The Picky Virgin

[thepickyvirgin]

I don’t know how to forget him.

“He keeps coming back, through the cracks in my mind Of all the memories when our love was a two way street Can someone tell me how I go about leaving him behind? He keeps coming back, through the cracks in my mind I hate to admit that what we had still feels one of a kind Why does our love lay cold and dead while my heart still skips a beat? He keeps coming back, through the cracks in my mind Of all the memories when our love was a two way street” - Isn’t it funny how we can say to everyone around us that we are done with the past and that time has finally healed us. And sometimes even we believe it too. But then in the middle of the night or in moments when we are totally alone, we realize just how far we are from being “okay”. 

[thepickyvirgin]

His promises were the perfect floating cloud tempting me to fall  Wanting to jump into them and feel the magic of walking on air  But they were hollow, always making me hit the cement below  Trust left then, when disapointment became to much to bare

There is nothing like relying on a promise for your happiness, and then having it ripped from underneath you.

[thepickyvirgin]

What is Unrequited Love?

It is being captivated by a work of art that is already marked “sold” Praying underneath a shooting star that lands in another’s fate It is breathing in the shivers you know will never be touched  While you stand on the wrong side of heavens gate - Unrequited love is just as valid and just as real as any other form of love. 

[thepickyvirgin]

Did he really love me? Or was I just the habit you fall into when you always have someone there?

[perrfectly]

[thepickyvirgin]

The Night I Found Out He Had Cheated

[thepickyvirgin]

“That Bitch Is Crazy”

- My little shoutout to all the woman who have been called crazy for expressing how they felt. Just because you feel, and just because you are honest about those feelings, DOESNT make you crazy. It makes you brave. It makes you real. And don’t let anyone make you think otherwise. If they cannot handle it, that is their problem.

[thepickyvirgin]

When Did You Know You Loved Him?

“I stood there as my eyes held the illusion of glistening stars While my stomach roared thunder and blood ran like pouring rain But he crept up behind me and wrapped his arms around And then there was nothing but sunshine in my veins” - If someone can make you feel like magic in even your darkest hour, you know that is a soul that will change your life forever

[thepickyvirgin]

Her affection was the sweet air that made him feel alive It was the oxygen in his lungs keeping him breathing But when she told him that she blew it to others His air was ripped away, left breathlessly screaming

I wish I knew how to quit you