I am sending this. While I have the signal, I accidentally pressed anonymous, and it won't change back cause of how bad the signal is and the lag.
All emergency services are inactive.
I can't contact much of anyone.
I'm scared to go outside, seeing those things out there.
Everyone is gone, my moms, dads, sisters, and brothers.
I thought I was careful...
I don't want to suffer the fate those people had when they got the disease.
None of the water is safe anymore.
Anyone that drinks water that apparently isn't safe, they go mad at few days later from intense dehydration because of the disease to the point they run towards the rivers and end up drowning themselves in the water.
My throat burns horribly.
I feel extremely dehydrated.
I know I have the disease, the Medical Kit distributed by the government before it all happened tells me I have it.
Symptoms Of The: Water Disease.
Psychotic Symptoms showing after 10 days.
I have all of those symptoms.
I wish I had my mom still. My dad. Anyone.
This is happening. Quarantine has been initiated since around May.
The day quarantine was initiated was the scariest.
Hearing people scream outside, people holding their loved ones trying to keep them from running towards the water, it was terrifying, to even suddenly see my grandfather smash through a window just to get to the water.
Then one by one they disappeared.
But why leave me as the last one. Dying alone?
There's no cure for this. I've tried so many medications that my body hurts.
There are so many pills, liquid medicines, and so on.
No one is even alive in the nearby houses, nothing but places fully ruined.
I can't help but feel scared, knowing children had suffered this disease.
Why the children, why couldn't this spare the damn children!?
She was only 5 years old! She had her own life ahead of her!
At least when this disease or my pains finally kill me, at least I'll see them all in heaven.
Thank you, if you have found this, and read it.
Names Karl, by the way. Karl Freud.
It's been many days, not even any other world governments would help, I don't even know if there's any left.
But Germany was the first to go, Berlin was hit first, then it spread so fast.
Please, if anyone is out there, and finally finds this.
what the fuck does this even mean
am I being caught up in some arg shit????
google searching yields no results btw