MAZEN

On the pursuit of happiness. ﻤﺎﺰﻦ

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Final Fantasy VII: Revelation → Vincent Valentine

[theroseliesdead]

May 2nd, 2022. Monday.

I’m searching for something…1that I can’t quite put my finger on. Something’s missing.

[theroseliesdead]

February 1, 2022. Tuesday.

Is sadness the lack the happiness or is it the overwhelming negativity shrouding the positivity. I’ve been searching for meaning my whole life. I can’t seem to find it. I know I get in my own way. I know I have things to work on. There are many unresolved thoughts and feelings that remind me I’m worthless and lonely. I know. I need to find a way to coexist with this. Or I will drown in my own noise…or be overcome by my emptiness. Whichever one it is.

[theroseliesdead]

December 17, 2021. Friday.

I did it. A struggle to the very end. There were times I thought it would break me. But I persevered and saw it through till the end. I can’t believe I start the next chapter of my life now. So nostalgic. So bittersweet. So earned. Thank you MacEwan. You me made believe in myself again.

[rxkuyo]

Ghost of Tsushima (1/?)

[assassiyun-archive]

GHOST OF TSUSHIMA ‣ Iki Island — scenery 18/? ↳ Senjo Gorge

[valhalla-crossing]

Oh, good evening! Aren’t the stars just exquisite tonight?

[mako-poisoning]

Is this the pain you felt before, Cloud?   Let me remind you. This time, you won’t forget.

[animangascenery]

[theroseliesdead]

August 27, 2021. Friday.

Tired. Scared. Sad. Lonely. It feels like I’ve been building a lot of suppressed negative emotions over the past few months…maybe year. I don’t know. I can’t let this win over me. But I’m…so…exhausted. Writing this post helps a bit. At least I’m pouring these pent up thoughts and feels somewhere.

[theroseliesdead]

June 8, 2021. Tuesday.

Celebrate today. You deserve it 😁

[theroseliesdead]

April 13, 2021. Tuesday.

Live your life being a good person and don’t ask for anything in return. View kindness and generosity as you would a drop in a bed of water. One drop in the grand scheme of things is practically unnoticeable. But with enough time, one drop will become a river full of good karma.

[captaingainsborough-deactivated]

☆ Final Fantasy VII: Crisis Core

[bamf]

She pulls my trigger  Got me up alright It’s a danger pretty here in Night City

[star-plasma]

°˖✧ Save your tears for another day ✧˖°

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tumblr user genre’s Top 5 Anime of 2020 (in no particular order)

[theroseliesdead]

December 25, 2020. Friday.

It’s been over a month since your passing, and tonight you came to visit me in my thoughts. No words can describe the sadness of your absence. No emotion can possibly encapsulate the void of your presence. I’m so deeply sorry none of us got to say goodbye. I’m so sorry I couldn’t say goodbye. No amount of tears will ever bring you back, no amount of regret will make things okay. You’re just gone. The wound will always be there, a remnant of the past. And the thing about life is, it’s always moving. It never stops, not for anyone. And sometimes, it rubs you the wrong way, just enough to irritate that wound and open it back up ever so slightly. And when it does, the hurt comes rushing back...I love you so much. Like a second mother. When you came to me in my dream...I now know that you knew it was your time. Yet somehow you still made time to say goodbye to me. All I could do then was weep. But now I can say thank you for everything. You will remain in all of our hearts, and always in mine.