i got off a bit late. wouldve came home to an empty house and no way to get in.” he says, pulling himself up onto the stool.
“im gonna get you a key as soon as i can. i assume youll be here a lot more often now.”
“of course!” he beams. “however, im gonna go back to the dorm tomorrow. itll be easier for me to get to work since its closer.. but ill stay tonight. and youre welcome in the dorms whenever.”
you nod as that makes sense, but kind of upset that hed be leaving soon. you had gotten used to waking up to him next to you, and itll feel weird going back to before when you already thought of him being there as normal.
“give me a hug.” he says, sliding off the stool and rounding the counter. you smile and wrap your arms around him, and he holds you tightly, pressing kisses to the top of your head.
“ah, im gonna miss waking up here. next to you.” he says, pulling back to look at you.
“i know right? it felt so normal. but id rather this and everything be okay compared to what was happening before.”
he nods, mind going back to the conversation he and theo had, grateful that these last couple of long weeks are finally over.
“im so happy everythings okay!” he says, picking you up and soinning you around. you laugh, holding onto him tightly so he wouldnt drop you and wrapping your legs around him.
“yes, i am too.” you say, pressing a kiss to his lips that was meant to be short and small. but he didnt let you pull away, and he unfortunately had the power, because youre the one in his arms.
he keeps you pressed against him, lips locked on yours. on hand stays under your thigh, holding you up easily while the other moves up your waist, his large hand resting on it respectfully. as if hes scared to do too much too fast.
your hands move to his neck, thumbs rubbing back and forth along his cheekbones. he breaks the kiss, placing you down on the countertop.
his hands run along your waist through your top, thumbs rubbing the slither of skin showing from it coming up a bit when he lifted you up.
“y/n.” he says, looking up at you with those eyes you cant so no to, even if you wanted to.
you knew what he wanted. he just didnt know how to ask for it, and honestly, neither did you. this would be your first time with him, so youre both awkward and nervous. so instead of speaking, you just nod.
as soon as he sees the nod, he kisses you again, this time with more intensity. more confidence. his tongue slips into your mouth, hands gripping your waist tighter, pulling you closer to the edge of the counter.
a whimper slips from your lips without your permission when your middle presses against his. he pulls away from you, eyes half lidded, looking down at you while biting his lip,
“intak..” you say softly, not able to finish whatever you were about to say when he presses one more soft kiss to your lips, making you forget everything.
“i want you.” he finally says after taking a couple seconds to work up the courage. you can feel yourself melting under his hands, the feeling of being touched so softly being something youre not used to.
“i want you, intak.” you say back, holding on as he picks you up again, walking you to your room. he shuts the door with his foot, and lays you down on the bed.
he hovers above you, lips slotting between yours again, tongues running across each others. you sit up slightly, your hands slipping underneath his tank top.
he moves away from you to take it off, and throws it to the side. he moves to your top next, waiting for you to nod before he lifts it up and over your head.
“jesus.. no bra.” he says in awe, eyes zeroed in on your tits.
“that shirt didnt require a bra.” you defend quietly, laughing a bit in embarassment.
“im not complaining, baby.” he says, pushing you back down on your back, lowering himself down with you. he kisses around your collarbone, sucking softly on different spots of your skin.
he makes it to your tits, his hands wrapping around both, squeezing the flesh softly, the skin bunching between his fingers.
you sigh softly, head falling back on the bed, relaxing into his touch. he kisses the area around your nipple, then locks his lips around it, sucking softly.
your soft moans have him sucking harsher, so hard youre scared he might suck your tit off. when he finally pulls away, one boob is covered in his saliva, and the other hard from him pinching.
his hands roam up and down your waist as he kisses down your body until he reaches the waistband of your pants.
his fingers move to unbutton the shorts youre wearing, and he pulls them down, laughing when he sees that you dont have panties on either.
“the pants didnt require undergarments either?” he teases, and you use your foot to push him away jokingly.
he smiles, sliding off the bed and on the floor, pulling you towards the edge.
he stares at your bare pussy for a couple seconds, the silence making you slightly uncomfortable, but has you growing impatient as well.
“its so pretty.” he says, leaning in, kissing around the lips before making contact with it directly. his lips wrap around your clit, and he sucks it softly, hands resting on your inner thighs to keep you open.
your body tenses right back up when his lips meet your skin, and your hips immediately start to squirm under his hands.
he doesnt let you move too much, holding you down with just enough force while he eats you like a man starved.
he pulls just slightly away, his tongue fully out of his mouth and flicking at your clit, moving up and down and side to side.
he sucks it back in, releasing it after a couple seconds with a pop. “you taste so good..” he whispers, wrapping his arms around your thighs and pulling you right against his face.
“oh my god! takki, fuck.. its so good.” you whine, one hand pulling the sheets tightly, the other down and gripping his hair.
your moans and him slurping you up are the only sounds in the room, and somehow, he managed to be louder than you.
his hand is palming himself through his sweats, and hes moaning into your pussy, which sends vibrations shooting through your spine.
“intak. please, dont stop. im gonna come..” is all you can say before you finish, orgasm hitting you hader than ever before.
you have to basically push him away from you, and he laughs, looking up at you, smiling ear to ear with your arousal all over his face.
he stands up, pulling his sweats down and kicking them off, then he crawls back on the bed. you scoot back, laying your head on top of your pillow.
“i.. didnt bring any condoms. but i promise, ill pull out.” he says, and you nod, not even caring about that, just wanting him inside.
your eyes stay locked on him as he pulls his boxers down just enough to free himself, his thick cock springing from his pants.
you find yourself gulping in anxiety, a little nervous to have him inside for the first time. youve never been with anyone as big as him.
“okay..” he says, opening your legs again. “ready? wont start until you are.”
“im ready. please, put it in. just.. slowly.” you say, and he nods, moving a bit closer and lining his tip up with your hole.
you both let your heads drop back as soon as he slides in, and he reaches for your hand, both if you gripping tightly.
the stretch hurts so good, and you can feel that cool in your belly already. intak has small whimpers falling from his lips as he finally gets all the way in and bottoms out.
“you good?” he asks, and you nod, shifting your hips for more friction. he doesnt make you wait, he tightens his grip and then leans down, pressing your hands into the mattress.
he pulls back slowly, moaning in your ear as he starts to push in again. “oh my god. youre so tight..” he whispers, pulling back once more.
it takes a bit, but he finds his rhythm, and is now fucking you hard into the mattress, hips snapping against yours, hitting that spot with every thrust.
“oh! takki, oh my— so good!” is all you can say, the nastiest and damn near pornographic moans coming from your throat, and intaks no better.
hes mumbling into your ear, words that you can barely comprehend with him fucking you this good and can barely understand with all the moaning hes doing between them.
“baby.. shit, this pussys so good.. feel so good around me.. youre gonna make me come.” he says, hands gripping your tighter, thrusts coming to an abrupt halt.
you look up confused, but you dont get to say anything. his hands move from yours, and he pulls one leg over his shoulder, grabs your hips and lifts them slightly off the bed, then starts to thrust again.
this angle has you seeing stars. your eyes squeeze shut, hands gripping the pillow case, then the sheets, then your tit before they settle on his forearms.
“intak! im gonna.. fuck, im gonna come!” you cry out, louder this time. he gets louder too, his thrusts getting sloppier and harder as he reaches his peak.
finally, you finish, clenching around him so hard he slips out. he drops your hips immediately, hand moving to tug repeatedly at his dick before he release hot ropes of cum all over your stomach.
“jesus..” he groans, sitting back on his knees, head tilted to the side as he takes time to catch his breath.
you sit in silence, you basically on the verge of passing out as you lay there in disbelief of how fucking good that was.
“babe..” he says, finally moving to lay next to you. “i think i love you.”
that snaps you out of it.
you turn your head to face him, the shocked look quickly turning into joy, a smile spreading on your face.
“i think i love you too.”
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