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Captain Fantastic (2016) dir. Matt Ross

Favourite film this year.

It encapsulates the raw characteristics of being a great dad / leader - flawed but resilient and brave. Also made me think twice about self-education and balancing society’s bs and the role it plays to keep us sane.

At The Door

At The Door’ is a sentimental take from the band which highlights lyrics about a fragile romantic affair and keeping on dealing with a “never-ending” objective that can never be accomplished.

The first verse of the lyrics for ‘At The Door’ by The Strokes highlights the well-known version of the existential crisis that we all go through one day or the other. We just can’t seem to figure out what we want to do with our lives. However, we simply can’t seem to escape from the ambition that we’ve sworn to ourselves and we are determined to work on it no matter what. Having such a big ambition and little to no determination to achieve it is dangerous. It can lead to a disturbance in mental peace and quiet. We would look like a “little boy” who has big dreams but has absolutely no idea how to get there. We can easily feel ignored and disliked by the people around us.Then, we feel like we’re never going to get there. However, we’ve got to pick ourselves up and get there.

We are all little boys deep within...

#at the door #the strokes

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this reminds me of Palo Alto...

Why am I back here again?

Watched the sky, you know I ...

Breathe

I think I’m experiencing a burnout.

xkaliy

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Sure you can.

when you were early for project meetings

sweet

:)

Safe space

Might have neglected this space far longer than I should. Was reading some of my older posts and I found myself dumbly smiling. Though not without a lingering bittersweet aftertaste, I actually missed the feeling of dumping my emotional excrements here. Ever since I’ve lost my SF journal, I lost the motivation to properly journal my thoughts.

But... daddy’s back! (for now)

Found this pic of myself in Seattle early last year, taken right after I found a cozy spot to spend the night in the streets. There was a long bus delay and I can’t find anywhere else to house myself in this foreign space. It was freezing at -1 degrees with light rain/ snow and until now I'm not sure where I found the motivation to smile hahha.

Oh so some true-blue-in-da-hood local hobos came to hang out and started shooting crack beside me. I left shortly after and wandered around the vicinity cold, hungry and tired til daylight.

It was easily the longest night of my life.

Not sure why but I missed moments like this.