Part-time Civil Servant, Full-time Pervert.

30+, problematic af, NSFW, 🔞, multishipper, CoraLaw & EnZan, smut writer & hobby artist, I like to get hella weird.

[aloneandforsakenbyfateandbyman]

Art by Aquirax Uno, 1970s

[paradoxlust]

Takabatake Kasho

The rest are here.

[thestickyb]

I bought this print for 500yen in Tokyo. It's one of my favorite pieces of art in my collection.

[thestickyb]

An old Cora and Law comic I did. Law did so well expressing his feelings. ❤️‍🔥

[thestickyb]

Wouldn't it be cute if when Rudo grew up he took on some characteristics of his new family. Tattoos like Enjin. Tassel earrings/motifs like Zanka. Red hair tips like Riyo (they would match his eyes too).

[thestickyb]

I've finally decided what my next ita bag will be. Alucard from Hellsing. But there is literally NOTHING from this series since it's so old. So any Hellsing artists selling pins, buttons, straps. Etc. Drop your merch shop links for me. I'm ready to spend dough. 👀👀👀

[thestickyb]

And here it is! My sister bought me the bag for my birthday!! Aahh! I love it so much!! It feels good to have another ita bag!

[thestickyb]

For the past month, I have been taking a casual once-a-week two hour session in person drawing/watercolor class. It may not seem like a lot but I have learned so much just from drawing still-lifes, drawing and painting things out of my comfort zone, getting feedback from my instructor, and just creating alongside other people.

We all had different artistic skill levels, but they all complimented my drawing skills which I don't think are good, but they were amazed, and I really enjoyed seeing everyone's work as well. We would all draw the same things, but they would all turn out so different because of everyone's unique style. It was cool!

My works don't tend to get any traction on my social media pages, so having real people compliment and be inspired by my skills have really been a boost to my confidence.

So, to any of the novice, beginner, hobby artists that are struggling with your art skills and need a little external validation to help you continue (btw, there is nothing wrong with wanting SOME external validation for your craft. You're a human, you kinda need a little of it to survive), please get offline and try to find some local artists to create with. It will really help!

[thestickyb]

Yay work drawings. I'm gonna figure out how to draw this man. I WILL.

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[thestickyb]

Honestly, I don't see enough black catboy femboys and there should be more.

[thestickyb]

My second home. [Me, Watercolor, 2026]

[thestickyb]

Playing around with my watercolors and I feel like I'm COMPELLED to give Alucard blue tips in his hair, but I love his inky shadowy all black mass of hair. But I'm COMPELLED...

[panashunic]

some one-off manga panel redraws so i didnt really panel them lol

To the guy that rbed with these, i cannot @ you for some reason idk if that's cuz it's your sideblog but if you comment with your main i will tag you on the next one sozz (and thank you for the panels ^^)

[trans-pickles]

you don't need to write a dark deconstruction of Peter Pan where he's willing to kill people and his state of eternal childhood makes him morally ambiguous, JM Barrie already wrote one and it's called Peter Pan

[thestickyb]

I also recommend The Child Thief by Gerald Brom.

[thestickyb]

The sound design in Hellsing Ultimate is, personally, some of the best I've ever heard. I love listening to the scenes with my soundproof headphones and hear all the little growls and insane unearthly noises that Alucard makes in his unrestricted form. The crisp sound of him racking the slide of his guns. The stomach-churning sounds of blood pouring out and him lapping it up like a dog. The characters' dramatic flourishes of their coats. Their heavy footsteps on hard flooring. The various explosions of different weaponry. Very fun. Whoever they put in charge of sound design in this show, a round of applause to you.

[thestickyb]

Tender

[thestickyb]

My B-day is coming up. Getting my nails a deep blood red color to match my current Hellsing fixation. But can't do the long coffin shape I want because of my job, so almond shape it is. 😔

[thestickyb]

[NSFW 18+] Piggybacking off my previous Alucard horny quiz, would you rather him fuck you, no sex, only suck blood, both?? Something else entirely? I'm curious what my other Alucard freaks are into.

Only suck me, daddy

Only fuck me, daddy

Suck me AND fuck me, daddy

Please don't touch me. You frighten me.

Other (explain yourself. We don't judge here)

Voting ended onApr 12

[casullcasket]

Cross posting this joke bc this has been my life the past few years now