Never in my fucking wildest dreams did I imagine that the ex boyfriend that took me years to get over would show back up 15 years later.
It doesn’t matter any more, but it is funny to me that I’ve had to constantly reject his advances every few months over the last two years.
If only the absolutely shattered and heartbroken 21 year old me knew. I probably wouldn’t have believed it tbh.
What a sick joke that I don’t even want him any more as a crash out over someone new who will never know me as well as he did.








