HOPE?

I THOUGHT I WOULD DIE ON THIS ISLAND.

[thereusedtobeabloghere]

NOBODY CAN SEE IN THE DARK. no matter how hard you think about it, the truth is beyond your sight... don't you think that's a pretty clever metaphor, despite the fact that it came from me?

[rynmie-deactivated20230311]

the total hope in the world increased!

[andatsea]

Two breaths in, two breaths out.

[thereusedtobeabloghere]

*logs in here to talk about how nagito sure uses a lot of loan words! and then logs out* anyway nagito really fucking loves to flex their sick english skillz don’t they. as long as you know what an OCTAGON means you can solve this mystery pretty easily! like oooooh you’re such a dick. why would they know what octagon means. nagito walked up to hajime and said hey, do you speak english? 

[papz-moved-deactivated20210701]

mmm…despair soumaeda

[papz-moved-deactivated20210701]

pining

[thereusedtobeabloghere]

servant will maliciously kick your ass in words with friends. nagito in general will kick your ass in words with friends but they will at least be nice to you about it. servant? no. they’re laughing at you and begging you to do better

[thereusedtobeabloghere]

i love servant because they are a total fucking asshole.

[thereusedtobeabloghere]

NOBODY CAN SEE IN THE DARK. no matter how hard you think about it, the truth is beyond your sight… don’t you think that’s a pretty clever metaphor, despite the fact that it came from me?

[thereusedtobeabloghere]

you are acutely aware how much you bother people. of course, it’s hard not to at this point- it’s been this way your entire life. you smile at the boy, quickly ending whatever spiralling rant you had just begun. there will always be a better time. "...ah, sorry. i have a bad habit of viewing most things through a pessimistic lens.”

@aeohn​ ♡’d for a starter.

[thereusedtobeabloghere]

you need to stop asking stupid questions. you need to learn when to shut up. but pekoyama hasn’t told you off yet, so maybe it’s okay? you try to make conversation for about a minute more before you laugh anxiously, wringing your hands. she’s tired of you, isn’t she? she’s only tolerating you because she thinks she has to. "haha... yeah... i think it's clear you just don't want to talk about yourself...!”

@sparklymuses​ ♡’d for a starter.

[thereusedtobeabloghere]

you can’t help but admire shirogane terribly, but is that such a crime? you have no idea why she’s chosen to talk to you of all people, but you hang onto her every word. you love the look in her eyes when she tells you about the things that make her happy, that look of hope and love and everything in between, and... selfishly, you want to impress her. you want to show her that despite how chronically under qualified you are to even be here, you aren’t entirely worthless! you do listen to the things she tells you! 

while you’re eating lunch together, you pluck up the courage to ask her a question. you’re not foolish enough to think of her as a friend, of course, so you have to choose your words carefully! "there's this one novel i like...” you begin. it's a peculiar mystery story... the story is told from the point-of-view of a high school girl involved in a serial killer mystery... but when you get to the end... surprise, surprise! the girl was actually the killer!” you can’t stop yourself, now, getting increasingly excited as you talk. “of course, the story is written carefully so the reader doesn't learn the ending in the middle of the story... the protagonist is just a projection of the reader... and this projection turns out to be the killer... which means the killer you were looking for the whole time was inside you all along... h-how do you feel about novels like that, shirogane-san?"

@inventedtrust​ ♡’d for a starter.

[thereusedtobeabloghere]

you wouldn’t want to be too presumptuous, of course, but you can’t help but notice that you haven’t heard the clicking of the buttons on nanami’s gameboy in some time. it’s a little worrying! despite the fact that you know you have no right to, you sit down next to her and give her a smile, hoping she doesn’t shoo you away... though you would understand if she did. “are you feeling okay...? now's not the time to be staring into space!”  

@shslai ♡’d for a starter.

[thereusedtobeabloghere]

canon dialogue starter call!

[thereusedtobeabloghere]

okay HELLO please plot with me

[valtsv]

dude get your fucking flashlight out of my face i can’t see shit

[valtsv]

i don’t care if “my eyes are glowing” and “humans can’t do that”, turn off your fucking torch and stop screaming you idiot

[bpdgoner]

them: i love you

me: that’s nice however that is Impossible™ considering i am, to the very core, fundamentally unloveable