Depressi Boi Hours.

I would even be happy with as much as mediocrity rn. -This is my window for getting rid of my negative feelings and thoughts, don’t take me seriously, things get better eventually.-

[therealterrance]

So.

How does one deal with being totally hopeless?

There’s really no course of action that could lead to success here, there’s nothing left for me to do and I’m screwed.

[therealterrance]

Giving up is a viable option, right?

Why keep trying when your one person seems to not care?

[therealterrance]

I’m struggling again.

Life is kinda like quicksand, it seems the more you struggle the faster you sink.

[succulent]

[livixdunne-blog]

70 horrible questions ... Fuck it

01: Do you have a good relationship with your parents? 02: Who did you last say “I love you” to? 03: Do you regret anything? 04: Are you insecure? 05: What is your relationship status? 06: How do you want to die? 07: What did you last eat? 08: Played any sports? 09: Do you bite your nails? 10: When was your last physical fight? 11: Do you like someone? 12: Have you ever stayed up 48 hours? 13: Do you hate anyone at the moment? 14: Do you miss someone? 15: Have any pets? 16: How exactly are you feeling at the moment? 17: Ever made out in the bathroom? 18: Are you scared of spiders? 19: Would you go back in time if you were given the chance? 20: Where was the last place you snogged someone? 21: What are your plans for this weekend? 22: Do you want to have kids? How many? 23: Do you have piercings? How many? 24: What is/are/were your best subject(s)? 25: Do you miss anyone from your past? 26: What are you craving right now? 27: Have you ever broken someone’s heart? 28: Have you ever been cheated on? 29: Have you made a boyfriend/girlfriend cry? 30: What’s irritating you right now? 31: Does somebody love you? 32: What is your favourite color? 33: Do you have trust issues? 34: Who/what was your last dream about? 35: Who was the last person you cried in front of? 36: Do you give out second chances too easily? 37: Is it easier to forgive or forget? 38: Is this year the best year of your life? 39: How old were you when you had your first kiss? 40: Have you ever walked outside completely naked? 51: Favourite food? 52: Do you believe everything happens for a reason? 53: What is the last thing you did before you went to bed last night? 54: Is cheating ever okay? 55: Are you mean? 56: How many people have you fist fought? 57: Do you believe in true love? 58: Favourite weather? 59: Do you like the snow? 60: Do you wanna get married? 61: Is it cute when a boy/girl calls you baby? 62: What makes you happy? 63: Would you change your name? 64: Would it be hard to kiss the last person you kissed? 65: Your best friend of the opposite sex likes you, what do you do? 66: Do you have a friend of the opposite sex who you can act your complete self around? 67: Who was the last person of the opposite sex you talked to? 68: Who’s the last person you had a deep conversation with? 69: Do you believe in soulmates? 70: Is there anyone you would die for?

[thisisshandi]

Please ask me something

[therealterrance]

Hey!

I’ve actually been doing kinda okay lately and I’m really happy that I’ve not had any reason to use this page.

[therealterrance]

I’m going to die one day...

and that’s terrifyingly comforting.

[therealterrance]

I am the perfect exemplar of the word “failure”.

Oof

[therealterrance]

Ya’know, I’m the one who’s truly not good enough.

All of this only goes to prove it.

[therealterrance]

Why must I be so sad?

When I’m depressed, or even just sad, it feels right. Like it’s a norm, or as if I want to be broken. What’s even wrong with me at this point? Am I suicidal, depressed, or simply insane? Find out on the next episode of, “ What the hell is this life?”

[therealterrance]

I’m done trying.

No matter how hard I try, no matter what effort I make, nothing is good enough, for anyone. I’ve been so stressed and I’m trying to fix things but I should’ve known that I can’t. Fuck it, fuck me, I give, I’m sorry.

[therealterrance]

Wow.

Okay.

[therealterrance]

I’m so tired of the endless cycle of me fucking up, then making a mad dash to get my shit together only to fuck up again.

I’m sorry I’m like this.

[anxietyproblem]

[therealterrance]

“I’m tired of tending to this fire. I’ve used up all I’ve collected, I have singed my hands.” Means something else to me.

I love the Trench album and it’s message on the importance of the choice one makes to stay alive is amazing and it all tells a very interesting story, but I can’t stop wondering if life is really more worthwhile than death? The will to stay alive isn’t in all of us.

[therealterrance]

We’re getting old, friends.

[therealterrance]

Man, I’m depressing.

Like, woah.