This too shall pass.

GRACE MARIE 30 • Hopeless Romantic • A mermaid with a lost soul who lives in one of the few mystical islands in the Pearl of the Orient Sea.

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Rip dad, sorry I never get to say thank you and goodbye.

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I don’t think anyone or anything in the world right now could ease the pain. In my silence, I still hear all your voices. In the darkness, I hear all your pain. I will be okay, it will be okay. Thank you dad, thank you Colin, thank you Irene. I’m forever grateful to all of you. I’m not the perfect human being but I tried to. I will never stop grieving, I’ll just try hard to move on.

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Italy, you make me bloom.

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Gott sällskap, goda vänner.

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When I’m lost and need a fatherly advice but you are not here anymore, I miss you so damn much. You always gave the best advice. You always gave me the fatherly loved I never had. You were always there to guide me. I would never be the me today without you. Aaaaaaaa!

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New friends, old friends, people who push you to go out of your comfort zone. Thank you.

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I miss you bud

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Goodbye 4 year old hair.

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Every ending has a beginning and every beginning has an end. Be strong, stay strong.

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It feels odd to be away from you for a long period of time, even after all these years we’ve been together. I miss your mess around the house, the complaints you made before sleeping from a cricket noise, the retarded things you do, and every single thing about you. It doesn’t even matter if it’s either good or bad, I just miss every single detail about you. I shouldn’t feel this way, humans are biologically not designed for this relationship. It’s natural, we both know this but damn, as much as how we rationalize scientifically everything, it’s fascinating how we have our own ways of defying it. I miss you every single day.

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Smile even though your heart is aching.

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100 days to christmas.

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I miss you Colin. It’s really hard, I’m trying but your memories keeps me awake at night. You were a father I never had.

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I cannot stand the thought of you gone, forever. I rather accept the fact that you’re miles away from me. Because I know, I know deep inside my heart that I will always find my way to you. I love you.

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I miss you. I hope you are happy wherever you are. It’s been hard, please know that I will do what I can for her. Please don’t worry okay? ❤️