"NOBODY LETS ME DO ANYTHING. I JUST DO IT."

This is a blog dedicated to the story Small Fry and Lil'Bit on found on AO3 and Fanfiction.net. [I broke the master list but I will be fixing it. Soon. Ish.]

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If you ever make the final decision not to continue this series, would you be willing to answer fan questions on it? Like, spoiler type things you haven't been willing to share in the past. So that we don't have lose ends that we still want to know the answers too.

You know what that is a really good question and I did promise that so absolutely. Based on the state and busy-ness of my life I don't think I'll be able to finish that series like I planned and if I did ever get back around to it, it wouldn't be for a very long time😭 (again I cannot apologize enough).

But is that something y'all would be interested in? I can do a Q&A style thing. Send in any questions you have and I will tell you exactly what I had planned.

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I was wondering, do you plan on continuing this series? Or have you kind of left Transformers behind for Marvel? No hate either way, I love both series. I was just curious. Obviously, your readers all want you to write whatever makes you happy.

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GOD I FEEL SO GUILTY. And I swear it’s not you, anon. I always feel guilty about this hah. SO HERE’S THE THING. Marvel was always my thing, way more so than TF, but I wouldn't say I left TF behind. Small Fry/Lil’Bit are still on my mind, for sure. The issue is writing is kind of the only hobby I have and it’s a constant balance of making sure I don’t get tired of writing and the only way I know how to do that is to write solely what my inspiration pushes me to write (if that makes sense at all).

Right now my inspiration is definitely in full on Marvel mode (y’all can blame Bucky Barnes for that). That and a part of me is kind of in ‘original works’ mode but I say that hesitantly b/c I don’t know what I’m doing lol. I hate saying I’m giving up on something b/c tbh I never actually know when random inspiration will strike and push me into writing again. 

But I am sorry. God, I am so sorry. I know how rough it is to wait for an update you don’t know is coming and I truly do love all of you. Forreal. Y’all are the absolute best and again I am so sorry. I wish I had a more concrete answer for y’all...

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BRB SOBBING

Lolol some more Aj for you.

@novashifter15​ WHY ARE YOU SO PERFECT???

Today’s been kind of a shit day so seeing these pictures is legit the only thing keeping me floating😭😭😭😭. You’re an absolute godsend.

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AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH.

Please take this as payment for making you wait so long.

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@novashifter15​ I LOVE YOU SO DAMN MUCH.

LOOK AT IT EVERYONE. LOOK. I’M GONNA SIT AT MY DESK AND STARE AT THIS FOR THE NEXT 72 HOURS. I LOVE IT SO MUCHHHHHHHHH.

Oh and for reference to those who don’t know @novashifter15​ is referring to a COMIC OF THE FIRST CHAPTER OF SMALL FRY. I don’t deserve you friend.

Also lowkey I know ive been dead on the TF front pls don't hate me😭😭😭

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Also sorry to send another ask but did you ever write a birthday page for AJ?

I did not actually! It’s one of those dribbles I was going to get to eventually lolol. Either I was going to write it myself or holt another contest where people could write the drabble and the winner gets something idk I haven't fleshed out those details yet.

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Hi im a big fan of you TF stories small fry and lil bit they are my absolute favorite and i can relate to Aj so much. I love the twins but jazz hes taken my heart. And when i read the latest update on lil bit i was a squealing lil fan girl wishing i was in this universe as a cybertronian. You are AMAZING I love your work i reread them almost all the time you are my favorite author ❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️

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MY HEART IS SO FULL. THANK YOU SO MUCH. Being called someone’s favorite author makes me feel like a million bucks, man. I don’t deserve that kind of praise (especially since ive been so radio silent) but it makes me soft all the same. 

Technically speaking, in the very early stages of writing and planning Small Fry, Jazz was supposed to end up with Aj. But then the twins went “lol hold my high-grade” and changed everything hahaha.

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Hiya! How are you? I hope you feel better! Happy new year!

I am alive and well I promise! I know it probably doesn't seem that way b/c I've been RADIO SILENT ON HERE. That’s my bad x100000. I promise I’m alive and I promise to work on Lil’Bit soon! I have a bad habit of getting sucked into different things and I usually only write about whatever I've been sucked into. 

HAPPY NEW YEAR TO Y’ALL TOO THOUGH

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I know this is supposed to be just for Small Fry and Lil'Bit. But, I was reading Not That Lucky and saw your intro saying you have Covid. I just wanted to check in and ask if you were okay? You are one of my absolute favorite authors and you absolutely deserve to have people check on you.

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This legit just warmed my heart. Thank you so much! I am doing ok! Symptoms haven't been all that bad. Just a cough I can’t shake, body aches, and I can’t smell anything (which again is just SUCH a weird thing). 

Timing wise getting it now was kind of perfect too? Not that it’s ever great being sick, but I’m off from school this entire month so I don’t have to worry about responsibilities. I can just pathetically sit on my couch and watch the Office lolol.

BUT THANK YOU AGAIN SO MUCH FOR ASKING! Forreal, I always say my readers are without a doubt the best in the universe and you’ve just proven me right again. You’re amazing, anon. 💖💖

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Lil’Bit AU

BRUH. So @books-n-harleys asked me if she could write some about what would've happened if the portal never reopened after the mechs and family left and Aj actually did get stuck with Vincent Morgan’s ass. I, of course, said yes b/c holy hell that's an amazing idea aND SHE BLEW IT OUT OF THE DAMN WATER I MEAN HOLY SHIT IT’S AMAZING AND I’M IN AWE AND WOOOW.

https://www.fanfiction.net/s/13757683/1/Suffocating-Bonds-Tender-Tethers

👆🏼👆🏼👆🏼👆🏼👆🏼 Go check it out right now. A++++ work. 

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Hi! I've been following your TF story since Small Fry was still only halfway done, and I wanted to ask a question that's been on my mind for a long while- do you have plans to end AJ's story with a conclusive pairing, or will there just be various ship teasing of her with different characters?

Aww omgg💖 That was ages and a half ago (aka I was still in college at that point I think🥴). Thanks for keeping with me and my slow ass updates, man! As for your question, YES. The story will end with a conclusive pairing (eventually). I just really, really, really love the slow burn AND the ship teasing (sorrynotsorry). But I promise the end will have a concrete couple hahahaha.

ALSO, I know I have been super dead (I'll use this ask as my apology post too lolol). I got a big test rolling up so I’ve taken a step back from writing for a little bit (as much as I can at least). Test is Tuesday though so I'll be back to life in no time. On top of that, I’m kind of in a Lil’Bit lull. It happens to me (and y’all have seen it first hand) but sometimes I just need a little break from the story before I can keep going. which is why I've been so obsessed with the Marvel story I’m working on b/c it’s a good break from TF. Again though, I will never just throw in the towel on my story. I’ve come this far and I will not quit until y’all at least get answers to all the questions ive put on the table lolol.

[also one last thing hey do any of you watch SPN and have seen the finale b/c I am fucking screaming my head off. I’m dead. I’m dead. I’m dead. I live in the same universe as that finale and Marvel’s Endgame. This is the absolute worst timeline. God, pick up your phone, I just wanna talk.]

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When you wish to hug your all time favorite Fanfictuon author for creating such an amazing little universe. Because I love AJ, Aubrey, the kids and the Autobots, plus the Decepticons❤️❗❤️❗

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Y’all are just amazing omgg. I never, in a million years, would've guessed that people would adopt them into their lives like that. I MEAN, I love Aj, Aubs, and the kids and crew obviously, but I always figured they’d be background characters to the Autobots/Decepticons and the bots would be why people kept reading my story.

SO TO SEE SOMETHING LIKE THIS

IM CRYING IN THE CLUB YALL

I know I need to get the next chapter out and I promise for you guys I am trying my best, but lately I've been kind of in a rut when it comes to writing for Lil’Bit. I just haven't been in the right mindset? And I could try to push through it but then the writing usually comes out shitty and I don’t wanna half ass a chapter of Lil’Bit just to get something out. Sorry guys!

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Question for you. I love how you always have a quote at the beginning of your chapters. Where do you think to find all of these? And is there a specific reason you add them? I think my favorite one ever was "Who Taught you to be Small" by Tyler Kent White. Probably your longest one but it has been the only one to stick with me this long.

SUCH A GOOD QUESTION!

I love those quotes it’s so much fun to find them. Usually Pinterest is pretty helpful on that end but also I just love quotes??? like a weird amount?? so I have a lot saved in notebooks and shit just anytime I find something I like the flow of I just jot it down.

Typically the quotes I put at the beginning I try to match with the theme of the chapter. So this last chapter for example, titled “Loving You” the quote I picked for it was the one I felt that best embodied the chapter’s vibe.

“Who taught you to be small” is one of my all time favorites too. I used it for Aj teaching Taylor and I think it’s such a relevant quote for us girls?? Like we got a lot going against us and we have a lot of people in the world who look down on us and try to make us fit in their little bubble or idea of being a “woman”, but we shouldn't ever let that stop us. Nobody should make you feel small or ashamed of yourself. Who you are is unique and beautiful and you’re a collection of star dust and atoms mixed together to form a soul that is unlike any other in our known universe. That’s amazing. You’re amazing. Don’t let anyone ever tell you otherwise.

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Bear

https://wanreina666.tumblr.com/post/631242556797321216/bear 

Here, have a thing I did. Like I said, not the greatest drawing. But, Bear deserved the love. I couldn’t figure out how to submit a drawing, so I just posted it and shared it with you like this. P.S. Thanks for all your amazing writing. It seriously keeps me going sometimes. Good luck with becoming a doctor!

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AHHHH YOU’RE SO RIGHT BEAR DESERVES ALL THE LOVE IN THE WORLD AND THE DRAWING IS SO CUTE!! I need to find and post a picture of Bear sometime in the near future lol.

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i've got a question for you if you don't mind!! i know you said you're a 4th year medical student, have you made up your mind as to your specialty? (btw, LOVED the last chapter... tho not gonna lie, my shipper heart is broken that she didn't end up with jazz... but joey makes an interesting point about the whole wheeljack/aj ship lol)

Good question!! I have actually, I want to go into Pediatrics so this interview season I’ll be trying to pick up a residency at a Children’s Hospital near you in the future 😉✌🏼 (If you are in America it could be near you for all I know I’m applying absolutely everywhere lolol)

Aww and I feel that. I did love the Jazz/Aj ship a lot too, but I think long term the relationship just wasn’t gonna work for either of them, you know? I think eventually they would've realized what they did already so really it’s good they figured it out now!

Also I feel like somebody, once upon a time, SOMEWHERE mentioned that they liked Wheeljack/Aj??? Maybe I’m just hallucinating but I couldve sworn somebody talked about it once lol. Anyways, that was just a call back to my maybe memory of that!

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Just got finished and honestly couldn't have picked a better place for me to hop in. I think chapter 29 is probably my favorite chapter yet, it's so well written.

I think my favorite thing about this series though is the diversity. Like, not all the holoforms are white, and there's you've got multiple Asian characters that aren't just "Asian" and you use specific nationalities, like how Hemi is Korean specifically.

Yay!! So glad you’re caught up and that you enjoyed it!! Chapter 29 was so much fun to write. I love exploring the relationships in this story, all of them, and as we know Aj’s relationship has been building and building since Small Fry lolol. 

I think diversity is sooooooo important in media. I think we’ve come a ways since I was a kid but man do we still have a long way to go. I actually am Korean and I grew up not seeing much of it on TV or in books or movies. So I know what it feels like to never be represented in media and how amazing it is when you are. When you see someone, like you, as a strong amazing character with their own background and story and their own importance in the plot. Like, man it makes all the difference. You can really connect with them and feel seen.

Granted, I am just writing a fan fiction so I know I'm probably not making huge waves hahah but if one person could read my story and feel represented or seen in SOME way then man would I feel great about that!

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THEIR DAD???

Guess who got to chapter 25 😂😘👍🏼

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So obviously we've seen the bots previously celebrating their first Christmas together, but with Halloween coming up I wonder how they handle holidays nowadays. Do they decorate for each one around the base? Did the humans ever convince them to dress up their holoforms and/or go trick or treating? (Can we see the twins dressed up as sexy vampires? lol >>;)

I LOVE THIS and technically should've answered it as a question, but I think I wanna post a “Halloween Special” as we get closer to the spooky date. 

It’ll be a peek in how the base celebrates!! 

Also if someone wants to draw the twins as vampires I’ll fucking die omg