mariefee

Still I pootle. Trying to write.

[horrorcitos]

Avery Island, Louisiana ✺ July 2025

[maureen2musings]

Into the mist of Mt. Rainier

elliothawkey

[heateron]

morrissey’s letter from 1980

[warrensebastian]

[wonders-of-the-cosmos]

Aldebaran, Venus, Jupiter and Pleiades - Buenos Aires, Argentina.

Image credit: Luis Argerich

[mikarchive-deactivated20250714]

mary oliver, the pond

[lindamarieansonsnaps]

[these-vi0lentdelights]

I’m not who I was, though I tried to cling on

It’s so easy to pretend to be strong, to ignore the gaping holes, smoke still whistling out of burnt edges, but truth is, I’ve been singeing us with my ‘strength’ this entire time 

and time is what I need, I know that

But I’m impatient and I push, I rage

because he ripped his earth out from under me and though I have learnt to stand steady through all of my own storms, I still can’t find purchase on someone else’s soil

I know too well how it crumbles

- H.M. (faith in new)

[worthlessstreetrat]

Shop local and small bookstores!

[these-vi0lentdelights]

When they grow too much,

these blue light nights,

I look towards the sky and

find not that welcoming black,

star freckled forever, but

sullen grey, feverish with orange.

I wonder then

what we are doing, and

why we cannot stop.

If I was stood upon that ice I’d

do all I could to keep it cold,

but here it feels so far away.

If only I could ask the tree, I think.

I bet she’d know what to say.

- mourning star

[these-vi0lentdelights]

In over my head,  it’s like the moment I opened my mouth a monster tore out, pushed forth, fought my mind for purchase and won, won, won

I’ve got hurt on my mind,  two years of body ache, pressure on my shoulders, my soul  and yet you’re standing so still  I can hardly breathe

I forgot what it is to want. 

- H.M. (new words needed)

[anamorphosis-and-isolate]

― Frances Ha (2012), dir. Noah Baumbach

[quotemadness]

Everything I’ve ever let go of has claw marks on it.

David Foster Wallace (via quotemadness)

[these-vi0lentdelights]

how could you do that to me, venom must have played a part 

i’m breathing it- i can feel your lips on hers, hear the monster in your head, wonder where your hands were? at her fucking waist i hope

i hope it was worth it, because it certainly was for me- now that i know what humans can do i know what i can do, too

- H.M. (venom)

[previouslysad]

[these-vi0lentdelights]

there’s an untamed wild in here- don’t make the mistake of thinking  that you know these lands

i can’t promise it won’t kill you, can’t say i’ll step in to save you ‘cause it might and i won’t

still, you can have a go

- H.M. (expectations)

[arianeka]

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