[thepedigreeofhoney]

Unless I lock in right now, I don’t think I’m making it out of samsara in this lifetime

[thepedigreeofhoney]

Want to kill myself. Want to go back 10 years and do things differently. Want to say the things I was so afraid of saying. I want to say I love you I want everything to be the same and everything to change

[thepedigreeofhoney]

I have never gotten over anything ever

[bluwubewwy]

Literally death to america this is insane

[ovidian-leninism]

So glad I get to experience homosexual desire. One life and thank god I'm not straight

[thepedigreeofhoney]

In a weird place of longing and nostalgia. As we’re trying to plan for the future, I find myself insatiable for the past

[thepedigreeofhoney]

smoked the cigar from my dads altar last night

[thepedigreeofhoney]

Another layer to this is who cares if you break up later? Is love only measured by the length of a relationship? Fall in love quickly, break up just as fast.Bring back whirlwind romances and stop being so conservative all the time

[thepedigreeofhoney]

I can’t help but notice an uptick of criticizing lesbian u-hauling and ‘urge to merge’ on social media, and then seeing posts and videos praising men for claiming they knew their wife was ‘the one’ from the moment they met, with comments all echoing some form of ‘when he knows he knows’ …. Are only men allowed to know their hearts? If women do it, with other women, we are short sighted and over eager, idealistic and stupid. But a man can say he will marry a woman after a first date and be swooned over for being so decisively romantic

[soup-mother]

The purpose of life is to touch your partner's tummy. everything else is just bourgeois moralism.

[thepedigreeofhoney]

Anyone good at dream analysis? I dreamt I had passionate sex in a Shinto/Buddhist temple with the priest who I was studying under

[thepedigreeofhoney]

this was the first dream… two & a half years ago

[thepedigreeofhoney]

had a dream of tantric sex with a celibate monk for the second time

[thepedigreeofhoney]

Spent Saturday shopping and cleaning my space. Woke up on Sunday to have a family call with my sister in law. Cooked all morning, friends came at 1 and left just before 9. We ate, drank, pulled cards and ate some more. Started tidying and got a call from a close friend in South Africa. Kept cleaning, then had a call from a friend in the states. Fell asleep at 2 am with a big full heart and woke up late today and having a late breakfast of leftovers and my wife’s homemade cinnamon lattes

[thepedigreeofhoney]

Wine and strong drink delight the soul, but better than either, the love of true friends

Sirach 40.20

[thepedigreeofhoney]

You’re invited (to my Friendsgiving)

[thepedigreeofhoney]

We must engage with things that discomfort us. Constant validation and stagnation numbs and leaves us to rot

[thepedigreeofhoney]

Love mixing very dark chocolate pieces + almonds w a little agave and topping it with lots of sea salt while I’m menstruating 🩸