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common ground

kuya nat (ex’s brother) offered me to stay at his house muna sa baguio, baka daw need ko ng bagong environment, baka mas madali akong makaka- move on. kaso pag dating pa lang namin dito— mas naremind lang ako kung gano kami ka-okay dati, yung mga places na pinuntahan namin, kung ano-ano pang memories. lintek na yan, naiiyak lang ako pag lumalabas, next week pa ako uuwi sa batangas pero parang di ko na kaya, kinakain lang ako ng lungkot dito.

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tsokolateria

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sana nagkasakit na lang ako physically para alam kong valid yung pain kesa tong mental health ko yung affected. sobrang bigat ng pakiramdam ko, parang konti na lang mawawala na ako sarili and worse is i can no longer fight it.

[cia-o]

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i love you so much that i bleed

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god, can you help me to let go?

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[herfleur]

girl, your competition isn’t other people

it’s your bad habits ⋆ your distractions ⋆ your insecurities ⋆ your lack of discipline ⋆ your procrastination ⋆ your ego ⋆ your fears ⋆ your broken routine ⋆ your addictions ⋆ the person you don't want to be anymore

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05.01

what a good day to start over ✨

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now that i know better, i will never lose myself again

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04.30

i bought a cup hugger, it was the best decision ever

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04.29

never forget—the person who feeds you can also starve you.

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04.24.26

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happiness giver ✨

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It’s the same pattern. Getting easily annoyed with my actions, kahit nga ata paghinga ko naiinis sya. Suddenly, may mga downloaded na ulit na mga dati nyang covers (na madalas sinisend nya sa babae), gusto na ulit mag gitara, biglang workout. Di na din ako pinipigilan umalis. Iba reaction pag hawak ko phone nya.

I don’t want to go over with this. Not again. If my guts telling me na katulad na naman ‘to ng dati, please show me. Reveal it to me. Yoko maging tanga na naman Lord.