I love posting these little imagines so here we go anxious isa:
I just imagine Isadora Capri being a super anxious person, she's always prepared. She's made sure to have things done way before deadlines always stays up grading papers so she's got them done in time. If she wants to take u out on a date she's prepared it wayyyy before actual date because she wants it to be perfect. If something is not going as she planned u can just see her fidgeting with her rings and bracelets. She's always worried but you can calm her brain down by just looking at her and reminding her nothing is perfect and she can't work everything out in detail. She loves that about you, you don't expect anything from her she can't do. She loves the way she gets to be herself around you when she plays the piano for you for example. You even managed to surprise her with her own piano at home and she had hugged you and told you how much she loved it every single day for 2 months after her birthday. And even now atleast once a week she plays for you and all her anxious thoughts go away when she gives herself to the music.
I can just see Isadora Capri waiting for you at home after a hard day of grading papers at nevermore. She'll just be standing in the door opening waiting for you, hair in a messy bun a few hairs hanging free from the bun framing her face wearing gray sweatpants and a loosely fitted t-shirt holding a cup of tea practically hugging it and maybe a book. Her face lighting up as soon as she sees your car coming into the driveway. And then when you reach the front door she kisses you like you've been apart for years, like she still craves you just as much as she did the day you started dating.. "I missed you Darling" she says while she hands u a cup of tea and takes of your coat for you. And u end up in your sweatpants and a oversized shirt with isadora asleep cuddeld into you.
AN: this is my first fan fic on here it's a little long but i like it so i hope you guys do too!! And a reminder that English is not my first language! <3
Pairings: Agatha Harkness x Reader
Summary: You never do parties you spend your days studying but your bestfriend finally convinced you to come. And it ended up going okay? Atleast you kissed a hot girl!
Warnings: Panic Attack (not that broadly described) , alcohol and i think that was all actually.
Contains: Agatha is comforting you<3 Wanda is your bestfriend.
You're a student at the witching academy, But you never enjoy anything in life; it is always just pure studying; you hadn't even been to a real party yet. Your parents forced you into the witching academy because they "want the best for you." Finally you agreed to go to a party with your bestfriend Wanda. It's out of your comfort zone but you promised Wanda and a promise is a promise.
You decided to go to a party for the first time ever. Wanda had been pushing you to come all week. Her friends Natasha and Maria were throwing a party, and you were invited too. You'd seen them a few times, but you're not as outgoing, so you kept to yourself and only spoke to them when you had to. You said no at first, but after seeing another burnout coming again, you decided, "Why the fuck not?".
And so be it; you are now in Wanda's bedroom, getting your makeup done by her. Since you're usually not the type to have time for that because, well, you're studying all the time. "All done," Wanda says while smiling at you. "You look great Y/N." She says. "I'm not sure about this Wanda, parties are not my thing," you say while hanging your shoulders. "Y/N, I know you; you will be fine, plus you finally get to touch alcohol honey." You smile, thinking that might lighten the burden on your shoulders a little.
A good 2 hours later, you and Wanda are both completely dressed, make-up and hair done. You are dressed in a black dress with an open back, a blazer and a handbag with a Gucci logo on it (yes, your parents are strict, but they are also rich). Wanda is wearing red pants with a red top that shows just enough cleavage to keep things 'appropriate'. "Let's go, Y/N!!!" you smile at Wanda. "Let's fucking do this!". Wanda's phone buzzes, "Oh, the Uber is here, let's get going."
A good 30 minutes later, the car stops, pulling over at a house. You can hear the music when you step out of the car. Wanda thanks the driver and then grabs your hand. "You'll be fine, I promise!" You look at her with concern. "Maybe you'll meet a cute girl" she says while giggling. You laugh at it and wave it off. Not only that, but you've been so caught up in studying that even girls weren't on your mind anymore, but if tonight was about having fun, what would it hurt?
Inside the house, people are dancing and drinking. Wanda pulls you through the crowd towards Natasha, who's in the kitchen. "Heyy girl" she looks, and Wanda hugs her. "Y/N, you came, OMG!!" You giggle. "Yes, I did" you reply while Natasha hugs you. "Maria is dancing over there with Yelena I was just getting some drinks. You want anything?" You look at Wanda. "Yes, two bears please Nat." Natasha nods at Wanda's request. A few minutes later, she comes back with two bears and something else, but you don't know what it is.
You have moved to where everyones dancing beer in hand while a woman with brownish hair wearing a pants suit catches your eye. She's not dancing; she's just observing. You continue dancing, and when you look back, the woman's eyes are focused on you. You stare directly into her eyes and giggle, and you then quickly look away. You ignore it, and Wanda calls you to come take shots. Wanda, Maria, Yelena, and Natasha are all waiting for you, and then you all down a shot together.
The woman from back when you were dancing comes walking around the corner. "Care if I join in, ladies?" She smirks. "Agthaaaa!!!" Wanda walks towards the woman and hugs her, but she's clearly not a hugger, seeing how she shrugs it off quickly. "Please join" Wanda says. You smile at the woman, and she moves herself so she's standing next to you. "I'm Y/N" you say. "Agatha" she smiles.
After the rounds of shots, you all agree to get back to dancing, and when the others all get caught up with each other or a guy, you are left all alone on the dance floor. You freak out; Wanda promised she'd stay with you. You look around swiftly, feeling your chest rise and fall quicker with the second. You hold your hands to your head and want to start sobbing. You shouldn't be here; you should be studying and not here at a fucking party. You flee through the crowd as you feel the panic growing. You hated this, but you were never able to control it. As you reach the bathroom, you see it's locked. You can't keep it together anymore and you break down onto the floor. The door opens, and Agatha comes out of the bathroom. When she sees you on the floor, she reaches out her hand and says, "Come on, let's get out of here." You smile and take her hand following her outside. You don't know where you're going, but for some reason it feels safe.
Outside, still holding the woman's hand, you reach a purple dodge challenger. "Here, come on," she says while opening the car door. You get in without hesitation. She closes the door and also gets into the car and starts the engine. "Oh, let me help you, your make-up is everywhere." Your cheeks redden out of embarrassment. You just got into a hot girl's car, and you look like a swamp monster. She grabs a pack of makeup wipes out of the glove compartment. "May i?" You nod while still sobbing. She lifts your chin with her fingertip and gently starts getting rid of your ruïned make-up. "What happened back there?" She asks concerned but softly. You look at her and start rambling. "I don't usually do these things, and Maria and Natasha were too busy making out," she giggles. "Sorry, continue please, it's just very much like them." You continue. "And Wanda promised to stay with me, but I lost her, and she was with a guy, and I didn't want to blow that up for her, so I panicked because I don't like parties; they stink, and I just went for Wanda so she'd stop asking me to come for a while." Your shocked at what you just told this total stranger who's one hand is holding yours and the other is still busy gently taking off your make-up. "Hey, hey, breathh, you will end up exploding" she squeezes your hand in a comforting manner. "I know you don't know me, but do you want to just go to my place and watch a movie? I hate parties too. Nat just invited me.". You both giggle, and you nod. "I would love to watch a movie with you, Agatha.".
The woman's hand never leaves yours, and it feels weirdly calming; you've never felt like this before around someone. It's actually quite nice.
Half way through the drive, you start feeling sleepy and your eyes start closing. "Hey, hey, stay with me, beautiful. You can sleep when we get to my place, I promise." She squeezes your hand lightly again to keep you awake.
About 10 minutes later, you reach a house; she parks in front and opens your door. "Come on, let's get you inside." She offers you her hand, and you gladly take it. She struggles a little grabbing her keys with your hand in hers but doesn't think about letting go for a second; her eyes are always watching you to make sure you're okay. "Your so pretty," you blurt out while just staring at the gorgeous woman in front of you. She smiles, "I could say the same about you, gorgeous; come on get inside, it's cold outside.".
Inside the house, you are now on her couch while Agatha has gone upstairs to grab you some comfortable clothes. You just sit there playing with your bag, and when she comes downstairs, she hands you a pair of black jogging pants and a beige sweater. "You can change upstairs in my room if you want." You nod, and she takes you upstairs and shows you her room. "If you need anything else, let me know. You can leave your clothes somewhere on the floor. I'll make sure you get them back tomorrow, okay?" You nod, and she closes the door behind you, you hear her footsteps going into the bathroom.
You finish changing and drop your clothes in the corner of her room. She's still messing around in the bathroom; you knock on the door. "Agatha?" You ask. "Yes, I'm in here, beautiful. Are you okay?" she opens the door, and you see her taking off her make-up. She's gorgeous. "Your mouth is open, dear" she smirks at your face. She's clearly older than you, but you don't care at this point; she makes you feel so safe.
You walk into the bathroom and just stand behind her, and you talk to her about college and studying. She listens and continues undoing her hair, and when she's done, she turns around. Your still behind her. You two are not touching, but as soon as she turns around and she lifts her arms, you fall into them. "You work too hard, love" she rubs you back, and you sigh. "Why do you feel so safe?" she smiles while you both stop hugging. "I don't know, but you feel safe too, and weirdly enough, this is the first time ever I've been so open to anyone." She admits to you. You look at her, and you wrap your hands around her waist. You kiss her. Lips moulding together like it was meant to be. You feel so understood and loved. She was going to be the death of you.
You are so beautiful, and so smart, and it kills me that you don't think you're good enough. Like, we have to always be extraordinary, but somehow, we're always doing it wrong?
You have to be thin, but not too thin, and you can never say you wanna be thin. You have to say you wanna be healthy, but also, you have to BE THIN.
You have to have money, but you can't ask for money because that's crass.
You have to be a boss, but you can't be mean.
You have to lead, but you can't squash other people's ideas.
You're supposed to love being a mother, but don't talk about your kids all the damn time.
You have to be a career woman, but also, always be looking out for other people.
You have to answer for men's bad behavior, which is INSANE, but if you point that out, you're accused of complaining!
You're supposed to stay pretty for men, but not so pretty that you tempt them too much or that you threaten other women because you're supposed to be a part of the sisterhood, but ALWAYS STAND OUT and ALWAYS BE GRATEFUL. But never forget that the system is rigged, so find a way to acknowledge that but ALSO, always be grateful!
You have to never get old. Never be rude. Never show off. Never be selfish. Never fall down. Never fail. Never show fear. Never get OUT OF LINE. It's too hard! It's too contradictory, and nobody gives you a medal or says 'thank you!' And it turns out, in fact, that not only are you doing everything wrong, but also, everything is your fault.
I'm just so tired of watching myself, and every single other woman tie herself into knots, so that people will like us.
And if all of that, is also true for a doll just representing a woman, then I don't even know." -Gloria the barbie movie
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