These are the roses

"I'm not brave anymore darling, I'm all broken. They've broken me..."

[these-are-the-roses]

What to do

What a horrible feeling, to be in such a limbo, and not know where to go.

[these-are-the-roses]

8 years and I still worry-

I see pics and you look so thin & sickly. A complete 180 from the friend I knew. Are you ok?

Stay above it, dude.

[these-are-the-roses]

Realized who my twin flame is recently-

Everything, and I mean everything, makes so much sense now.

"And did the twin flame bruise paint you blue? Just between us- did the love affair maim you too?"

[these-are-the-roses]

All Too Well

Taylor’s version. On repeat. Play all 10:12, hit replay. Sing in the car. In the shower. At work, While doing bath time. What a masterpiece. Who can’t relate?  “And I forget about you long enough to forget why I needed to.” 

[these-are-the-roses]

“Maybe we got lost in translation, maybe I asked for too much, or maybe this thing was a masterpiece ‘til you tore it all up, running scared I was there I remember it all. too. well.” 

[these-are-the-roses]

All Too Well

Taylor’s version. On repeat. Play all 10:12, hit replay. Sing in the car. In the shower. At work, While doing bath time. What a masterpiece. Who can’t relate?  “And I forget about you long enough to forget why I needed to.” 

[these-are-the-roses]

Tonight I'll cry one last time

Over how much I miss your green eyes, your contagious laugh, your bright smile, your freak humor and poop jokes, and most of all your love and passion. Tonight I will cry one.last.time.

And tomorrow I’ll accept that date offer and move on. ✌🏻️

If you ever come back looking for me, I won’t be waiting.

[these-are-the-roses]

It’s been a year since I let go.. but I still dream about you often

[these-are-the-roses]

7 years now? Still stalking my Facebook I see. 

[shakesitoffs]

Just between us, did the love affair maim you, too?

[these-are-the-roses]

Long ago, the world exploded. 

[katistry]

Sadie Sink in All Too Well: The Short Film (2021)

[lyricsilove]

[menpale]

[kushandwizdom]

I knew we’d cross the line, so I quietly erased it while you weren’t looking.

Rachel Wolchin (via kushandwizdom)

[menpale]

[these-are-the-roses]

I chose this photo because it perfectly represents us; we’re both the perfect combination of weird, sentimental, passionate, goofy, and loving. 

From the moment I kissed you I knew.  I mean I knew it shortly after we had been introduced and been talking, all day, every single day, 24 hours a day, 7 days a week. Hour long phone calls turned to 2 hour long phone calls, which turned into 4 hour facetime sessions from 9 pm - 1 am... sometimes later. Shy texts became fully bellied laughs over the phone, and in no time at all I knew that I had to meet you, just to be sure, you were exactly who I thought you were.  I can’t explain just how nervous I was when you hopped out of your car in the pouring rain and propped your navy hat on top of your head, but I don’t think I need to explain it, because I’m sure as you turned your eyes to meet mine, as i was being battered by waves of rainy wind, you felt it too.  Your eyes met mine and my heart softened as we wrapped our arms around each other and held tight for just a moment; feeling it out, our hearts racing, the rain smashing into us, neither wanting to let go, yet both afraid that the other wasn’t feeling the rush of emotions that exploded the moment we met.

I’ll never forget how it felt to be snuggled up beside you that afternoon, for the first time ever, a moment we’d dreamed of, hearts beating in time, only the sound of our anxious breathing and bumping hearts filled the room.  Finally, I couldn’t take it anymore. I rolled to bring myself atop your chest, looked deep into your eyes, and pushed my lips softly against yours.

It was from that very moment that I knew. There wasn’t a doubt in my mind, Nicholas, that you were exactly what I’ve always wanted. You were the man I had spent countless nights dreaming about, wondering where you were, who you were, what you were doing, and when you would finally come to me. And here you were, laying beneath my body, arms around my back, kissing me. 

They say “when you know, you know,” and its the most true statement I’ve ever lived. I can’t explain how or why I know, but I just do. Although I miss you dearly every day, and the distance makes my heart ache, I find comfort in knowing that you’re not going to go anywhere.  I wish I could tell you this in person, i’ve been screaming it in my head since the moment I met you, but I’m patiently (not) waiting for you to say it first.  I Love You Nicholas Robert Gionet.  #fio2gio 

[encapuchadoconsciente]

[untiposolitario]

[humansofnewyork]

“It wasn’t an official marriage. We didn’t register. But we had a plan. I was earning good money even though I was young. I was already a specialist at the age of nineteen. She was very beautiful. We’d been together for four years. She was a good person and very easy to talk to. She’d met my family and everyone loved her. At the time I was helping to construct a new subway line in Moscow. I came home from work one day and she was gone. There were no cell phones back then. Nobody knew where she was. She’d last been seen getting into a private taxi with her friend Natalya. A lot of people were disappearing during that time. The police stopped searching after a few months. She wasn’t seen again. There’s a line from a Russian poem. It says: ‘We love just once in a lifetime. And spend the rest of our lives looking for something similar.’ I’ve had other girlfriends after Oksana. But I don’t remember their birthday. Oksana’s birthday was July 9th. She was a Leo.”

(St. Petersburg, Russia)

[estrellas-sin-colorl]