I feel like a minority on edblr because of how high my sw/hw were but to those who may be reading this who have a sw similar to mine but are closer to the start than the finish and think they want to trigger themselves into an eating disorder like I did, I want to give as realistic a picture as possible of what it’s like to lose this much weight in this awful way.
Feel free to ask me about:
symptoms I’ve experienced/am experiencing that may be unique to weight loss over 70lbs
My experiences weighing 250+
How drastically different people treat me and the mental impact it’s had
Hopes and fears about recovery given that I will never be able to become underweight
Any other questions from anyone with an eating disorder (whether or not you’ve been diagnosed) or anyone pro-recovery who may be struggling with disordered thoughts or self image
Do NOT feel free to ask me about:
ANYTHING sexual. Insta block.
Ana tips or anything along the lines of “what did you do?”
Sending body checks, it’s weird and solicitive. I share on my public feed exactly what I want to share. Fuck outta my DMs.
Frankly don’t ask me anything at all if you’re just “curious.” my objective is to find similar individuals to share perspective with
